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on February 11, 2013

My heart bleeds out for you, you are stabbing me in the back and she is too it kills me everyday to be home. i dont want to touch you because how much it hurts me to see the two of you even though your both not together.. stop your actions its killing me..

on February 11, 2013

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I didn't know you like me when I was younger. And then I gone mad and I hurt you. I'm sorry. I wish you told me how you feel. You were and still are perfect. I wish you well always.

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on February 7, 2013

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on February 4, 2013

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on January 31, 2013

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on January 31, 2013

Depressing.

on January 31, 2013

hello:)

on January 31, 2013

I'm going to keep waiting for you :)

on January 31, 2013

pie

on January 29, 2013

HOLA TE AMO MAS QUE A NADA

on January 27, 2013

I Love You Sam

on January 26, 2013

I love you

on January 25, 2013

what happened to what you were?

on January 25, 2013

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on January 25, 2013

Dear J, You are so amazing. Your an amazing actor and singer and your sooo hot. But I don't think you like me. Please like me?? We would be perfect together.

on January 24, 2013

I think I'm in love with you

on January 24, 2013

FYI, it still hurts.

on January 24, 2013

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on January 24, 2013

gh

on January 24, 2013

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on January 24, 2013

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on January 24, 2013

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on January 24, 2013

love you, but we can not go together..

on January 24, 2013

HOW CAN I?!

on January 24, 2013

WHAT THE FOOD ?

on January 24, 2013

?

on January 24, 2013

Somebody that I used to know...

on January 24, 2013

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on January 22, 2013

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on January 22, 2013

i luv u and all but u need to keep it down low and stp puttin those things up there ;like im ur babygirl and the picture but i dont care about the picture u can keept hat up ther

on January 21, 2013

U MOTHER FUCKERS SUCK DICKS!

on January 21, 2013

Charmanders are Red Squirtles are Blue If you were a Pokemon, I'd choose you. Your smile is brighter than a Hyper beam, Like Jesse and James we'd make the perfect team. I'd stay by your side like Pikachu and Ash, And I'd love you more than a Level 80 Rapidash. You're more legendary than any Zapdos, Entei, or Mew. And out of all 450, I'd choose you.

on January 21, 2013

Zorua's are red and cute like u ... Oshawott's are blue and awesome like u ... If only you were a pokemon my love ... I would choose you no matter what babe ... Your heart and smile is stronger than a Hydro pump Like Ash and Pikachu, we'd make the perfect couple I'll stay by your side like Axew and Iris And I'll love you more than a level 100 Zekrom You're more legendary than a Landorus,Thundurus, or Tornadus But out of all 649... I Choose You

on January 21, 2013

I love how ure eyes shine in the light and how u r the perfrect one for me

on January 21, 2013

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on January 21, 2013

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on January 21, 2013

Dear Sneaky Kitten, I had not thought to look on here for a note from you since Christmas but today it just seemed right to check and there you are. Christmas was wonderful. Everyone had a good day and knowing that it made you so happy and content fills my heart with joy. I am so glad that you are happy with me. I know sometimes we fight and i worry i might scare you away but i only worry that because you are my soul mate and without you i would be incomplete. I hope i can make you as happy as that for the rest of your life. You are my everything. Every time you kiss me or make me smile i feel so full inside that i think i might just melt away. I hope you are always happy, My sweet love. I look forward every day to our wedding. I love you my sweet kitteny. Love Your Blue Cat xxxxxxx

on January 20, 2013

I killed your mother LOL NOPE I'M JUST YANKIN' YA!

on January 19, 2013

You were the first guy I ever fell in love with. We had the worst break up that dragged out for six months, and even though its only been a month now that I haven't talked to you or seen you it feels like a lifetime. I know you have a new girlfriend now but I'm always wondering what would happen if I let you back into my life..

on January 19, 2013

I LOVE YOU GEORGE!!! X3

on January 18, 2013

Still hurts ja

on January 18, 2013

You suck at ping pong. You are so bad and terrible and awful and I'm so much better.

on January 17, 2013

You're perfect. You are absolutely the most perfect human being I know. And you're perfect because you love me. I'm a hard person to love, and you accept me for me. I know this is going to be hard, because of our parents, and both being girls. But I love you to pieces, and hopefully this will last a long time. -AET

on January 17, 2013

Dear S, You're the wind chime to my burglary free home. Your plentiful punny pun puns are at the top of my heart. The baby in the crib is staring at me. Love, Your Frightened X P.S. I misused "your" to irritate you.

on January 17, 2013

Well, I broke up with you 5 years ago. But you popped up in my life again just now. I always liked you a lot, I was mostly just scared and crazy when I broke it off. We've both grown up, and we've only been on one date, but I'm really looking forward to Tuesday. I'm terrified of commitment and always have run directly away from a person rather then risk myself getting tangled up - but I think you and me might work out. At least for a little while. How weird would that be?

on January 12, 2013

Last night was the last night i got to have any physical touch from you. Your feelings for me had disappeared you couldn't find them anymore. We were engaged to be married next year but now that is all gone. my dreams have died and my heart has shattered. ..... you broke your promise of never hurting me... or leaving me... my dream of finding a love that will last forever is now gone.. i still will always love you.. please dont forget that.. ever-KB

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on January 9, 2013

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on January 8, 2013

81, I am sorry for being such a burden and looking to you for guidance when I never even knew you, but I love your family and I love your nephew more than anything. You know that. Please help me again. Send me the clearest sign you can to let me know if it is worth hanging on or not. I know I should be making this decision on my own from my head and not my heart but you have never steered me wrong before and I am so thankful for that. I just need to know if your nephew and I are meant to be together. If we are please give us both the strength to prosper together and grow into one. Please. K

on January 7, 2013

So there is still this thought that lingers of you and I pray everyday for it to go away, and I know that time is the only thing that will help, by the grace of God, but day by day it does get easier, try to make work the kids, my training a focus so I do not think of you as much. I do not know why you are still there, just wish that the healing process to start, but I know that there needs to be this time to be picking up the pieces before I start putting it back together. ja

on January 7, 2013

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on January 6, 2013

Every time we part I tell you that I've missed you... but what I'm really saying is that I love you. I'm just too scared to say it yet because you might not say it back.

on January 3, 2013

So it has been 8 mo and I am still reminded of you. Dressing drew, he told me that he wanted me to get married. He said that I should marry you. I told him that you are probably already married. He said, I don't think so daddy. Why am I reminded of you, on the days that I am doing well to get over you. JA

on December 28, 2012

Blue Cat. It's been awhile hasn't it? We've just spent our first proper Christmas together in our own home. We've entertained my parents and you made a fantastic dinner and we both shared our gifts with each other (and Phelps as well). I can honestly say that was one of the most content moments of my life. Everyday I feel more and more that I've made the right choice, you are the most wonderful woman alive. I look ever forward to the time we share together, and can't wait for every month, day and minute that we spend together from this moment onwards. Much love, Kitten xxxx

on December 25, 2012

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on December 25, 2012

i love you

on December 23, 2012

J, This really needs to stop happening. We go through never-ending circles and they are the most emotionally and physically draining moments I've ever gone through. Please please PLEASE make up your mind and realize that we are meant to be together and need to stay together. I understand being separate for a while to find ourselves and learn to be okay with being alone but I love you more than anything else in this world and I only see the good in you. Please stop giving me reasons to start to notice the bad. I love you, come home. I know you want to, stop second guessing everything and follow your heart for once in your life. K

on December 17, 2012

gag. this makes me want a divorce even more.

on December 12, 2012

Funny how the simple mention of that persons name just throws you off for the day, the sheer thought of that person will consume your thoughts and you will not even know that it did, how does one not get consumed by someone. Just would like to keep being consumed by God. JA

on December 9, 2012

i dont regret it. i just wish i was completely over it. maybe i never will be but im getting better. and im okay with it. maybe there will always be a little piece of me that wants you.

on December 7, 2012

I haven't talked to you in weeks and I miss you more than ever. Please come back.

on December 3, 2012

Well here we r again thinking of the past, and it does not do well, not sure exactly y I am still thinking about it but hopefully with Gods help he will bless me.

on November 30, 2012

It has been awhile since I wrote in this, I was with The last time I wrote on this, was awhile back, I was with someone I was ready to marry, she discovered this and wrote in it and would text me the link, I loved it, I wanted every day for her to know that she was everything, but it did now work out as I had hoped, its been since may and since then I know she has been dating, she called to tell me that she was when she was drunk from one of her dates...y do I still think about her. JA

on November 26, 2012

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on November 18, 2012

CONGRATS you've found my note! I know it's way to early to say this but I sure hope this time you and I can stay together forever. -A :)

on November 14, 2012

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on November 7, 2012

You're everything I've ever wanted... and the possibility that this might not work because we're so young terrifies me. I love you so much, and I know this world will try to take whatever I love away from me.

on November 6, 2012

My sweet Kitten, it has been a whole year since our first kiss and it had been the best year of my life. I feel like we have finally found each other. We have a life time together now and i could not be more happy. You mean more to me than anything in this world and as i lie down next to you tonight i will know how lucky i am to have found my soul mate. This year has been perfect to me because i have been with you. I don't think i could ever tell you how much i love you but i really hope that you know. I can't wait until i'm your wife but really i have been yours forever. You are my other half. My perfect partner. I hope i can always make you as happy as you make me. Happy anniversary my wonderful love, My darling Kitten. Love Your Blue Cat. xxxxx

on November 5, 2012

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on November 5, 2012

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on November 2, 2012

I love you

on October 29, 2012

connor, i still love you

on October 29, 2012

connor, i still love you

on October 25, 2012

You know what hurts me most about this break up? I still want you back...

on October 25, 2012

I still cant understand why you broke up with me. 2.5 years we've been together and you ended things because you were bored?! WTF?!

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on October 21, 2012

I love you and am very confused about why

on October 10, 2012

you are beautiful

on October 4, 2012

i love you very much

on September 25, 2012

Oh, life without love... It ain't life

on September 24, 2012

You have hurt me countless times, and I have cried over the things you have done. But when you hurt me, and I cry, there is still only one place I want to be. In your arms. That's what hurts the most.

on September 20, 2012

My sweet kitten. I am happy to see your response on here. It has been so long since u have written back to me. I thought you might have forgotten this site. You have no idea how much getting married to you means to me. I have never been as happy as i am with you now.I come home at night and know that i am safe and loved. You have given me the most wonderful gift. A true best friend and a loving partner who is everything i have always longed for. Spending the rest of my life with you is a dream come true. I hope to spend every day making you as happy as you make me. My wonderful love. Forever my darling. love Your Blue Cat. xxxxx

on September 14, 2012

BlueCat. I haven't written on here in a long time. So I thought I should update. The fact that we are going to be married has made me value our relationship so much recently. We are lovers, partners and best friends rolled into one. So I want to thank you for standing by me all this time, for picking me up when I fall and for dusting me off and making me realise how lucky I am to be engaged to the most wonderful woman in the world. I love you so very much and I'm determined to give you the most that I can my dearest. Kitten x

on September 13, 2012

You are!

on August 30, 2012

It's okay to be afraid of things, even if it's your anatomy.

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on August 20, 2012

stars cant shine without darkness, and you're my darkness

on August 16, 2012

Ever since you kissed me I started smiling again. You made me care about myself because I care for you. When we are together everything is so right. When you told me that the other night it was like listening to my own thoughts. Still I am afraid it's too good to be true. And I'm scared to death of losing you. What would I do without my best friend? But right now I am happiest , as we talk of the future and our plans together and I can only hope it turns out the way we dream of. So sincerely in love with you. Xoxo....M

on August 16, 2012

Dear sweet Kitten. We have been living together for a month and a half now and i am as happy as i was when you first kissed me if not more. I spend every day smiling and laughing with you and i can't think why i would ever want anything else in my life. You make me more happy then i have ever been. I feel like a truly have a partner someone i can count on to be there and work with so that we are both happy. Our home is wonderful and i finally have some where i can rest and call home. Some where and someone i can come back to every night and feel safe and happy. We deal with all our problems together and i know we always will. I trust you completely and i am so very happy that we found each other. My wonderful soul mate. My everything. Forever yours, Blue Cat. xxxx

on August 15, 2012

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on August 10, 2012

I have lost myself because of you and you're more than fine. You are the biggest liar and the most messed up person I have ever encountered. And yet, I still love you. I hate that I love you. I want nothing more than for you to realize that you've made millions of mistakes and every single time I forgave you and took you back after you begged, because that is what you do when you love someone and see only the good in them. Just smarten up already. Everyone around you knows that I am more than good for you and we need each other to be the best we can be. Fucking realize it already because I can't keep waiting around but I don't want anyone else.

on July 24, 2012

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on July 20, 2012

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on July 19, 2012

JP, I love you and I'm always going to love you. I've just reached my limit. I know deep down in my heart that this needed to happen and that we are prefect for each other, and quite possibly meant for each other, but it's not our time. It never has been. If the stars believe that we will ever have a right time in the future, I hope they let us know. We can see where we're at in our lives and if we can make it work then. Just promise me you'll have figured out everything you need to figure out and you are happy. As upset as I am now, I do wish you happiness. I know you are not a bad person, just confused. It's going to be one of the hardest things for me to get over you, but it needs to happen because I cannot hurt or play with my own happiness any longer. Always remember that no matter how angry I am at you, I'm always here. Take care. Watch over us, 81. For whatever reason I feel a connection to you, please help us both make the right decisions. -KG

on July 16, 2012

Do you think about me often as i think about you? i miss the old you, but i dont wanna change you on purpose. i wanna help you to find the joy in life again. text me pls ....

on July 16, 2012

Do you think about me often as i think about you? i miss the old you, but i dont wanna change you on purpose. i wanna help you to find the joy in life again. text me pls ....

on July 13, 2012

I am the one and only Nikki to you and I will always be your living dead girl I just wish you answer my texts...i hope you are ok

on July 12, 2012

I had fallen hard for you in high school where my mother tried to pry me away from you since you weren't good enough or good for me, i ran away from my mother to stay with you because that is all i ever wanted. its been 6 years now and i haven't talked to you in days, weeks, and even a few months and every now and then you run across my mind. What are you doing? Who are you with? What is she like? Do you think about me often as i think about you? is she better then me? was letting you go a big mistake of my life so far? no matter the question going through my head i still have the same ones repeating and i have come to the conclusion that i might never get over you and will always love you

on July 5, 2012

I think its pathetic that you're afraid of your own fucking anatomy. Idiot.

on July 2, 2012

Honey, you're perfect.

on June 27, 2012

I know we haven't even known each other a year yet. And we're broken up now. But I want to be with you. You tell me you miss me and can't wait to see me. I feel the same of you. I still love you, and I don't think that has changed an ounce since we broke up, or even since the last time I saw you. I miss you like crazy. I want to run away with you. I have these fantasies- it's nuts. I don't think it will ever work again though. We're both stubborn in entirely different ways. I just want you to know that I'm here if you want to try, love.

on June 26, 2012

on June 16, 2012

I think of you often now, and miss you still like crazy, but I cannot let anyone know that. I think that they will think that I am weak, so I will carry you to my grave, and forever love you without you or anyone ever knowing how much hurt I am still in. I miss your words, your touch, and all the things that we did together as a family. I love you! xoxo-E

on June 14, 2012

J- I really thought I was doing okay but then today I just missed you too much. I realize that we keep going down this path and that should be a sign for me to just give up. But instead it's a sign that we can make it since we keep coming back to each other. I love you more than you'll ever know and my entire body aches knowing that we're not together right now. Just please think about everything I've said and realize what I have - that we're meant to be together and we need to be strong and overcome all of these things that keep getting in the way of us being together. I've never once stopped loving you, and I never will. Come home. -K

on June 10, 2012

We've only been dating for half a year now, but I wanna grow older with you. I want you to be a part of my future, and I want to be a part of yours

on June 4, 2012

I miss you so much it hurts. I know we are going to get married even if we are young and no one knows. I love you more than I have loved anything. I hope that never changes and you never change. I hope things work out where I don't end up working 3 jobs while you are in the army. I miss you for a month I don't know what I would do for a year.

on June 3, 2012

Dear Kitten. You are so perfect. Waking up next to you every day is wonderful. I see you smile at me in the morning and my day feels like it has started just as it always should. Today is my birthday and it is 2 days since we moved in together and i could not be happier. You have made this day perfect and i know that you will make all the ones that follow the same. Thank you for every wonderful moment. I love you more than anything. All my Love, My sweetest kitten. Love your Blue Cat xxx

on May 25, 2012

I want to literally shit on your face.

on May 24, 2012

I was sitting in my room all alone listening to music staring at the ceiling and thinking about you till the song came on. The song that was my ringtone when i called you, the song that describes me to you and how you feel about it, the song that you would say words to me from it. After listening to the lyric's very closely i see what you felt all along. my heart still beat's to it and sometimes i wonder if i am falling for you yet again...

on May 23, 2012

So here is the thing that i came to a conclusion that you may not agree with but its something i wont be able to get over. I will Always love you even if you don't love me like that back. I still miss you and always will. Trying to not to love you- Nickelback is basically explains how i feel about you :,)

on May 23, 2012

I can't wait until Friday. Then I get to see the love of my life again forever. I love you so very much my dear, so very much xxxx

on May 22, 2012

Dear Kitten. Sometimes i think about you. I mean really think about you, really consider you. I am making a big change in my life. Moving away from everyone and thing that i know. I do not know the place we are moving to or the people. That is a very big step. I am changing my whole life for you. So sometimes i really think about you. When i do this i think about all the things you do that i am not even sure you realize that you do and how wonderful they really are. There are big wonderful things like our first kiss or the first time i woke up in your arms. Though most of the time i think of all the other things. I think of all the time i have fallen asleep in your arms before we where dating and you let me stay there because you wanted me there. I think of all the times you have helped me with things, simple things like getting tea or hard things. I remember how happy you are about being with me. Thinking about you makes me sure that we will always be fine. Always My Love, B...

on May 21, 2012

you broke me three weeks ago, and I miss you still so much!! You probably will never check this site again, but I check it in hopes that you have not forgotten about me, it is clear that you are. I love and miss you and wish that the both of us would have done things differently, I wish you were still mine...I don't think I will ever find another like you! I will always love you Joe. xoxo. forever yours!

on May 19, 2012

You can't help how you feel...

on May 18, 2012

today, as we were all hanging out, i was having the greatest time ever. But all of a sudden it hit me, i looked at you and missed you dearly. it hurt my heart again. i mean wasent this over 10 months ago. and look at me, how pathetic.

on May 17, 2012

Lisa. What would I have done without you this semester. I don' think anyone has made me smile or laugh as much as you have. I can truly say hands down that you are the best thing that happened to me at SLU. You are such a warm heart, inspiration and joy that I need in my life. Cheers to many more years, memories and love. I LOVE YOU BRAH.

on May 17, 2012

Whats up!

on May 16, 2012

i find myself checking this once and a while to see if you posted something, maybe that note was from you, it probably wasn't. you told me that you needed me and loved me on this. I spent 3 years of my life giving myself to you, your every desire, but now it must come to an end. I loved you, but now i know what is meant to be. and thats alright with me. Keep save my lucky star xoxox

on May 15, 2012

I'm glad I was your first kiss :)

on May 12, 2012

My darling Kitten. I was going to write you a note to tell you how much i love you. How you mean more to me than anything in the world but as i went on here to do so i noticed that you had already beaten me to here. Once again our minds have come to the same idea. I love it when we do that. Say things at the same time or think to do something at the same time it shows me how very matched we are. How wonderfully perfect we are for each other. Sometimes i think i am not good enough for you and that one day you might think that but that thought is fading from me more and more. We are perfect together, everyone can see that even me. You are my whole world. My everything. Love Your Blue cat. P.S I think you look pretty sexy as well. In fact there is very rarely a time that i am not thinking how good you look and how very lucky i am that you noticed me. It always surprises me that you don't notice how fantastic you look. My incredible Lover. My amazing man. xxxxx

on May 12, 2012

My Blue Cat. I adore you. You are the brightest beacon in my life, you will forever illuminate my darkness. You're beautiful and kind and intelligent and so many other wonderful things that I could never hope to be. You say that I'm perfect, yet I could never even aspire to be as perfect as you are. Every time we kiss, I feel more alive than I could ever feel alone. Thank you, for everything that you have given me. I hope that I make you as happy as you make me, because I'm pretty damn happy right now :D To my sweetest, dearest, most gorgeous Blue Cat, I adore you. Kitten xxxx. P.S. God damn do you look sexy all the time. You really don't appreciate how good you look at all. Every time you say that you don't look good enough for me I laugh to myself. You look fantastic. Constantly. And you don't believe me! You are Aphrodite in her purist and most beautiful form. And I adore you. Every single part of you, physically or mentally. You are my being, my beautiful life xxxx

on May 11, 2012

The things about us that hurt or make me sad are so many but the the good things...as few and as far apart as they may be...are amazing. I deserve better but I am afraid I will never again find good times like our good times. I still love you...you say the words but do you still love me?

on May 8, 2012

My Dear Sweet kitten, We might be apart at the moment but soon we will start our life together. I miss you now but in my dreams you are still right next to me. I cant wait to be with you once again, my darling. I am packing all my things and know the next time i open these boxes it will be in our new home. Your the man i love, always. Love Your Blue Cat xxxxxxx

on April 28, 2012

Could you please get out of my head? I thought we ended this nine months ago. Part of me still loves you I think.

on April 26, 2012

If I could write you love letters and send then to you I would, if I could call you the nicknames I had for you I would, if I could fly to you and give you one last kiss I would, But.. I can't I wrote a letter telling you how I felt and you didn't seem to care about it but we weren't face to face. I want to call you my baby girl, sweetheart, babycakes but you told me not to and I cried. The last time I gave you a kiss your husband got jealous and mad at me and you didn't do anything about it. You live far away but your always my day dream away even when you aren't mine

on April 24, 2012

Kitten, I am miss u so much when you are away. Everything is so stressful at the moment. I wish you where closer to me. I really can't wait for the forever i get to have with you to start. Love your blue cat xxxx

on April 23, 2012

Banana, okay now I get it. I just wish maybe you could have told me during the relationship? But I understand now. I'm not as angry or upset as I was at first when we first broke up. I'm sorry. I just didn't know. I was kind of in the dark about what exactly had happened. And I know I'm immature, but I'm okay with it, because I'm still just a kid who has a lot of time to grow up and learn from new experiences. I know perhaps I couldn't keep up with you as much as you would have liked me to, but it's better for you to not be with me, and I just want you to be happy. And I'm starting to feel better now too, I feel happier not having to constantly worry about you or feel down whenever you were upset at me. Please don't be angry or think less of me, I'm truly sorry for everything. But it didn't work out, nothing really lasts forever right? I tried, but at least it was a good learning experience! -Belen (no longer an Apple)

on April 23, 2012

Perhaps Orange and Apple would have been a better analogy...

on April 22, 2012

Apple, you really don't get it do you? The so called bitchy mood swings weren't because im some sort of bipolar person. They were because one second I'd be doing okay with you, then the next, something around us, even you at times, would annoy me to now end, and cause me to emulate how I felt, which came off to you as "bitchy" or mean. You know the feeling you get when you hang around your little brothers too much, and you just want time alone, or with your friends of the same age? That's how I felt, a lot. Knowing how you are and the way you act like you're invisible around my friends though, I refrained from doing anything and just grew complacent until I finally snapped. Plus don't act like little miss faultless. The main fault that infected me was your immaturity. It broke us, and caused me to lose all interest. Sorry. Maybe someone closer in age to us would be a better pair. Also, always remember, maturity doesn't equal age goes both ways. It can be good, and bad. Think a...

on April 20, 2012

stupid stubborn beautiful man. i'll miss you.

on April 18, 2012

i miss you my silly pumpkin head

on April 18, 2012

i dont even know what to do anymore. like you told me before "its like you got stuck in my head and i cant get you out" thats exactly how i feel. i miss you like ive never missed anyone else but im tired of this feeling. im trying to be okay without you in my life, but im really not

on April 17, 2012

your at the final breaking point and i don't know what will happen or what your going to do.. i worry about you so much

on April 16, 2012

dear kitten. I am so very happy that we are moving in together and i get to spend the rest of my life with you. I hate that sometimes i misunderstand what you say but i always love you no matter how stupid i might sometimes be. I promise that i will spend the rest of my life making you as happy as i can because you deserve that and so much more my sweet lover. I adore you, respect you, need you, admire you, trust you and love you will all my heart and all my hope. I am completely yours forever my love. Love Your Blue Cat. xxxx

on April 15, 2012

So i finally have realized i am now forever "FRIEND ZONE" to my best friend... i haven't felt like this ever till realizing it now.. "You're just a daydream away I wouldn't know what to say if I had you And I'll keep you a daydream away Just watch from a safe place So I never have to lose" its probably better to be in a safe place so i don't lose...

on April 14, 2012

I finally got the nerve, the guts, the heart to ask you if you got my letter with the feelings I felt for you a year ago. I finally got my answer and my heart is at ease just knowing feelings wouldn't be returned to me still hurts a little but knowing that you got my letter and understood made me happy yet my eyes still water at the thought of you for how I miss you so. Just knowing my feelings were read and understood make me happy even though I will never have that chance with you ever again.. To this day I rather watch you from afar and love you

on April 13, 2012

I got a text from you today... it made me worry to hear that your unhappy.. that your marriage is slowly falling apart. I can only comfort you through electronic's and try to cheer you up since you live so far away.. i want to give you a hug, kiss your cheek and tell you things will be better soon.. i want to see you smile...i want to see you happy again...even though i'm watching from a distance where is safe on the sidelines

on April 10, 2012

you are beautiful

on April 5, 2012

I love u.

on April 3, 2012

i fear - no - i know i will never find a girl like you again. that saddens me more every day that i don't get to see your pretty face in the presence of mine. you've broken me, d, but i wouldn't ask for it to have been done by any other person on this planet. i love you, always, still, and forever.

on April 3, 2012

Hi Ben, Thanks for taking the time this evening to talk to Eventbrite!

on April 2, 2012

Dear Banana, okay this is like the last note ever. I don't really know if you'll EVER read this but I guess this is a closure thing for me. I don't really know what's going through your head, I don't know how you're feeling, I don't even know if the reason why you broke up with me is true, but as I realize that these are questions that will probably never be answered, I just don't care anymore. I tried my hardest to be the best girlfriend I could, and you even said I was, but apparently it wasn't even enough. I'm ready to move on though, you treated me like crap in the end and I don't even have the strength to take it anymore. Of course I'll miss the good times we had, but seriously, fuck your mood swings and bitchiness. I stayed with you through all of that, only to be crushed in the end; it just hurts that you could drop me like I'm nothing, like we were nothing. I'll be okay though. -Apple

on April 1, 2012

I'm sorry for the bumpy road that we have traveled. I am trying to love you the best i can, and obviously it is not enough for you. I am so deeply sorry that I have hurt you over the year and half that we have been together. I never thought in a million years I would ever say goodbye to yo, but I cannot keep hurting you and in return having you hurt me. I am setting you free, and I will pray everyday that you find her the one that will love you the way that you deserve. Thank you for changing me and helping me change my daughter, God will look at that one day, and say you did great! I'm going to miss you like crazy and my heart will forever be yours and no one else's. I'm going to love you forever, sorry I couldn't be there forever. I love you! xoxo

on March 30, 2012

Everything is fine and I'm so glad that it is. Everything will be able to return to it's normality, the happiness that I have experienced will return. And for that I am thankful. I could never even consider living without you. You are my purpose, my meaning and my raison d'etre. I adore you, my precious lover, my beloved partner.

on March 29, 2012

I'm not sure what is going to happen tomorrow. I give what I can to you in confidence but question my own steadfast nature as a result. More importantly, if anything happens to you I don't know what I'll do. You've become part of me and if I were to ever lose that part I wouldn't function properly ever again. The only thought that makes me happy is how much more healthy you've become in recent months. I know you'll make it through this, that we'll make it through this together, my love. You'll come out the other side with flying colours and we will be able to continue our brand new life together. And I will be thinking of you the whole time. x

on March 27, 2012

My sweet Kitten, I miss you so much already and you have only been gone a few hours. Please come back soon. I can not wait to be in your arms again. My dearest, darling love. Please keep me in your thoughts and dreams as you will be in mine. Love Your Blue Cat. xxx

on March 25, 2012

I don't really know what's going on with our relationship right now. I don't know how you feel, we never really talk anymore, you never call me, you hardly text me. I know you're busy, I get that. I'm just tired of sitting at home feeling sorry for myself waiting for contact from you, while you go and have fun. So I'm going to work on getting a life now. I still love you though, I made the promise to love you, and I trust you to love me back. -Michelle

on March 23, 2012

I spend my days and months caring for and supporting people. I try to mend their hearts in a vain effort to mend mine. Maybe if I am good enough and kind enough, someone will heal my heart.

on March 19, 2012

I hope my book comes out how i want it to be. I'm doing it all for you.

on March 18, 2012

Thank you, Blue Cat. Every time I talk to you, you put me at ease and I feel relaxed again. Thank you for always being there x

on March 16, 2012

We have a troubled past, and you have been both kind and terrible to me. My love for you have not been put out. Keep yourself safe and happy. Ixtab

on March 16, 2012

My dear sweet kitten, Today we are once again far away from each other. I miss you so much already. Our time together was wonderful and i have never been so very happy. I can't wait to be back with you again. It is only 6 days apart but that feels to long. Soon we will be living together and we will never have to part. I await that day. I love you so much and soon we can wake up together everyday and start a new and wonderful life with each other. Love Your Blue Cat xxxxx

on March 15, 2012

I need you, but I know I can't love you as you wish, so I pray day 'n night that you'll find a man who can give you all the love for the rest of your life.

on March 13, 2012

I fell down the rabbit hole for you, I ate the mushrooms, I drank the poison, only to keep falling in this dark hole for you, I land on my feet to see you pouring your tea in front of me. you throw your playing cards at me as the surround me and lock me away, the queen laugh's at my attempt to tell you my feelings without word's. my trial is coming up and the white hair has only repeated the time i have left for me and the march hair tell's me to take the pills and all will be well... Oh Hatter... I am your Alice in this wonderland...i want to take you back with me..

on March 12, 2012

Dear Banana, I hate that we never get to talk on the phone anymore :( I really miss hearing your voice before i go to sleep. -apple

on March 10, 2012

ssssssssss

on March 7, 2012

So much for being sexually exclusive, you jerk. Good luck with kdg.

on March 7, 2012

I just can't seem to get you out of my head, you're so mysteriously beautiful.

on March 7, 2012

I'm sorry to make you sad my babygirl but understand that i barely know you much at all and so little in common was hard and still not comfortable to be in the slightest of sexual way with you was a little hard since i was uncomfortable then please understand that friends is the best thing for us.

on March 5, 2012

Jake, I wish that message was yours. I love you. You said you did. You didn't. -L.B.

on March 5, 2012

Tim, ask me to be you gf already!

on March 4, 2012

i hate that I don't ever feel perfect enough for you, then i go home and cry about it.

on March 3, 2012

I absolutely hate getting into any little argument with you because I feel horrible, even when it's something teeny tiny. I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry

on March 1, 2012

u too ;)

on February 29, 2012

you really suck

on February 29, 2012

Dear Blue Cat, I get to see you today after such a long time. I love you very much my dearest, and our meeting today will mark a milestone that I have waited for such a very long time to reach.I can't wait to hold you in my arms again, to hold you tight and feel your warmth and your breath against me. I can't wait to see your eyes light up and to see your beautiful smile. Kitten x

on February 26, 2012

you suck

on February 25, 2012

Dear Brown Eyes, You are wonderful, irreplaceable, impeccable, and sadly untouchable. I miss you like crazy. I've not been able to sleep since Thursday. It's been miserable. I wish I knew your thoughts, maybe that would help. Maybe it wouldn't. But writing mine on virtual paper is very cathartic. One of these days, when I see you again, I hope I don't feel that "punch" in my stomach. I hope I don't feel the effect you have on me, but I know I will and if I don't I will be highly disappointed. I miss you. I wish you were here and you understood. Next year we were supposed to go on the "Amazing Race" together. I guess that's over now. Neither of us like heights anyway. I love you. First and last. Farewell

on February 25, 2012

My sweet Kitten. It's not to long till i get to hold you again and i count down the days until your in my arms again. I love you more than anything else. I hate being this far away from you but i know our first kiss when we see each other again will be wonderful. When i come home from work to see you in my room i know that in will be as content as i possibly could be. I will be so happy to be with you again. I want to spend the rest of my life with you, my wonderful Kitten. Then we never have to part again. Love Your Blue Cat. xxxx

on February 25, 2012

My dearest Blue Cat, whilst I sit here unbearably far away from you, I want you to know how much I long for you to be in my arms. I wait for the time when we get to be back with each other and to experience life together again. I adore you, my most beautiful, brilliant Blue Cat. Yours forever, Kitten x

on February 22, 2012

To my sweetest Kitten, tonight you are ill and i worry about you. I don't think i will get much sleep again until i know you are well and safe. I love you so very much and i hate the idea that you are in pain. I would give anything to be by your side right now and take care of you. I hope that you will be better soon, my sweet lover. You are the person i care most about in the world and if i could, i would give up my own health to make you well again. I love you My darling, please get well soon. Love Your Blue Cat xxxxxxx

on February 21, 2012

I feel alone. And I always want to be right by your side. (So I'm a tad bit angry that you woke me up from my long nap to stay on the phone with me for like five seconds, and now you leave me completely awake >.< But, I can understand that you need to wake your butt up early so you can go do what you need to do.) Anyways, I'm gonna go get something to eat now. -Apple

on February 21, 2012

Dear Banana, I can't go back to sleep now since you woke me up, so I suppose I'll keep myself occupied by writing you a note. Lately, everything has been going extremely awesome and I've been feeling so lucky to be yours. I keep replaying the moments in my head when we were laying down on my bed after you had woken up from your nap, because I truly do feel like in those very moments, I had fallen in love with you all over again. It was so comfortable and peaceful, with the feeling of your warm breathing and your hand running up and down my back; I felt purely content and happy for the first time in a while, and I think it's those feelings that people look for in every relationship, although it is rare to get them. You're just such an amazing guy, even though sometimes you do piss me off by acting like a 'tard, but I can easily overlook that kind of thing x) I absolutely hate having to get off the phone with you, because right when we hang up and I hear the hanging silence, -c...

on February 19, 2012

To You, watching you leave last night was heartbreaking, I'm glad you decided to clean your room so you can come snuggle with me again. Even though I was freezing spending quality time in the snow with you was incredible. Love, Me

on February 17, 2012

My sweet, loving Kitten. Even on days when i am worried or afraid you manage to make me smile. You make me laugh and remember that you will stand by me no matter what life throws at me. For this alone i could love you but you do so much more. You think i make the world brighter but i am only bright because you make me that way. I light up around you and become someone i am so happy and proud to be. Though right now you are far away from me i can still feel your arms holding me tight and i know that i can always trust you and rely on you. I can only promise you that i will always stand with you regardless what problems we might have to face and that as much love as you give me i always try to return with extra. I love you my Darling. I hope you are sleeping well. I will meet you in our dreams. Forever, my wonderful love. Love Your Blue Cat. xxx

on February 17, 2012

Dearest Blue Cat, before I met you, people were people. I was fine by myself. Of course I loved my friends, but I viewed the world far differently, more solitary. Now that I'm with you the world has opened. Even the simplest of activities is more fun than I could ever have imagined alone. People are wonderful creatures, and despite their flaws are capable of such kindness and beauty that I am ashamed to say I've never noticed before. And you, my beloved, are the most wonderful of them all. You make me happy, you give me courage and confidence that I would never have thought within me. You are the light of my world, the star that I orbit. I want to give you everything I possibly can, just so that I can see what your creativity would do with it.Truly, deeply, forever yours, Kitten x

on February 14, 2012

my kitten. This valentine day makes me love you all the more. You have been sweet and wonderful and i can not wait to spend the rest of my life with you. I am so very happy right now and i know as long as i am with you i always will. I hope you never leave. I love you so very much. Thank you for a wonderful day. Love your Blue cat. xxxxx

on February 12, 2012

I love you, from the bottom of my heart,you are on my mind every minute of every day,i just can't stop thinking about you. Thank you for beeing a part of my life

on February 8, 2012

My Dearest Blue Cat. You're beauty, genius, kindness and madness all rolled into one wonderful package, whom I get to spend eternity with. It's impossible to think of anyone I'd rather share the vast expanse of time with, someone who makes me more happy than I could ever have thought possible. Whether it be night or day, rain or shine, life or unlife, I will forever be by your side, sharing as much of myself with you as I can possibly give. I will forever be yours in every way you wish, be it physically, emotionally and spiritually. I adore you so much my wonderful, dearest love. Your Kitten x

on February 8, 2012

Dear kitten, You are the most wonderful man i could ever be with. You make me smile all the time and i am so glad that choose to be with me. I never thought i could be this happy and i hope it lasts forever. You are the more wonderful to me than all the stars in the night sky and more exciting than any adventure i could ever have. I don't ever want to see you sad as the only thing that matters to me is to make you happy. You will never know how happy it made me that you noticed me. I am not the brightest light in the world but i want to be for you. I am sure for you, i shine a little bit brighter each day. I love the man i see when i look at you and i am completely sure that you are the only man in the world that i was meant to be with. You are my perfect partner. My one and only true love. I am so very lucky to be with you. I hope you never forget how much i love you and if you do, even for a second then you can read this. I Love you kitten. Love Your Blue Cat. xxx

on February 2, 2012

Dear Scott, I think you are wonderful. You're cute, charming, intelligent and a romantic. Pretty much just what I'm looking for right now. You know, just someone that is on the same page as I am. Someone to have fun with. Someone that I think is great and I know you think I'm great too. It would be nice if we could just spend some time together and not take the world so seriously for a while. You help me forget the difficult things I have been dealing with. I don't think that's love, but I definitely wish you were in my life more often. Even though I would never do anything to steal you from her, I want to because I know you're unhappy. Part of me hopes that somehow you will magically see this and gain the courage to break up with her. To let yourself be happy. As much as I want you, I'd rather you just be happy and be able to find yourself. I don't want to tie you down and I don't want to be tied down. I just want to spend time with you and right ...

on February 1, 2012

I love you

on January 26, 2012

Dear banana, I was just thinking about this site, and I was pretty surprised to see you had already written to me. Damn, you beat me to it! Anyways, I'm about to start homework so I just wanted to write to you to get my fingers going x3 I'm so happy we're together now. Everything is going perfectly and I feel really stable with you, it's great. More and more everyday I just see how great of a boyfriend and a best friend you really are, and i know now that this is something that most girls wish they had, and I'm so lucky to have it myself. I'm so proud to call you mine, and I always get kinda excited when my classmates ask me about you, even if they don't know you x) You are the macaroni to my cheese! -Apple

on January 24, 2012

Dear apple, This is the first time I write to you in a while, and I miss it. You didnt think I'd let this die did you? :). God so much has happened since the last time either of us has posted here. My finger is getting better, and you encourage me and make me feel better about it everyday. If no one else believes in me, I always know that you will. No matter what. That is so comforting and Its one of the many things I really love about you. It seems that everytime I talk to you about anything, I feel a bit better, and relieved in a way. You really are the "movie girlfriend" everyone wants, even though I may be the only one to notice it. I love how naturally we flow together and how theres never a dull moment between us. You are the peanut butter to my jelly, and I love you. Goodnight Apple, sleep tight! -Sincerely, Banana

on January 18, 2012

JA~ You are the first person i have loved in a very long time, and no matter what you say or what some legal paper says I am not married to him...only to you and it kills me that you think the worst of me at all times and I really think that God put you with me so that I could feel what it was like to be with someone that hates you since that 's how I felt about him when I left. it kills me that you don't think i love you and that I treat you so bad. and if that's how you feel than you should not be with me....I truly love you though with everything that I have and can gibve right now...you're the only one I see myself with down the road and many many years have passed. love you!! xoxo

on January 18, 2012

i might love you. im trying to not let that happen because i know you dont love me. i hope someday i can say i love you and you can say it back. i dont think that day will come.

on January 17, 2012

I wonder when I'll meet you? I hope we have one of those chill, laid-back sort of thing going on - a "slow burn." I hope you know that I'll never change for anyone but myself, and I would never expect anything less from you. Most of all, I hope we go through tons of fun shit together!

on January 16, 2012

I think you are some kind of wonderful.

on January 16, 2012

You have a girlfriend, and she's perfect. So where does that leave me?

on January 14, 2012

We spend every day together and I don't know if you're into me, but I'm pretty sure I could be into you. I like being around you. I like your jokes. I like that smile you give me when we make eye contact. You're the boy & I'm waiting for you to make the move.

on January 11, 2012

Yesterday was awful. i had to drop you off to the airport to let you go see family and i didn't think about how it would feel for the both of us to suddenly see each other part for a week. You were walking away and i felt like i was watching you walk away from me for good and you couldn't say goodbye to me because it hurt so much. its been 48 hours and i have cried so much because with you gone i feel alone and almost like we are back to where we were months ago.. come home soon i can't stand being far away from you again your a few states away and i miss terribly :,( the girl who was left behind.

on January 10, 2012

maow maow, me too my little sister from another mister! - mariam to mawy

on January 10, 2012

I love you! Best sister ever! Mary to mariam

on January 10, 2012

Dear Banana, you've been asleep for hours and you just need to wake the heck up so I can talk to you. I just feel so empty without you D: x) I just felt like writing you this because you keep crossing my mind. I sure hope your finger gets better quick, when you were leaning over that trash can yesterday I was probably a bit more scared and freaked out than I should've been. I'll kiss it every single day for you, I promise. I can't wait to hang out on friday and saturday, I'm totally looking forward to it >:D I think that's about it. -Apple

on January 9, 2012

you were my first love and it has been 5 years since I've known you... I guess a long distance relationship has always been rocky but we managed to hold it all together. However, at times our emotions drifted away and we found ourselves with other people. Nevertheless, you were and always will be the closest thing I have to my heart. It doesn't matter if we are together or not. What we mostly appreciate about each other is the fact that we want each other to be happy no matter what. That is the definition of true love. The fact that we let go of everything that we have and still find the compassion and love for each other. I love you - bunny

on January 7, 2012

Ugh I meant to say "sometimes throughout the day without* you" My bad XP..... this is still banana... just read that (VVVV) correctly :D

on January 7, 2012

Dear apple, Its been almost two days since you left and I just realized how boring it is at night and really even sometimes throughout the day with you x.x. I haven't spiraled into a mad depression or anything (yet ;D), but as of now, I officially miss you! I miss talking to you, and being up late at night now is so drab. I don't have really anything to do, and the internet bores me easily for some reason, so before I go to sleep I wanted to write you this letter :). I was just thinking and I remembered how you were talking about all the things you appreciated, and well along with walls, I really appreciate you. I knew I did already, but being away from you, even if it hasn't even been too long, sort of helped me realize how much we actually do together. Well, anyway, I'm just glad this isn't a repeat of summer, and you'll be back and in my arms tomorrow (how corny right?) :D. Goodnight Montserrat, I love you, and I'll see you tomorrow :).

on January 7, 2012

I love you! Why didn't we meet years ago, I wonder if everything would have been different. I think everything would have been different. All I know is we are perfect together. I know we have a future together, I know!!! I love you.

on January 4, 2012

you're my biggest everything :)

on January 2, 2012

I wish i could make you a playlist of music of things i wish you knew how i felt. How i wish i could tell you things. Your back home in NC and yes its sad that i miss you like hell and the feelings have died off but still not a day goes by where i don't think about you hoping your okay in your marriage with him. As your best friend i am ALWAYS thinking about YOUR happiness.. just as much as i hope your thinking about mine. Lights is never the same neither are the places we have hung out together.. Always thinking about you April.. your my best friend ever and i will never let our friendship die off from distance. Love you dearly and i hope to see your face soon again -The girl who should have said something sooner The Listening By Lights

on January 1, 2012

Also I'd just like to say that once I like someone, that's pretty much it for me. I tend to blind myself from other people. Like, I guess I still notice people sometimes, but I never act upon it, or try to find someone different, so in all honesty you really have nothing to worry about. :p

on January 1, 2012

After we broke up I thought you were getting annoyed by me or something, so I just kept to myself a lot of the time, thinking you'd come back around some day. And I had only really stopped liking you for a little while, but like i said, that trip made me realize I did still like you, and quite a bit. Also I wasn't trying to ignore you, and you weren't annoying me at all, I didn't mean to do that and I'm sorry if it felt like i was x). And finally, I see what you're saying, but the thing that bothers me is that, I don't want to lose you. I think about you sometimes and most of the times I think of good things and how much you mean to me and so on, but there's always the lingering fear of losing you because I know we technically aren't together. To me I feel like, if you don't want to be with me, then whats all of this for? It will just end up hurting me or maybe you later on should someone else come along. :/ -Bananna

on January 1, 2012

because I always felt like you were ignoring me or you were annoyed of me. Even after you broke up with her, it felt like sometimes you wanted to talk to me, and other times you just didn't acknowledge me at all. So it was a weird jumble of emotion for me, even though it was probably nothing xD And I know that you want a relationship, but you have to know that I'm not a very stable, secure person. I never really have been. I try to give you freedoms because I think that's the kind of thing I want for myself, but I know that's not exactly what you have in mind. I feel less restricted with a label on what we have, (which is what I like), but with a label there's more securities and stability (which is what you like). So there's a bit of a conflict there. We'll try to work it out though. -Apple

on January 1, 2012

Okay so I've read your message like 3 or 4 times already. I guess I'll just tell you my side of the story now. After we broke up I had really hoped that we could still be friends, but you never really made the effort to talk to me so it was just a bit awkward. All I really heard about you were rumors and stories about you and your "big-boobed" girlfriend (you know who I'm talking about). So later on when we took that orchestra trip, it was really nice for me to just have a serious conversation with you about how everything was going, and I started to remember why I had liked you in the first place. I started to get jealous of that new girlfriend you had, I was always telling Denise that I didn't think you guys were going to last, that she wasn't right for you, that I didn't like her, yadda yadda yadda. But of course, at the end I would just say "well, at least he's happy", and that's all that mattered to me. I wasn't completely sure how you felt about me though -c-

on December 31, 2011

Read the message below this before this one. As I was saying; The second thing I realized was that it does bother me a bit that we aren't actually together. At first, I used to like the idea of not being together but basically acting like it, but now, I don't know what it is. Maybe I'm more serious now, I'm not sure, but whatever the reason is, I want you to be my girlfriend, and not just some girl I mess with. I want more stability, and I dont want that constant fear of "what if she finds someone else she likes, and decides she wants to try something with him instead of me?" You know the hardest thing a person can do is watch the person he/she loves, love someone else. So I wanted to let you know how i felt about that. I mean it takes two people to make a relationship so my feelings only comprise half of it. The other half is all up to you. Anyway im running out of space, so ill talk to you later, Happy New Years! I love you Apple. I mean it :) -Bananna

on December 31, 2011

Where do I start? I never thought this would happen again. Back in the summer we got together and I thought we got really close, but that ended abruptly, so I figured "Oh well I guess she didn't feel the same way" and I got over how i felt. At the beginning of school I acknowledged you but didn't pay much attention, not knowing how you felt. At the orchestra trip I sat with you, and i finally got the chance to sit down with you, and talk with you... and I think that's when I fell for you to be honest. Now I just cant get you off of my mind. In class sometimes, things remind me of you, at home, and even when im talking to you on the phone actually, i have this mental image of you. Especially after we hung up last night, I just couldnt stop thinking of you for like two hours straight. I was just listening to songs with you on my mind, trying to go to sleep but I just couldnt. Read the message above this one to read the continuation of this, I didnt realize it was going to be so long

on December 30, 2011

I love you so much more now than I ever have. Only now am I so terrified of someone else snatching your heart away.

on December 29, 2011

fuck this

on December 28, 2011

Whatever.

on December 28, 2011

The whole time I've known you, I felt it too... Never even so much as a kiss, but I sensed that there was something beyond just you and me being the best of friends. But these 3 years you've been lingering in my heart like a ghost, following my every move in my mind. I've kept your presence silent, trying to escape my confines, keeping you a secret even from myself. But still you stayed within the ether of my soul, waiting for me. And the real you, the one outside my head, was waiting for me too. 7 years. 7 years and you still love me. I'm sorry I didn't see it before, I know you tried to tell me... but I think it's only now that I can fully comprehend what you've tried to offer me, and the love I can give to you. I love you. I can't wait to tell you.

on December 28, 2011

When we talk on the phone, you're all I think about for days on end afterwards. When I see you, my whole body hums and I think I actually purr. I know there's a decent chance we'll never see one another again, but I want you to know: If you had asked, I would have come back in a heartbeat. Forsaking all others, I would have been yours, and we would figure out the rest together. My dream isn't to marry you tomorrow, or be swept off my feet in a grandiose display. What I want, what I'd really love, is to go on a date with you. Get myself dolled up - for you. Go out and get coffee or a drink or go for a walk, and hold your hand, and kiss you goodnight. That's all I want from you, and that is all I ever wanted. I miss you so much.

on December 27, 2011

I think we both are probably awful people.

on December 27, 2011

mutual shyness sucks.

on December 27, 2011

I wish you knew how much I loved you.

on December 27, 2011

You are my best friend, the one that saved me. You understand me, both the boring and amazing parts. You are sad, and everyday I wish I could make you happy, because I would make you SO happy. You don't know what you're missing, but I know because I think about it everyday. What we have is enough though, and I'm thankful that our paths have crossed.

on December 27, 2011

I love you. Even though we just started our relationship I think I love you

on December 27, 2011

"Yes! Yes, I love you! Now let's be together!" After nearly 10 years of friendship, you're the realest, closest person in my life. You asked me before you left, "Do you love me?" I didn't know how to answer that. Your cousin, who I've known even longer had feelings for me, I wanted to wait until we were in person to reveal my true feelings to you. You planned a visit for the Spring. You died 6 days later. I never got to tell you, but I still scream it to the stars.

on December 27, 2011

i love lamp.

on December 27, 2011

I avoided making that promise so you wouldn't have to worry about me. I won't every make that promise; I'll never replace you with another man if you die. I love you too much to do so.

on December 27, 2011

You are wonderful and the best thing that ever happened to me.

on December 27, 2011

You're boring, mean, selfish and ugly.. through your eyes. But to me you're intriguing, intelligent, amazingly talented, you could get any girl in the world with that face and that body alone. Any.girl.in.the.world. Why you chose me, I'll never understand.. because I'm just as boring, mean, selfish and ugly.

on December 26, 2011

you are my one and only.

on December 26, 2011

I've never been so drawn to someone's eyes as I am to yours.

on December 26, 2011

I've only seen you in flesh a few times, but our six hour long virtual conversations elude otherwise. I'm falling in love with this sick, unhealthy relationship we've created over the internet.

on December 26, 2011

I wish my timing had been better, and things had been different on both our ends. While I know you have the most amazing opportunity ahead of you, I wish I knew how things were going to work out between us. I wish we had gotten to know each other better before you left... and most of all, I just wish you would answer me.

on December 26, 2011

I miss you and when I see you on Friday I'm going to sex your brains out! Two weeks is far too long!

on December 26, 2011

I miss you

on December 26, 2011

I love you

on December 26, 2011

I wonder if our relationship is as healthy as it should be. I love you so much. Things need to change before we can be together forever.

on December 25, 2011

christmas is always the hardest without you. it marks one year without you.

on December 23, 2011

I feel like you only want to get into my pants..like this is some sort of "project" of yours to take away my virginity. I really thought I liked you but now I have to think things over. You've changed since the summer, I really don't know who you are anymore, but now you're some sex crazed maniac and I think you're lying about even loving me. -pork sword

on December 22, 2011

I'm finally seeing my best friend tomorrow for me and my roommate's Christmas party. I haven't seen you in 5 month's and honestly i'm a bit afraid. I sent you my girl-crush letter when you left to go back home and i don't know if you read it or not. I don't know how to re-act around you since that time. We text each other like mad after you left and i can only hope that you don't hate me as much as your fiance doesn't like me.. i don't know what to do but i will try my best to keep my cool for you since i still can't get you out of my head.. I use to be love drunk about you and we use to kiss all night and now i'm sober and wish i could REALLY drink right now

on December 22, 2011

we had what i thought was perfection. it began to crumble. i couldnt handle it and just let it go. when you wanted to reconnect i said no. when i wanted to reconnect you said you couldnt. now we have and nothing feels the same. where did our happiness go? where did our love go? will we never feel what we once did? ive never felt so incredibly happy and complete and with another human being. without you my life has no purpose whatsoever. with you my heart is in constant agony thinking you dont love me anymore... i need answers.

on December 22, 2011

in the summer you wrote on this, "i need you next to me now and forever". we had been on and off for two years. Now you have changed and don't even care. what happened...

on December 22, 2011

I love you and you won't even look at me. You know it too.

on December 20, 2011

I saw you at the skate park and i was sitting on my car watching you while i was sketching out my next tattoo design. You skated over and kissed me on the cheek and sat next to me. You asked what my next tattoo was meaning for. Its to show that i have fought to get where i am today i had to fight my way through everything and everyone to be here. You were my main reason why i stayed alive and kept pushing through life to get here. The girl who was there with you glared at me as i told you why i'm getting it. She had beef with me because she wanted you although i had you first i fought her to prove my point. You nursed my black eye and told me i looked like a wild cat out there and gave me a kiss on my forehead. Your the sweetest ex i had ever had

on December 20, 2011

I'm in love with my best friend and he has absolutely no idea

on December 20, 2011

your personality just isn't my type. but whenever i see you i just can't look away for some reason

on December 18, 2011

i'm falling in love with you, but i know i'm not thin enough for you to ever love me back.

on December 18, 2011

All day I've been thinking about you and what happened on Friday.

on December 17, 2011

W.H. We've been talking for awhile now and we both really like each other. We always text, talk on the phone. hang out at your place but when it comes to being out in public... you act differently. It almost seems like you don't want to be seen with me. You say you think I'm beautiful and perfect, but sometimes you don't treat me like that... You treat me like a call girl who you want only when it's convenient for you... I love you and you say you love me too but you aren't acting like it... I don't know what to do. All I know is that I want us to be together. Please :( - E.M.

on December 17, 2011

I love you.

on December 16, 2011

I love rock n roll

on December 16, 2011

Your giggle makes me love you even more every time i hear it.

on December 14, 2011

sometimes i think we should break up, that i'm not happy, and that i don't want to be unhappy for the rest of my life, but i can't stay away from you. i watch my phone hoping you'll call me. i count down until i can see you again. i go out of my way to see you. i don't know what the hell i should do.

on December 14, 2011

Insights like this liven thnigs up around here.

on December 13, 2011

You've changed.

on December 12, 2011

cant stop laughing. y r u so slow minded? :D

on December 11, 2011

This sucks.

on December 11, 2011

I know our lives is just like the movie "One Day" and I hope we get to be together much sooner. For now, you are just my friend and I can accept that because I love you.

on December 10, 2011

I love you but I dont want to be with you. I just cant.

on December 10, 2011

I love you, goodnight.

on December 8, 2011

happy birthday ;)

on December 5, 2011

*bangs head against the keyboard*

on December 5, 2011

I know I left you a month ago and then slept with you. Biggest mistake ever. You didn't pull out and i'm having a heart attack... i don't want to be pregnant.. not again with your child..

on December 5, 2011

It's hard for me sometimes. I care about you and everything, but I'm the stupidest, most sensitive, butthurt thing on this planet.

on November 30, 2011

There are those day's where i think about you and how i wish i was on stage singing and you were in the front row to see how much better i am without you even with your stupid girlfriend there too. So you can see how cool and sexy i am and be all like "you can't have me anymore sucker" and just show your girlfriend the real colors and piss her off like the night at the bar when it was karaoke night. that was fun for me and she hated me for how i treated you in front of everyone after the embarrassment you put me through KARMA BITCH!

on November 29, 2011

This is a love note to the song "November" by Max Richter. You are the most beautiful song I have heard in a long time. There are no words, just the strings, and it's amazing. People sometimes talk about getting goosebumps for a song and I'd never really had that. I now know EXACTLY what that feels like.

on November 29, 2011

Banana, I come back to this page like every single day. I bet that sounds weird -Apple

on November 28, 2011

Why do i find myself coming back here? It was great when we were together. I really miss you, enleplpeab

on November 28, 2011

Your finally coming home after a year and almost a month from being taken away from me. I am getting excited knowing you'll be home and back in my life again without being restrained by a glass wall and phones or Guards telling us what we can and can't do. You can hug me and never let go and i can kiss you all i want. I will run up to you at the transit station and i wont ever let you go again

on November 27, 2011

i love you.. beebul

on November 27, 2011

You don't even need me anymore do you ;~;

on November 27, 2011

I know that you like her -.- Every time you like a girl you stop talking to me as much as we used to. I mean, we'd talk almost all day long, and then during the next couple of days, you don't say a word to me. I guess maybe I shouldn't be pissed about it, because I'm ugly and not cool and there's no way anybody would like me and I should just accept it. Get out of my head, you just spark the ugly beast of jealousy every time I think about you..I want to be happy, and that's pretty hard to accomplish when you occupy my mind. Please just...dejame en paz.

on November 26, 2011

my boyfriend doesn`t respect me

on November 21, 2011

Why do you still have feelings for your ex? I thought you wanted to be with me.... Guess I was wrong when I judged your character.

on November 17, 2011

Dear pancake, Who knows if youll ever come here, but I just feel like writing somewhere that when you feel sad, I start to feel sad. I feel like I want to do something to make you feel better even if I know I cant. You put this burning feeling in me to stand up for you to others, even if I know ill lose the fight. I cant say I love you yet, but you have so much more potential than anyone i've ever been with. I really hope this works because my feelings for you get stronger every day, and I feel the connection when im with you. -

on November 9, 2011

Dear J.R.V I love you and i know that nothing in the world could ever or ever will replace you. You are my everything and you make me smile like a idiot and run into doors all the time when i think about you and the future we will have together i love you forever and always my dragon from my fairy tales :D

on November 8, 2011

P.S. I still think your eyes are adorable -Apple

on November 8, 2011

Hey Banana, It was nice to be able to hang out and talk with you on the bus, it had been a while since we'd actually "talked". I just wanted to leave you a note in case you ever come back to this site again, which I doubt, but if you ever read this, let me know. I wish the best for you and your new girlfriend, you're really getting the ladies, you know that right? -The Apple

on November 8, 2011

I woke up to a empty bed for the past year 2 weeks and 3 days i know soon ill be waking up with you next to me sleeping and holding me once your home again forever and always your fiance

on November 7, 2011

Long distance sucks.

on November 7, 2011

"I have always loved you even after you left why i didn't run after you i blame myself for it all but i just wanted to ask you. Will you marry me K.A.V? I know i didn't have time to come to you and ask but this is your's. I will always love you even after death- E.D.D.J" Inside was a wedding ring with what would have been my initials "K.A.D" i cried for i have never let another man in my life after you i wish i could have ran to you when i should have. "Yes" was all i can say as i cried in your room. No..Our room with only a broken heart left inside of my body

on November 7, 2011

Reading the note with my name on it in your hand writing about made me cry but what happened next made me break down. "I never had another woman in my bed or in my life after we had broken apart. i never left you for anyone else they weren't perfect in my eyes like you were i left because i was afraid of being heart broken but only to see that i was suffering from a poor heart instead.. i have waited for a long time after you left to live your life to ask you a simple question. go look at my night stand". in tears i see on your night stand was a small box with a green ribbon i opened it to see a wedding ring and a small note.

on November 7, 2011

after reading the obituary your mother called me and told me she has the key to your place and told me that she has something to show me. meeting her at the last place i known you lived which you stayed at still till now.. she gave me the key and told me to go inside she stayed outside why? i didn't know until i walked in your house and saw all the pictures of us still on the walls. all my art i drew still framed every thing was left like it was when we broke apart. Walking into your room and there i saw pictures of me on your walls, your night stand, your computer desk along with a note and a what looked like a photo album i was working on for us.

on November 7, 2011

I lay in bed and stare at the ceiling and think about what happened to us everything seemed perfect at first but then we grew apart. I look at all the drawings i made for you in my sketch book completely filled.. i text you on some days when i wonder what your up to and don't replies at all.. it had been several months since we split the one last time i look at the prom photo from your senior year and makes me wonder ever day who are you with? what is she like? was she better then me? did she make you and your heart smile like i use to?.. I read the news papers one day and found your picture in the obituary as soon as i read it i broke down and cried.

on November 6, 2011

d, even though we haven't actually talked or seen each other in months, i still love the hell out of you. i missed my chance while i had it and now you're off with someone else, but i'll still be here hoping that somehow i'll catch your eye once again like before. you make me feel like a giddy little kid inside, and you're the only one i can really see myself with, though i doubt i'll be as good to you as you could be to me. just give me a chance already? i need to relive that night at the concert many more times, please. you're truly flippin' amazing and i will love you forever, no matter what. -o

on November 3, 2011

So, I think I love you...

on November 2, 2011

Will you just love me?

on October 29, 2011

I can't celebrate the 17th anymore. I'm so lost without you. I wish it had been different. I loved and still love you like crazy. It's been almost a week since we broke up and I can't stop thinking about you. What you're doing, if you're thinking of me like I'm thinking of you. We were the greatest thing in my life & I don't know how I'll ever have that again. I ache for you. I wish you hadn't changed; I wish you still made me feel like the most beautiful girl in the world. Like I was your entire life. But I wasn't anymore. So I'll pick myself off the floor and move on. I will love you til the day I die.

on October 27, 2011

I love you so much baby :)

on October 26, 2011

My heart was taken by an Englishman, I don't think i'll be getting it back..

on October 26, 2011

You're love has filled more than your share of my heart, i can't imagine having a more fulfilling thing in that spot but you

on October 25, 2011

My heart is beating like a jungle drum.

on October 25, 2011

I like a polar bear.

on October 21, 2011

I love you with everything I have. You make me a better person. You are the most amazing person I have ever met. I know it has only been a year but I'm sure that I want to spend that rest of my life with you. Your smile gives me butterflies, the way you look at me with those brown eyes makes me the happiest girl in the world. The way you can always make me smile even if i don't want to proves to me that you are someone special. We have been through a lot together from graduating high school to this new crazy adventure of college and being 4 hours away from each other. and I don't know of anyone I would rather experience this new chapter in our lives. You are amazing, I love you :)

on October 19, 2011

i love you

on October 18, 2011

I am in love with you and the way you make me a better person. I miss you like hell and want you to come back. I know we're young but I hope we can spend the rest of our lives together.

on October 16, 2011

You sincerely sweet talked your way into my heart. Now you're running scared. My whole body aches without you. Please come back to me my bashert.

on October 12, 2011

I have never felt so strong about someone and spending the rest of my life with them, until you. Now that's all gone, you left today....my heart and soul are with you and always will be...I love you forever! xoxo

on October 11, 2011

Kadee, You make me the most happiest I've ever been, please understand that the truth is I love you! I know it's soon too, just be my girl and know that nothing or nobody can come between us...not even a sidewalk post (bad luck) you are the one that I've been longing for and now that we've found each other we should make the most out of being happy together. I'm so lucky to have found you! Please come to bed!

on October 11, 2011

when i first see in the morning i get an incredibly huge smile on my face that i cannot hide.. u make me feel so special... i fell for u when the world fell into place!! i dont feel its too soon to feel the way i do... im not a re-bound.... its how i feel and i feel i can tell u any thing, even though u make fun of me sometimes it make me feel like i didnt do anything wrong for loveing u... please taje into conciferation that i felt this way when i was sober not just drunk me!!! if u really mean "lets get married" pleaase ask me in the morning!!! love always your sweetheart KaDee!!!!!

on October 10, 2011

I love you. So much. More than I could even begin to say. I love the way you smile. I love the way you bite your nails. I love the way your eyes kind of shine when you draw. I love the look you give me when I say something stupid, or you want me to tell you something.I love your laugh. I love the little sound you make when it's "one of those days". I love the way I'm only awkward around you, even though it's unbelievably inconvenient. I love the way you make me feel like I can get through anything, if it means I get to see you. I love you.

on October 10, 2011

u know I do.

on October 10, 2011

my friend started going out with the person ive liked for 5 months and i still kinda have feeling for him. people say to get over it but i cant. theyere really in love with eachother. it breaks my heart so bad

on October 9, 2011

it totally kills me that i have to play it so cool because i don't want to ruin the friendship we already have.

on October 8, 2011

:)

on October 6, 2011

love sure sucks. but love is also the greatest experience a person can ever have. just because you haven't found the right person yet doesn't mean you never will, they are out there right now searching for you aswell. never ever give up hope it will happen. gw, you are my entire life.

on October 5, 2011

It's just I've never met anyone like him. I know it's cliche and all but I truly do mean it. His hugs are just indescribably amazing and his disposition is almost intimidating. Whenever I talk to him, I never want the conversation to end. He makes me smile and laugh and he's always there whenever I need to vent out my feelings. I just had to let it out lol

on October 5, 2011

SR - you can come over to mine ANYTIME you want ;) NF

on October 4, 2011

You were the love of my life, but I was never good enough. I tried and tried to stay by your side but you continued to push me away. We have been on and off for the past year, but I think we are finally done. The flame has finally died down. I can't continue to have you hurt my heart. All I wanted to do was become yours, I would of done anything to be your girlfriend. Maybe it's true that bestfriends aren't suppose to cross that line of love. I wonder if you ever cared like I did? It's too late now because I'm gone, gone forever. I can't look back anymore your apart of my past and that is where you will stay. I will love you forever...

on October 4, 2011

I miss you, S.

on October 4, 2011

hey! i miss you.

on October 4, 2011

I don't want to just be your friend. I want to be your girlfriend. I want to be together forever and I wish you would see that in the end. We broke up almost a month ago and yet I'm still trying. I'm not giving up. I need you in my life and you need me in yours. You're the straw to my berry. I know there is the distance involved and that you are tired, but I'm tired of missing you. I want you in my life. My first true love, but I want you to be my last.

on October 3, 2011

Dear First Love, how have you been these past few months? I see that your relationship with her is getting better without me around. I hope you two are happy together.

on September 29, 2011

Its been a month since i threw your sweatshirt in your face. I have gotten a better job and moving into a better home. You called me and told me that she was just using you for sex and money. I stayed silent on the phone and just listen to you break down once again because you were used. all i could say was "I walked out and you did nothing..what do you expect me to do now.. im sorry but im not going to have my heart hang in front of you anymore.. if you want answers go to your sister's for the gift i left for you" and hung up i drew a picture book since you loved my drawings and it was about the whole story of the short month we spent together... and how much you hurt me... Goodbye

on September 28, 2011

Baby, It's only been 9months and we're going to separate colleges 5 hours from each other, but when it's 11:11, I wish for you to marry me. Is that silly? I don't think so, because I think secretly you wish for the same thing. _\m/ I love you most

on September 27, 2011

I asked you out today. You rejected me, but you were so nice about it. I was so devastated, but didn't want you to see that you hurt me. So I left and saw you a few hours later. You were smiling, but I'm glad we can still be friends. I'll always be there to catch you if anyone hurts you.

on September 27, 2011

I saw you today when i was shopping at Victoria secrets trying on new panties to wear. You came out of the closet a month ago at the high school and told everyone that I was the girl you wanted I haven't came out to my parents i was bisexual. You came over to me grabbed my hand and gave me a kiss in front of everyone Im still embarrassed

on September 27, 2011

Is if funny that my boyfriend broke up with me and we are still friends. Yet he introduced me to his new girlfriend who was the girl of my dream's. Is it sad that i still love her and him even though they are together while im alone? Is it bad that he still cares for me and his girlfriend flirts with me and kisses me behind his back? I'm so confused i dont know what to do..

on September 24, 2011

So, this is what I have concluded: Today I feel that painful, little tug on my heart. For more than just one reason, but all the reasons come down to one. And that reason is love. And I do so happen to believe that all feelings result from love. It makes senses doesnt it? That all of those awful feelings come from a loss of love somehow? But heres the catch, that so many people seem to forget. Those moments of happiness, sheer delight, and moments of a pounding heart? They come from having love, right there, in your heart.

on September 22, 2011

Not a day goes by when it rain's, when its sunny where i dont think about you. My babygirl.. Gummybears and Hot coco are never the same since you got married and left to live with your husband.. I always wear the ring i got for you and me even when you dont wear your. i miss you and you miss me. your bestfriend forever and always Just remember to smile on those gloomy day's.. its your best feature...I love you

on September 22, 2011

You're perfect! =D

on September 21, 2011

Oh my sweet love!

on September 19, 2011

I love you SF

on September 18, 2011

Make believe with you.

on September 18, 2011

I wanna be with you.

on September 18, 2011

E- I am scared that you will not feel the same way about me. I am scared that u will not love is as much,sometimes I think that u r bored with me and do not find me attractive anymore. I am so consumed by u that u r all I think about. If that scares u pls let me know so we can move forward, I know that that is probally one of the reasons y I have been single for so long or y the women in my life have left me. I'm so sorry that I am alot to take I don't know any other way to love. And the scary part for me is I have never loved like I do u. Love u so much. -j

on September 17, 2011

We do everything together. You're my best friend, I love hanging out and doing nothing, listening to music, watching tv, going out...anything as long as you're with me. You're the best thing that has ever happened to me :) Happy one year baby.

on September 16, 2011

Pixel Perfect!

on September 14, 2011

being around you feels like the first sip of beer after running a marathon. everything hurts but I still enjoy it.

on September 14, 2011

I love you

on September 13, 2011

I love you. Three simple words that don't comprehend anything at all. I love you like I love the stars. I can look at them every night and never get bored. Even when they're not there I know that soon I will see them again. They are so beautiful and I would miss them if they were to go away forever. You are my stars.

on September 12, 2011

JV- I love you

on September 12, 2011

I came by your place. I threw your sweatshirt in your face. You asked me to come in though i knew i shouldn't. I closed the door and said goodbye and wakes away with the feeling of blue. you didn't come after me or cry for me. You never came at all. I knew it was all a lie even though i tried. Your words of false rang in my head even when i got to sleep in bed. I hope your life is good and true. for i am still feeling blue..

on September 9, 2011

I love you. Not the mushy gushy "boyfriend, girlfriend" love, the cliche kind of love. I love you like I love my favorite band, or like I love my favorite song. Even though we mostly just communicate through text messaging and xbox live, I could listen to you forever in 140-character-or-less increments. You just mean something to me, I don't know what, just something. Maybe you don't feel the same way but I hope my importance to you is pretty high. Thanks for being my friend, thanks for looking for me when we go to pep rallies at school or that one orchestra performance you went to when I was playing, and then waving your arms off at me all the way across the room, even dancing dorky dance moves at each other. You even helped me discover more of myself and pulled me out of things. Thank you. Maybe we can go to homecoming together.

on September 9, 2011

Hi Lilz, do you still read this? I do ;) greets babe. xoxo

on September 8, 2011

I try and try to give you everything, but you have such a sick need to take love away from me. You used to love me so much, now you just use me, and make me feel worthless. But I can't say no to you, not now not ever. I wish i could just turn away and fight the urge to see you, but i can never. I love you, i always will

on September 8, 2011

Sometimes I wish I could try an open relationship...does that make me a bad person?

on September 5, 2011

I need you to be next to me now and forever

on September 5, 2011

ICH LIEBE DICH SO SEHR

on September 5, 2011

HI CONNOR

on September 3, 2011

It's almost been a year since you took your love away. I'm still not over you. I don't believe I ever will be.

on September 2, 2011

I didn't expect that to happen but I am glad it did :) Cannot wait to come and visit you in Paris!

on September 1, 2011

I just wish we had more time together, but you leave Monday and it's just all too soon. Promise me you'll come back for me. I'm just not sure I can take 29 more days of letter writing. I miss you already

on September 1, 2011

Yellow JELL-O

on September 1, 2011

It was too soon, and too sudden.

on August 31, 2011

You make me the happiest I've ever been.

on August 30, 2011

i came over tonight to stay since i have work in the morning. you told me about your day and about this woman you met up and almost brought you to church and how she gets stuck in your head. here i sat and took it all in and tryed so hard to not cry. i've known that i wasnt worth it to many including you i know i was just easy to get in bed with but those old feelings from long ago have floated back and what you tell me brings me down... i hate these feelings..you made me cry before and you still make me cry now maybe not on the outside but for sure on the inside..

on August 30, 2011

i came over tonight to stay since i have work in the morning. you told me about your day and about this woman you met up and almost brought you to church and how she gets stuck in your head. here i sat and took it all in and tryed so hard to not cry. i've known that i wasnt worth it to many including you i know i was just easy to get in bed with but those old feelings from long ago have floated back and what you tell me brings me down... i hate these feelings..you made me cry before and you still make me cry now maybe not on the outside but for sure on the inside..

on August 30, 2011

i wish i didnt have feelings for you...

on August 30, 2011

E- love u so much -j

on August 30, 2011

~j, hi love. I'm sorry that the last week has not been that great and that we were not us. I only want us to be us and it seems like we are getting there just taking us a little longer than normal. I'm not holding any grudges or heartaches towards you anymore. I do agree we have way better things to worry about and we need to focus on them and keep them ahead of us and make them stronger. I love you so much and so happy that we are together and I mss us not being us. I love you! ~e

on August 30, 2011

e- hi, well hopefully our reign of not being us is over. alot of things came out of our fighting and hopefully we grow from it, we have had more emotional conflict than I have ever gone through in all the relationships that i have had. I do not know what God has in store for us, but we need to keep praying and make sure that we talk more than ever about everything, we need to get rid of all our heartaches and grudges about one another, we have more important things in our lives to worry about, our kids, our family, God, us, obviously not in that order, but we need to concentrate on the things that will make us, us, without having to forget how much we mean to each other. We need to get you divorced, we need to find me a new job that makes us work the same hours. we need to make us financially stable and get a house, get married and love each other the way we know how too. I love you and you are the first person, that I feel, gets me. Love you with all my heart -j

on August 30, 2011

Yesterday I called you in the middle of the day you picked up and said that you were with your girlfriend. That phone call broke my heart.

on August 30, 2011

You are exactly what I need in a partner. I would choose no other person in the world beside you. Thank you for being. You are the first and last thing I think about every night. And my only wish is that you feel the same, too.

on August 29, 2011

I love this special moment when I finaly see you and feel calm and secure. Our first concert will be amazing :)

on August 28, 2011

hi

on August 28, 2011

I wish you would hold me again and tell me you love me.

on August 28, 2011

I love you Steven Lundin

on August 28, 2011

Just kiss me already!!

on August 27, 2011

I wish you would just tell me how you felt about me. I want to kiss you in the rain. I want to wear your sweatshirts. I want to feel your arms around me. I can't do any of these things until you tell me:(

on August 27, 2011

bvg;

on August 27, 2011

the party outside is so loudddd.

on August 27, 2011

I love you even more now than I did last year. Even with everything that has happened I continue to love you more each day than I did the day before.

on August 26, 2011

I miss you already :(

on August 25, 2011

What can I say?, world isn't safety, you're prone to so many things, there's this flu in the air, the VIH near to my bed, the cancer in my cells, the murders around the corner, the economy getting bad, the war, the famines, etc. But, There's the love too, but you have to suffer to get it and you should suffer if you loose it to live your own life. Stop, the human kind is insane, the words are awful, I'm suffering, I will suffer, I'm really prone to the flu, the VIH, the cancer, the poverty, getting killed... I will allways suffer, but there's nothing more, so I decide to live and forget my pain with the love i'm giving and the happines that I'm making. I stoped five minutes to tell you this, and now I'm going to live my life, cool.

on August 25, 2011

"Don't waste your time on me your already the voice inside my head" ...I miss you.. was all you said to me on that late phone call at 3AM you called because after the years of being apart and not together and seeing other people i was still that voice inside your head.. you told me you left her because you couldn't see her as her but saw me instead.. breathless that i was I knew we could do it again if we tried but i was afraid to feel alone like i was when i was with you..

on August 25, 2011

"you should feel happy a man wants to love on you when your in a bad mood" Awwwww grrr whats wrong?" "OH MY GOODNESS you look so cute right now!" "you wanna fight?:)" "i rushed home to see you in heels man!" all those words ring and ring and RING in my head your not mine i'm not your's yet your hugs your soft biting on my neck and your kisses make my heart skip beats and it don't want it to because i know you can have any girl you want and boyfriends don't stop you yet im here and i get confused by it all

on August 24, 2011

well now that I've gone and ruined everything, and we'll likely never speak again, I guess it's alright if I tell you I love you now. Face to face once I get home.

on August 24, 2011

I didn't mean to make you angry. I just wish I could give you everything, give you a better life. But you don't want my help do you. and you're bad for me in so many ways -physically, emotionally- I'm a wreck around you, but I gave you everything I had anyway. But I guess I wasn't as necessary as I thought....expendable. I love you, but I need to respect myself too, and I don't like feeling like dirt. I'm sorry if it hurts, honestly I hope it does a little, but just enough for you to learn. Then I hope you live a happy life with everything I wanted for you. I can try and try, but maybe I'm just not what you need. I love you. I'll be here if you need me, but try not to. You won. Don't come back please. I hope you find whatever it is you think you are looking for. Love, Pigeon

on August 24, 2011

To the gal I will likely never get a shot with, you know I love you, and I always will... Even if you are with someone else. I hope he is as great as you say he is, you deserve only the best. As long as were friends though, I'll be happy forever.

on August 23, 2011

The very first time I met you, I just knew that you're someone I'd love to keep. We've been together for a year and a half and even though distance separates us, you'll always be in my heart and mind. You're my life and everything. Without you, I'm completely nothing. I love you so much and nothing can stop me from loving you. It scares me how one day you'll find somebody else that's much better and leave me for that person. I want to be your everything. I want to be that person who you want to be with for the rest of your life. I love and miss you so much. I can't wait until I get to be held by you once again. Thank you for everything...

on August 23, 2011

I feel so weird for having only known you for two days and having a crush on you. When I have crushes I act really creepy and kinda weird, so I'm sorry if you've noticed anything weird about me. I hope maybe the feeling is mutual, but even if you don't that's okay with me, I understand..really.

on August 23, 2011

yesterday was a bad day and then it got worse as it went from morning to afternoon and my night got bad too someone brought you up in a conversation and told me that you missed me hella and wanted me back. i walked home alone that night and cried because i miss you too but i knew that it couldnt ever be since she was still there and you played my heart strings like a master that you are once she's gone then we will talk but stop playing my heart like its a game even when you get hurt in the end too

on August 23, 2011

yesterday was a bad day and then it got worse as it went from morning to afternoon and my night got bad too someone brought you up in a conversation and told me that you missed me hella and wanted me back. i walked home alone that night and cried because i miss you too but i knew that it couldnt ever be since she was still there and you played my heart strings like a master that you are once she's gone then we will talk but stop playing my heart like its a game even when you get hurt in the end too

on August 23, 2011

I want tea again. with you. I'll drink it this time, I promise. Why'd you have to live all the way over there?

on August 22, 2011

Dear boy with the apple-blonde hair, You changed me. For the better, I hope. You helped me understand myself better than anyone ever could. I look at you and smile, happy. I just can't contain it. Everything you do, touch, say is beautiful. I want your everything. And it pains me to know it's not mutual. But I continue on my journey, living life with you. We'll see how things go, okay? I love you. And that's all that really matters.

on August 22, 2011

I loved you at the beginning and it was all well then it all fell apart we were separated for a few years for the good of ourselves being young and in love wasn't something we should have done and now years later we see each other but not together as a couple as we were those years ago. we hang out, we play games, we had sex. you get hit on and flirted by women of all ages and tell me about them like i would care..i do but don't at the same time you can have any girl of your choice in the world and your here screwing me and yet the moment you sleep with someone else i'm gone.. i hate that you get stuck in my head and that my feelings for you from before are still here...it makes me cry and yet i know how cold i felt with you and without you and its still the same.. i hate it i hate having feelings for you..

on August 22, 2011

I want tea again. with you. I'll drink it this time, I promise. Why'd you have to live all the way over there?

on August 22, 2011

you are perfect!!! just the way you are!

on August 21, 2011

hello

on August 21, 2011

e- i know we are at odds again the last couple of days and we are good now. I miss you when we are at odds and drives me crazy that we are even that way. you ask me why i have the scared look in my face and it is because of what you mean to me. look I am teriffied of what would happen if we were not together. i know that you tell me that you could not live without me, i know you can and I know you will come out on top, you are too strong to let anything else happen. i miss every moment without you and hate it when you are mad at me or we are fighting. you are the sexiest and most beautiful woman that i have been with and I know that and when you smile there is nothing like it, it makes my heart smile so much that is drives me crazy, i literally have to contain myself, because I am scared that if i do show you how it makes me feel you know the power you have over me, I love you so much and all i want to do is ensure your happiness, love you!!!! -j

on August 21, 2011

e- i know we are at odds again the last couple of days and we are good now. I miss you when we are at odds and drives me crazy that we are even that way. you ask me why i have the scared look in my face and it is because of what you mean to me. look I am teriffied of what would happen if we were not together. i know that you tell me that you could not live without me, i know you can and I know you will come out on top, you are too strong to let anything else happen. i miss every moment without you and hate it when you are mad at me or we are fighting. you are the sexiest and most beautiful woman that i have been with and I know that and when you smile there is nothing like it, it makes my heart smile so much that is drives me crazy, i literally have to contain myself, because I am scared that if i do show you how it makes me feel you know the power you have over me, I love you so much and all i want to do is ensure your happiness, love you!!!! -j

on August 20, 2011

Calm. The. Fuck. Down.

on August 20, 2011

i love you sean maber.

on August 20, 2011

i still love you.

on August 19, 2011

i can't believe you're gone

on August 19, 2011

hi

on August 19, 2011

Just tell me you love me and we'll work out the rest later.

on August 19, 2011

i hate how i felt like you liked my body more then who i really was, when reality you paid attention to the little important details. i was the one who messed our relationship up and i take full responsablility but were you really right for me?

on August 18, 2011

dont ever be in love with the thought of being in love with someone it hurts both sides in the end.

on August 18, 2011

I hate how much of a smart ass you are, they way you screwed around with me and be flat our mean and rude. i hate how you pick at little things about me and then kiss my neck and tell me im pretty. i hate how the only time we are together your just sleeping with me and when we are together your skating or getting high or off to a party. your not even mine but my feelings from our last visit is driving me nuts! stop it your starting to get my heart to beat again!!

on August 18, 2011

"You should feel glad that a man wants to love on you even when your in a bad mood" he said to me after i came home from a long day of work followed by a long weekend and taking a few hits to relax and get high. Your not even mine like you were 5 years ago your not taken and im just a fuck buddy.. but those words still ring in my head when i am in a bad mood

on August 17, 2011

You are my world and I love you so much!!! I cannot even put enough words together to tell you what and how much I love you! I miss you everyday, even though we are together every night and day. Love you! ~xoxo

on August 16, 2011

Don't ever fall for someone you know you can't have or wont ever happen.. you may love to see their smile but the thought of what could be and how things are now hurts more then anything.. Don't fall someone you know you can't have.. I did and I regret it so

on August 16, 2011

Its the first birthday that your not home and i cant give you a hug and wish you another star to shine in the sky for you. Best friends since childhood and now your off in another state with your husband and i'm here wishing you didn't marry him and didn't leave me here. All our girls night and those birthday wishes you made are now just memories. you cried when your dad sent you a birthday text i cried because i wanted to tell you face to face "Happy birthday"

on August 16, 2011

Love

on August 14, 2011

Please stop giving up on me; I would never give up on you. Ever. I know you well enough to know that you're scared and too proud to ask for help so that forces you to think that you can solve all of your problems on your own. Never be afraid to ask, especially me, for help or for someone to lean on. Even if we're not together I am still here for you because I love you more than you'll ever know. Our time has been cut short, and it's not fair at all, and I would give almost anything to have you be mine again. I've given you a second chance and now I pray that you'll give me one too. I love you with all of my heart and I hope you realize soon that we need each other, above everyone else. I hope I see you soon. I love you. 81.

on August 14, 2011

WMB

on August 12, 2011

Larrissia, you are my absolute everything and I can't imagine myself happy without you. I love you more than ants love sugar, and more than Bugs Bunny loves carrots. You are the other piece to my soul and you make my heart beat faster than The Flash =). I can't wait until we start our family. Our life is going to be magnificent. Every second we spend together is amazing. I simply just can't put into words what you mean to me. I love you

on August 12, 2011

I LOVE TJ MORE THAN ANYTHING, EVER!

on August 12, 2011

iloveyou

on August 11, 2011

You're staring into a mirror and until you have more to offer than your require to live, you're broken. Work on yourself, be good to yourself and without trying you will find someone who treats you the way you deserve. Love yourself peeps and everyone will love you..

on August 10, 2011

is X or O the kiss.... :/

on August 10, 2011

I'm hurting everyday more and more...and there's no one to help...what do I do...

on August 10, 2011

I can only hope that I get to see you today...I don't know if I can take being let down anymore...

on August 10, 2011

Tara liev..

on August 9, 2011

I have loved you from the start. You have hated me from the start, but i will be there until the end. No matter what.

on August 9, 2011

Happy anniversary, I love you!

on August 8, 2011

Don't be scared. I'm the girl you've known for so long. And now, I've chosen -you-. #

on August 8, 2011

I had a dream last night and you were there. It was thanksgiving and i saw you in our favorite restaurant with your family and your husband. You looked over and saw me with my husband and friends. I was shocked to see you or even know you were in town I smiled a sad smile because i know you had read the last part of my letter i sent you when you returned to NC from your wedding. You ran over to me and hugged me and told me i was still beautiful and you missed me so much and wish you knew how i felt sooner. I woke up in tear's laying next to my new girl-crush and started crying. She knows about you and wont fight against those feelings for you but why do you still haunt my dreams when it hurts so much knowing you wont ever feel that way for me

on August 8, 2011

all those nights of no sleep,sadness, happiness, confusion because of you. The mornings thinking of you while watching the sun rise...i would never EVER trade it for anything... except just one minute to tell you how i feel but i can't get my self to talk when i'm with you which doesn't happen often i wish it did but you love someone else and with all my power im trying to change you mind i love her

on August 7, 2011

i want you..but i don't know how you feel..you're the hardest person to read ... i want to know but i dont... i know that things will change when i go back to school... so i have to let you go.

on August 6, 2011

I really want this to work out... :/

on August 6, 2011

i love my boyfriend

on August 6, 2011

You are so blind, you don't see what is right in front of you. I'm falling for you, you idiot. But you insist on looking the other way so you don't have to deal with it. If you were a jerk I could move on but no, you have to be amazing! So stop it, ok! Stop making me fall for you. I get it, you don't want me, I accept that. But please, stop saying that I am beautiful and calling me your "darling", you're destroying me. Please, please either love me or leave me just don't tempt me.

on August 4, 2011

hey,

you are great because you are beautiful. you are beautiful because you're so free, you're so unique, you're so undeniably you. your sense of identity and strength is what attracts me to you. we'll always be best friends and you'll always have my hand to hold, as a friend or much else. miss you, but you're so silly and funny and cute and quirky on your own - you're an individual - that I know we'll always be there for each other. I know we'll never get hopelessly tangled up in each other. I am so optimistic when it comes to thinking about me and you; I feel like our future is brilliant no matter the direction either of us goes in. We'll be great.
Together. Will you let me show you? I can, I'll show you everything beautiful about my world, everything I know. And you'll show me the same with yours. You know you have me. Nothing can go wrong... not with you, at least.

on August 4, 2011

you're the best friend I could ask for and you're just such a beautiful soul

on August 4, 2011

I THINK YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL. we are all beautiful but some of us are more free than others. you, my dear, are a free bird.

on August 4, 2011

I love you so much.

on August 4, 2011

Dear inner 15 year old me. I hope after today you realize that he never gave a rats ass about you then and why would he now. I know you have been in control when we go to see him after being with him for 2 1/2 years but you see now that he would rather have a kid and a older woman to be with and he just sleeps with you because your the only pussy he can get that he chooses out of the other girls your his stupid little "G.O.C" girl of choice. You went back into your little corner in my heart and started to cry HOW DO YOU THINK I FUCKING FEEL! stupid stupid younger me and here i am today 20 and i wish you were a different person so i can slap the fuck out of you. i hate that i still have those damn feelings for him when i love someone else! YOU RUIN EVERY GOOD FUCKING THING IN RELATIONSHIPS i hate myself because of you

on August 3, 2011

My heart broke some more today, I jsut hope that you can mend it. I don't want to be without you ever, but I know that things are terrible right now and I will do all I can do to fix them and make things right so that we can be together the right way...but please just hold on a lil longer...I love you and I don't think I will function if you were gone..you have everything of me and I know I will never get it back if you leave...so please stay, stay with me until the end...I love you forever and always ~xoxo

on August 3, 2011

For holding me when I cry, for saying im beautiful when my eyeliner and nose run, for wanting to protect me from everything even a cold, I am forever yours. Kyran you are perfect to me
B
xxxxxx

on August 2, 2011

We met up again after the years have gone by your going through a divorce and I'm getting engaged once my boyfriend comes back home. You hugged me when we first saw each other face to face since its been a few years since we dated. you told me that i was still beautiful and i told you your still the same back then you tried to give me a kiss but i pushed you away like you did to me so long ago. "We will never be what we were once after you left me for her" were the last words i said to you when i left you on the sidewalk to go home. i know what i did was a bitch thing to do but i hurt you as hard as you hurt me and yet i still love and care about you now

on August 2, 2011

I hate how it took me 2 years to get away from you. You were my first real everything boyfriend, love, sex and it was ruined because we were young and immature and i never felt so alone being with you then away from you. Now you called me up on night begging for forgiveness from what you did to me when we were together 5 years ago and now i see you and i have a boyfriend who loves me to hell and back and i hate how you get stuck inside of my head and i hate how i still have feelings for you its hard to be away from you yet its the best for me and my current relationship.. i wish i didnt still love you then like i do now

on August 2, 2011

I've never been so in love with someone in my entire life.. I think you may be my soul mate, but it's hard for me to accept because of how young we are. I'm still so afraid of losing you.

on August 1, 2011

You may not be "The One", but I can certainly imagine spending my life with you.

on August 1, 2011

Mike you have my heart, never lose it :)

on August 1, 2011

Smike and Stoph Forever.

on August 1, 2011

Kyle:
Marry me?
Xo,
A

on July 31, 2011

you're beautiful in more ways than you know

on July 31, 2011

Hayley + Nico :)

on July 30, 2011

Your mind, your heart, your soul matter more to me than the body you were forced into, and although a border stands between us, you are and always will be in my thoughts. I have so much to say and lack the words to say it all; I wish you the best until we meet again.

on July 30, 2011

Maybe it's not meant to be right now. All I can say is. I'm we're friends again.

on July 30, 2011

j~ you're hurting me and you don't even know it. I'm not going to go back to flriting and trying to find someone, I have that someone and I'd be one of those girls I "called stupid" to let you go! (and I'm not) I've told you I know what I have in front of me and I'm not about to ruin it. Why can you just not be happy?!? I love you, and no one else! You are the one and only I want miss you so much, killing me that we are fighting. Love you xoxo ~e

on July 29, 2011

you will eventually get over the heartaches, the tears, the horrible burden on your shoulders; All that you will remember is the love you once have, that you will always carry with you.

on July 28, 2011

e- I know it is the same with me, it really stinks that we are apart, it makes me think that you are going to go back to how you use to be and it scares me. That you will end up meeting someone else or some old crush that you flirted with that comes back in ur life then poof you are gone, it has happened to me before, sorry I think stupid things, but I told you I was, love and miss you so much, can't wait to kiss you!!!!! -j

on July 28, 2011

J~ I miss you so much! You really are my best friend. You and I no longer work together and it is really starting to break my heart, and this is only day 3! I love you forever and always! Miss you with all my heart, hugs and kisses, my love! See you soon ;) ~E

on July 27, 2011

I love you

on July 26, 2011

I find you addictive and lovely. Silly and handsome. Unique and refreshing. I adore you.

on July 26, 2011

You're my best friend and my lover. You're my everything. I'd give the world to you if I could. I'd take my life for you in a second. I love you much. I just wish you loved me that much...

on July 26, 2011

This is for my best friend. I'm sorry for falling in love with you and ruining our friendship...can we start over please? :(

on July 25, 2011

this may see crazy because we don't even really know eachother, but i think i really like you..wish you liked me too.

on July 25, 2011

It is sad that we went from strangers, friends, best friends, boyfriend & girlfriend, to nothing. It makes me really sad & even though, I was upset that you broke me heart, but I am even more upset that we are not even friends anymore...I miss you bffl..I hope you miss me too.

on July 25, 2011

I have liked you since freshmen year..

on July 25, 2011

i wish you loved me the way i still love you and probably always will.

on July 25, 2011

When I first met you... I knew, your eyes drew me in. I felt a gravitational pull, something irresistible about you. You have been there when I've been happy, you've seen me cry, and you've coaxed me to try knew things to fully enjoy life. You've showed me how I should be treated rather than how I've been. Thank you dear, I love you for that.

on July 25, 2011

i love you. you have been the best thing that has ever happened to me. it's only been a short time and there may be some distance but that's changing and soon we'll be able to stay together forever darling. and i absolutely cannot wait.

on July 24, 2011

ily

on July 24, 2011

i don't know what it means to love. i have never really had a relationship where my emotions were called out of my heart so intensely. i got really attached to you and i went crazy from not having you around me all the time and we had to break up, but my heart couldn't take it. i'm going to college in 16 days and i don't even know what's going to happen. i can see my whole future with you; the house, the kids, me and you entangled in each other's arms kissing and making sweet love to each other; whenever we see fit. but why do i feel this doubt in my heart? is it because i feel like what we have is too good to be true? that ill end up like my parents marrying someone who is completely wrong for me and only realizing so when it is too late? am i incapable of loving someone who loves me back with all their heart? why would i rather take a chance on a one-sided relationship than two-sided one that's right in front of me? i wish someone could tell me. i care for you and love you so ...

on July 24, 2011

We have been talking lately, and I havent known you for too long, but I really like you, and you sound like you like me too, and I hope so.

on July 23, 2011

I'm so in love with you. I think you're perfect, i love everything about you, only thing i would change is you and I together right now. I don't want to answer your booty call texts if it just means you think of me as your Fuck buddy... but when you change your mind... I'M HERE!!! I love you so much.

on July 23, 2011

I know I seem distant. That's only because before I met you and even when we started talking I didn't know what I wanted. I thought if I stayed numb, and didn't get attached that my heart wouldn't get smashed into a million pieces like it always seems to. But now, my walls are starting to come down and I want this, I want you.

on July 23, 2011

I really like you, but sometimes I feel like we're going too fast. Are you actually in love with me? I can see myself being with you for a really long time, so let's take things slower and enjoy it.

on July 22, 2011

I love you. I trust you with my life but not with my heart. I wish we could go back but I fear it's too late.

on July 22, 2011

I love you more than anything and I'd never leaved you no matter how bad it gets, but you constantly push me away when things get good between us. It scares me when you leave me because I'm worried someday it's going to be forever and I can't live with that. You always turn everything on me and I cannot stand it. Can you please stop using the words 'I love you' and actually prove it.

on July 21, 2011

you're kind of an asshole. and you broke my heart. i'll always love you, but you should stop emailing me and let me get over you.

on July 21, 2011

My dearest love,, you know of my past,me being abused by my sisters father, past boyfriends just using me and/or abusing me,, all my tears,, you have always been there for me. You have never hurt me, and ive known you for years. I cannot begin to think of words to explain how ecstatic i was when you told me you loved me,, to know that you felt the same. You were jut a classmate at first,then a friend,then my bestfriend,, and now you are my boyfriend (: and im so happy to be able to say that your mine. You give me feelings i cannot explain. You stopped the nightmares i had pannic attacks from,because of my fear and pain. You make me feel safe. I get butterflies just when i see your smile ^^ i felt so stupid the first time we kissed, because i fainted (x but you said it was adorable. I still get dizzy when kissing you. I love you so much,, and i beleive you when you promised you wouldnt hurt me like many others have,, please dont betray me. I love you Babe (:

on July 21, 2011

you know what. im not sorry. goodbye.

on July 21, 2011

J- There is no one in this world that will take me away from you except Him. I love you more than anythign and He and hopefully you know that! I love you tons and I wish I was the one leaving and not you...I will miss you everyday, but I know I will see you everyday as well :) You mean everything to me and I would not want to share or spend it with anyone else, and I know one day you will get it, and that you will be able to tell me all the things that run through your mind. I love you to the moon and back my love! xoxo see you soon ;) ~E

on July 21, 2011

You are the most amazing person I know, I just wish I could tell you

on July 20, 2011

E- so there are so many things that I want to tell you but sometimes there are no words or I cant get them out because my stupid brain gets in the way. I am sorry I am kind of stupid, all the time, but there are so many things that go through my head and I get scared someone else will take you away and its because I know the people that like you and I bet they cant wait till I leave, I know that someone had a smile on their faces when I said that, well I miss you and love you tons and mara is making fun of me writing this, lol -J

on July 20, 2011

Dear you: This is a letter from one girl to another, a sister to a sister, a heart to a heart. You are 1000 words too lovely for my pen to grasp, but I'll write for you all the same. You are a paradox -beautiful but strong, sweet but fierce, with your head in the clouds and your feet on the ground. You are everything a best friend could ask for and you'll never realize it. You are seventeen with eyes wiser than the ocean and a heart bigger than the sea. You've been knocked down and pushed around and still you stay rooted to the people you love and things you hold to be true. You're a lover and a fighter, a listener and a storyteller, the hand that paints and the wildflower that deserves to be painted. You say thank you to me when I should be thanking you. I'll never lose sight of who I am and who I can be, because it's too easy to find myself in a 5 am conversation with you, watching the sun come up at your side. You deserve 1000 words and it gave me 1000 letters ins...

on July 20, 2011

To a boy who is... My best friend, a shoulder to lean on, a smile when I need it most. A first kiss under a firework-sky, a hand seeking mine in the dark, a stolen evening when we knew were running out of time. Patience, reassurance, sincerity that makes my heart ache. Trampoline parks and mini-golf, the best playlist I will ever have, the secret wishes at 11:11 that have me wide-awake and wondering. Arms that I feel safe in, eyes that I could lose myself in, a grin that I can't get out of my head. You are the world to me, and my heart is yours if you'll take it. You are my first love, AE, and a girl never forgets a boy like you. Yours always, E.

on July 20, 2011

To a Best Friend: Thank you. I’m not really sure those word actually cover the feelings I wish to express to you, but they are the only ones sometimes I know how to say. From the most simple of acts, to comforting me through some of my worst nights, you were there. How do I go about saying thank you for that? Sadly sometimes I don’t know. Recently, I haven’t been as much as myself as I used to be. I doubt my actions more, hesitate around people I love, and forgot what makes me, well, me. If I had been alone, I’m sure I would’ve failed. But I wasn’t! My family, my dearest friends, and you kept me afloat. You especially! You were--and are--the one I trust, the one I go to, and the one who always remains more than anybody else. You are amazing, beautiful, kind, and the best person I know. And it blows my mind. Today I received a card, and it was the best gift in the whole entire world. And after I read it, I felt an uncontrollable need to thank you: for the card and for everyt...

on July 19, 2011

I'm in love with love itself, too bad I haven't found a special someone to share it with. But that's okay.

on July 19, 2011

If you love someone tell them. Tell them regardless of the fear. If they're worth loving they won't hurt you. And there's so much to gain.

on July 19, 2011

I got a phone call from my boyfriend at 4am today. I haven't seen him in two weeks. We both sat and cried into the phone for a half hour. I miss him so much.

on July 19, 2011

I miss my boyfriend. I haven't seen him in 12 days. and I won't see him again for another 29. I'm also on hardcore pain medication at the moment which makes me miss him that much more. Fuck summer.

on July 19, 2011

Love is free, limitless, and liberating enjoy it. If you haven't found love yet, you will and it will be great just like you.

on July 19, 2011

I wish I wasn't in love with my best friend.

on July 19, 2011

Your are my best friend and I have been in love with you since I first saw you. Every time you tell me you love me my heart melts, you and your girlfriend may break up but your best friend will always be for you. I will love the moment you realize I'm the right girl for you but until then I will always love you.

on July 19, 2011

TW: I love you with everything I have in me...but that's something that you have yet to realize. Fixing your marriage with her is a mistake. I can wait for you, but I cannot wait forever. I hope you're not too late.

on July 19, 2011

You don't believe in love. You don't believe in a soul mate. You don't believe that there is someone out there for you. You told me that I would never peel back the layers and see the true you. But, I did pull back those layers. I pulled them back within our first month of knowing each other. I saw you, the real you. I fell in love with the real you. I know there is some one out there for you. They will make you believe.

on July 19, 2011

Brandon Baker you are the best thing I've met to date.

on July 18, 2011

I dunno, I kinda think you're pretty freakin awesome. The way you walk like you have bouncy balls in the bottom of your shoes, the way you always say "noooo!" when you're playing (and losing) video games in a british accent. The way we can talk about absolutely nothing. The way I'm totally comfortable around you, regardless of the amount of silence or talking in the room. I like the way you make me feel safe. You make me feel like I want to just be with you for hours, although I know it'd fly by as if it were only seconds. I like that I have to stand on my tip toes to kiss you. I like the way you subconsciously run your fingers over my arm sometimes. Pretty much I just like you. A lot. So yeah.

on July 18, 2011

BJB- Although I only met you a year ago, you are my best friend and I am so in love with you. I never knew things could move so fast, but I'm glad they did. We have been through so much stupid shit, but I'm glad we stuck it out. You are worth it. I love you baby. -ARR

on July 18, 2011

Landon, you are my best friend. I have loved you since we almost dated my freshman year and I have never stopped loving you. I wish you knew how much I love you and how much I always will. I'm here for you and I know your there for me. I love you so much!! Love, Your best Friend. P.S. Bagels are better than waffles

on July 18, 2011

To you I am just a friend.... but to me you are my world. You know more about me than any other has taken time to discover. I am lucky to have you as a friend....

on July 18, 2011

We will be intertwined once again and the know will be so tight that it will become unbreakable

on July 18, 2011

Love is limitless

on July 18, 2011

chub is one of a kind!and just the cutest ever.. :) teehee

on July 17, 2011

Remember when I told you I was built with you in mind? I mean it. I don't think I've ever met anyone else so perfect for me, and me so perfect for them. I can't get enough of you, and I want to be with you all the time, forever. I've never cared about anyone so much and nobody else has ever made me feel the way you do. I adore everything about you, inside and out. I want to be with you forever. I love you.

on July 17, 2011

The past is history, the future is a mystery...but today, is a gift, that's why they call it a present...forget the past, 50 years from now you are going to be important, and a future that you haven't even thought of yet..just be yourself, and be awesome! Have a good life :)

on July 17, 2011

Someday, I don't know when. We will find our way back together. We missed our chance when we were young, and i think we could have gone a long way. You are the most amazing, gorgeous, talented human being on the face of this planet, and I want you in my life forever. I miss the way you look at me, and touch me, and the way i felt in your arms. If i could fall asleep, and wake up next to you every night for the rest of my life, I would be the happiest woman in the world. You are, and will always be my One, no matter who I am with. AMF, I love you.

on July 17, 2011

Hey. Just so you know. I WILL see you one day. You WILL be in front of my face one day and we will be together. We will be together for that one moment whether it be long or short. I will see you and you will see me. Just wait, it'll come, and you'll see.

on July 17, 2011

Hey you. Yes you. Guess what? One day we are going to find each other and you are going to realize why things ended up the way they did. You wont be disappointed, I promise.

on July 17, 2011

I love you. BTW I have herpes. Oops.

on July 17, 2011

You've been out of the country for so many weeks, and even though we wrote each other it wasn't the same. I cant wait to finally be in your arms again tonight my love

on July 17, 2011

I love you

on July 17, 2011

I will rape you. And then I will piss shit on you at the same time. That's how much I love you.

on July 17, 2011

It was never a sure thing, you and I. We are young, and soon to be separated by what seems like worlds, but I have never loved anyone so softly, so entirely, so overwhelmingly. You made my world go 'round, and I wish I could promise that it would be easier than we expect. I'm not sure where we'll go from here. I'm not sure if we can make it. I'm not sure if it will hurt or feel numb. To tell the truth, I'm afraid of the answers. But I do know that, whatever the consequences, you are worth the struggle. You always have been. I love you, Stephen. And I always will.

on July 17, 2011

Kiss me, you stupid idiot.

on July 17, 2011

Isaac, I'm halfway across the world and missing you like something horrid. I love you. But I'd love you just the tiniest bit more if you could email me more than once a week. I know you're nowhere near as busy as you claim to be. Jannine.

on July 17, 2011

Isn't it horrible when you fall for your best friend and he has no idea?

on July 16, 2011

Mike, we were never a "thing" and I know that. Now that I moved 1000's of miles away and you have moved on from me, I am no longer afraid to tell you, "ILOVE YOU." Sara

on July 16, 2011

How I wish I be the pillow pressed to your body when you are low...... How i wish I be the drops that quench your parched lips,ending their search for nectar...... How i wish I be the shoulder you lean on to push away your worries,and give you strength to go on and on...... How I wish I be the diary,where your feelings you pour To become your alter-ego,to make an entry into your heart's door. I never expected to meet anyone so special......U make me so happy,so joyful,u make me feel complete! You are my DOLL!

on July 16, 2011

every time i hear loud music outside my house i think its you pulling into my driveway coming to give me surprise visit because you've missed me so much. but then the music fades and continues on down the road, and i want to curl up in my bed and cry because i haven't seen you in weeks.

on July 16, 2011

"I want to be the pillow you cling on to when you're insecure.. i want to be the quenchin drops that touch your lips when you tremble.. i want to be the wall you lean on when you're broken.. i want to be the diary you let your anger out to.. i want to be the one thing that gives you a mystique feeling... i want to be the person who's made to love you.. and be loved by you." You wrote me this a while ago... and I will never forget when you sent it to me. Today I read it over and over again, because now every word makes me shiver when I read it... that's how much I like you. Na life ki.. kotha meaning inchavu. Sam... I live for the moment that we're together. You make love so beautiful and life so worthwhile.

on July 16, 2011

wow.

on July 16, 2011

Kiss me.

on July 16, 2011

If we are truly over than so be it.

on July 16, 2011

I wanted to tell you so many times my feelings for you but I know that it is truly over. I am so glad that what we had was real. Thank you for opening up my eyes to the beautiful things in life. I am sorry to say that it is over but the best part of it was sharing my adventures with you. I am happy for the both of us to move on and one day I hope to tell you that

on July 16, 2011

I really liked you. Your girlfriend told me after you got together with her that you had a crush on me too. Do you know how that made me feel? I wanted to cry, smile, slap you, slap myself, slap her, cry some more, ask you why, pretend like I didn't care, pretend like it was the best news ever...but I didn't do any of the above. Instead I just walked away. I wish either of us had told each other, once, about how we truly felt.

on July 16, 2011

everything ends eventually

on July 16, 2011

i miss you so much. i hate how your job takes you away from me for weeks at a time. but you're still in my heart, no matter how far away you are.

on July 15, 2011

smile :)

on July 15, 2011

i wish i could tell you everything..how i feel and what i think..it was easy when we were best friends..but after everything we've been through its just harder now..i accidentally deleted all our txts on my phone and i cried..i felt so stupid..i was mad a myself for doing so..i wish i didnt love you so much...i dont know whats so special about you that i always keep going back to you..you can be repeating everything again still and i wouldn know... but something about you...i just can't let you go... if i can't have you i dont want anyone else to..i want to be the only girl for you...i can't tell if this is love or if its just that i dont want to let you go..

on July 15, 2011

hi

on July 15, 2011

I miss the way you smell. I miss you close to me. I miss that burning feeling in the pit of my stomach that draws me in when you give me that look. I miss your voice in my ear "babe, what do you think you're doing?". You always set me straight. I wonder if you miss the little things like I do.

on July 15, 2011

I was unsure about dating you at first but we had our first kiss last night and nothing has ever felt so right.

on July 15, 2011

Love me, push me, walk all over me, challenge everything I say and everything I don't, ignore me, forget me. But I will not, because isn't that love?

on July 15, 2011

You've died, and left me here all alone. You took your life for me, but never thought about what it would do to me. I'll wait here, until I die too. We'll be together again, and most importantly, I forgive you, if you forgive me too.

on July 15, 2011

you're the one. i know it...do you?

on July 15, 2011

You know.... I actually regret breaking up with you. I did it, and I dated another girl for a short period of time. She was nice and all, and I felt like we clicked for a while, but we werent right for eachother. Since then Ive talked to girls till the wee hours of the morning, but now... I think I may be falling for you again. It hurts to think of how we broke up.... and it hurts to think that I did it in such a rushed and devoid of emotion manner. I think.... i dont know what to think... but I miss you.

on July 15, 2011

Unbreak my heart. Say you'll love me again...

on July 15, 2011

We met in a silly way, but I wouldn’t change it one bit because it suites our relationship. I didn’t expect to find someone special but here you are, in my thoughts, in my arms, and slowly making your way into my heart. You're some kind of wonderful. You make me so happy it scares me. You are so polite and sweet, it’s rather endearing. You want to take it slow because you really like me and that makes me want/like you even more. I’ve never had someone as respectful to me as a whole and by that I mean you respect who I am and you respect my body. Basically what I’m saying is I really like you.

on July 14, 2011

you drive me crazy. you lie sometimes but i always find a way to forgive you. you cancel plans you hurt my heart but ive always in the past 3 years ALWAYS go back to loving you. someone told me once that love is a story with no happy endings and if thats true than how come i see the future with you and that for once im begging time to never run out. forever would not be long enough for our relationship. forever doesnt seem like enough time to tell you how much you mean but 3 simple words that come the closest to expressing it are: i love you. plain and simple, black and white, my heart belongs to you and youve stolen it since i first laid eyes on you. you make my heart jump and i cant get you off of my mind

on July 14, 2011

I want to tell you so badly, how i truly feel. And yet, I never seem to find the courage to tell you how it is. You say you'll never be happy with anyone else but her, even though she treated you like crap. I know you could be happy with me. I know you could feel that want and love that you so much desire. I can give that to you. Yet, you won't give "us" a chance. So i'll keep my secrets with me and just live with the fact that there will never be an us. I love you.

on July 14, 2011

Both of my parent's recently split with their significant others. As sad as that makes me, I've realized were alot tougher than them. And seemingly much wiser.

on July 14, 2011

We all have a soulmate, our first true love, and a crush, we just have to figure out which one we want.

on July 14, 2011

Dear You, I see other people kissing and it makes me sick to my stomache bc I know we will never have that again. I look at people being nice to each other and wonder why we cannot have that to. What I want is for you to love me again like you use to. I want you to give me affection and return the love I have for you. I wish I knew why you hated me so much and I wish I had the courage to leave you. You will not leave me and you will not love me and I am tired.

on July 14, 2011

Dear 'N' I see you everyday. Were friends but i want to be more. I love the way your green eyes look when we have our staring contests. I love how your so much taller than me and your always picking on me being vertically challenged and even though i tell you i dont like the shortness related nicknames you give me i think its incredibly cute that you took the time to bother :) I love how you your so strong willed and how your so caring. I love how were into the same things and how were so much alike. One thing i dont like is how you confessed your love for my best friend. Again. And even though she says she doesnt like you, she does. So, once again im stuck in the middle of youse. Again. Just so you know, i think your amazing. Love 'B'

on July 14, 2011

I'm worried I'll fall for you, even though I already have someone. Don't judge me based on that, I'm not a bad person.

on July 14, 2011

if you're reading this, just know you are your own person and you're a beautiful one.

on July 13, 2011

I don't need you anymore. Goodbye Dom.

on July 13, 2011

We noticed each other the first day of school, too scared to talk to each other. You caught my eye that first day at school, but now you caught me because i fell for you. It was so unexpected but it's now been a year and I'm so happy that in those 3 seconds before we first kissed that i made the right decision. Yes i was scared, and i still am. At first was my fear to let you get close to me, now it's a fear of losing you because you mean so much to me. Not everything is perfect, no person or relationship is, but you are wonderful and I'm very lucky to have you. I love everything about being with you, i love your smile, your touch, the way you put your arms around me and give me the biggest hugs. If someone could've told me that things would turn out like this i would've given in sooner, because i had feelings for you even before i could show it. I'm not trying to be too serious because i don't want to plan ahead, but right now i can't picture being without you. i love you.

on July 13, 2011

condoms don't prevent stds (check hpv)

on July 13, 2011

We started off good...things went wrong, where there was once love in my heart came emptiness. I had to let you go so you could discover what you truly wanted out of life. The day that you realized that I was what you wanted six months later, was the day that my heart was filled again, and I couldn't be happier. You have not only brought back your love, but when you returned so did I. You have givin me life again...now we know that we are meant to be. We need eachother, we complete one another. You are my soulmate and I love you, more than anything. 627 723

on July 13, 2011

i love you

on July 13, 2011

KOT, "you are a truth i would rather lose than to have never lain beside at all". love you always.

on July 13, 2011

There is a fine line between love and hate. You've been dancing around it. I haven't budged from my side; please join me.

on July 13, 2011

you and i are complete opposites. argue about the stupidest things. and can never seem to see things the same way. you say you'll never be happy, which is why it's ironic that you're the one who makes me happiest. i wish you saw in yourself what i admire in you. you're funny, sweet, brilliant, brave, and such a great, great guy. i can say, i've fallen for you, but will never tell you. that'd be me being optimistic for you. and that just wouldn't go over well...

on July 12, 2011

AJ I don't know how to mOve on. ..

on July 12, 2011

When it first ended I was in shock. Now that I am getting used to the idea of just being acquainted with you it is becoming more normal, but I know there is still more. I messed up, but we can overcome this if you give us a chance.

on July 12, 2011

[bryan] clink clink clink...

on July 12, 2011

well i love you still.. after everything. Its as if there is nothing you can do to make me not. Rather then loving me back, you lead me on. Over and over again. If you have not realized yet, i do not care. So if you are willing to give "us" another chance... i am willing to tell every-other guy i have told i like... including your best friend, that nothing will ever happen between us. You are everything to me... i love you

on July 12, 2011

I fell for him. Finally. It wouldn't take long and you knew that. You knew that I would be happy with him. But I miss you. You were my best friend. Never doubt that. I love you with all of my heart, and seeing you do your own thing makes me happy. I wish you could have seen that I would have waited for you. All you had to do was tell me to wait. All you had to say was stop. You never would have had the balls to do that, and I knew that. I needed to get on with my life. I needed to move on because for all my life I have waited on others. But no one has ever had my heart like you had it. You swept me away with your innocence and ability to look over what people thought of you. You are beautiful on the outside and that is what people see about you. I found out that you were just as beautiful on the inside. You never gave anyone the chance to see that but me. I know you love me. It may not be how I love you, but you love me. I will see you soon. But always know you let me go.

on July 12, 2011

You're my first crush, have been for 6(+) years now, we were at a wedding, as you escorted me to my seat of your other brothers whistled at us and commented on how cute we looked. Even though it was your oldest brother's wedding, all i could think of was what it would be like when it is ours.

on July 11, 2011

you define perfect, you are an amazing man i never knew someone like you could exist i'll always love you even after death do us part.

on July 11, 2011

To: Shade Aaron Yoder (A.K.A:555-SEXY (I will always remember that)) I miss you and our friendship so much. I wish that i could've made a move faster, and that we could have figured it out. I will always wish that you will see me in the same way that I see you, but I know that that's not going to happen.I think about you all the time. I really can't stop, and believe me I've tried. I fell harder for you than I had originally planned, and I hate myself for it, because I believe this is what ruined our friendship. I am sorry about that, but you are just so darn adorable (even though you don't believe me) and i think I love you. I hope that this next year will be different between us and that we can re-establish our friendship.

on July 11, 2011

You Should Have Killed Me When You Had The Chance.

on July 11, 2011

i've been fighting with all my might to not fall for you. it's been going on for a year...

on July 11, 2011

dooooooooode(: uhmmm.. your kinda hot;)

on July 11, 2011

Babe, ur amazing but the guy before you scarred me. Please be patient.

on July 11, 2011

I am independent.

on July 11, 2011

Hi you! We have known each other now since 5th grade and I'm so lucky to be with you. You are my dream come true and I couldn't imagine a day without your smiling face. I love you!

on July 11, 2011

It's really weird because I can not remember ever feeling like this before. I need you to get out of my head because I don't want you to hurt me.

on July 11, 2011

I am truly letting go. Because I had some sort of mind frame that you would eventually be with me, I'm letting myself down easier. You seemed to have moved on and so have I. I want you to know, I'll never forget the first date, your eyes in the sun, or watching you play your guitar in your room. You were the only thing that was stable and constant in my life, even when we fell back and forth for each other. I loved you with emotional mood swings and tantrums, while you loved me with your mistakes and amazing patience. It's over and it's been over, but now I know better. You made me strong. You gave me hope. To this day, I'll always remember our first makeout session, when I couldn't breathe at the creek and you laughed so hard. I was always ditsy, but even you could admit it was cute. I'll remember your heart and I hope I'll love as hard as I did with you. I forgive myself for letting you go. I love you. Forever.

on July 11, 2011

Hey... I ended up liking you a ton more than planned, even though neither of us have said anything. I'm still new to this whole 'relationship' idea, but somehow you're my best friend at the same time, something that seems completely right, completely comfortable, despite everyone saying you shouldn't fall in love with your friend. I... I think I love you.

on July 11, 2011

bb & la

on July 11, 2011

Mike, you need to realize that I'm right here. I always have been and always will be. I just don't think you'll ever realize it.. Love, youre best friend

on July 11, 2011

Kody, I love you. I just hope you mean it too. I don't want you to turn into just another guy who I was stupid enough to believe.

on July 11, 2011

you know how i feel about you. i just don't want to be your friend. i like you for who you are. forget about the past. make a move and be with me already

on July 11, 2011

Michael, I know you'll never see this, but even so it will make me feel better. I'm sorry I broke your heart. I truly am. I love you, and I always will. I hope someday we will run into each other and be able to remember all of the memories and times we once shared. I think about you every day, and that will never change. Love always, Elizabeth

on July 11, 2011

We love each other, don't let distance ruin that.

on July 11, 2011

make a move .... before i move on

on July 11, 2011

Marcie Shelansky is a registered sex offender in Pennsilvania.

on July 11, 2011

It was always you, falling for me now theres always time, calling for me. I'm the light blinking at the end of the road, blink back to let me know.

on July 11, 2011

I wish you could see how much i could love you better than her. I think about you almost everyday and hope that this dark place i'm stuck in without you, turns into a sunny day when you finally wake up and realize, that im who you've been searching for all along.

on July 11, 2011

I could fall in love with you, if only you would let go of the past...

on July 11, 2011

I invited you to the wedding hoping it will make you realize we belong together.

on July 11, 2011

I feel wrong, I’m so human and flawed, I break down even though I’m still strong, And time, will make fools of us all, Builds us up, and then laughs when we fall.

on July 11, 2011

I wish you didn't have to leave, I miss you. I love you.

on July 11, 2011

I don't love you because you want me. Or that you need me. I love you because no matter what stupid thing I do or have done in the past, you still look at me the same way you did when you first said "I love you".

on July 10, 2011

You caught me by surprise when you said it, but I guess you're just that unpredictable ;) I love you too.

on July 10, 2011

I can not get yhu out of my mind, why did thingz have to end?

on July 10, 2011

I don't know what being in love feels like but..i think that's what it is. You make me smile and laugh and just feel good but you also make me feel the worst I have ever felt. I just wish you knew how happy you made me but I'm nobody to you..

on July 10, 2011

Lisa K. Andersen, I miss you

on July 10, 2011

I loved you like I've never loved anyone before. I was there for you when nobody else was. You were my best friend & boyfriend of 4 years...but sometimes love just isn't enough. My apartment is full of furniture, but empty because of you. Everything reminds me of you. I feel weak, like a I've lost everything...but It had to be done & I'm sorry. Even though we're moving on, I still love you & want the best for you. One day, some girl is going to be very lucky...I'm just sorry that girl couldn't be me.

on July 10, 2011

The Harold Song by Ke$ha is exactly how I feel. Sorry I couldn't be the girl you needed me to be. If you're happy with her, I'm happy. But just know that I love you unconditionally. Miss you... but more importantly, I'm glad you found someone who puts a smile on your face. You deserve it after putting up with all of my shit. aha.

on July 10, 2011

I can't think of you without aching. It's been so long that I've trained myself to push the pain away, but it's still there, triumphant in those little moments of the day when I realize just how far you are and just how lonely I am.

on July 10, 2011

Ava Lane if you ever see this. I love you. Please come home. Love, Penny Lane

on July 10, 2011

Right now you won't talk to me. You are convinced this is over. But i wont give up on you. i will stop begging and calling you when im drunk. stop texting you once a day. and ill work on myself. so that when you do come back to me i will be a better version of myself. I love you and i truly believe in us. i know i've messed up but i can fix this. we will live on.

on July 10, 2011

They said we couldn't do it, but yet here we are. It hasn't been easy and it won't be easy for a long time, but you are the one I'm willing to wait for. I know you'll always be by my side. I know you will hold my hand through it all. And when we come out on the other side, we can be free. Together. Thank you for being the most amazing man in the world, you will never know how much better my life has been with your love to guide me. And thank you for waiting with me. I love you more than words can say

on July 10, 2011

It is a proven fact that after four months of being with/talking to someone that it is no longer a crush, you're already in love... I guess I'm already in love with you... I miss you dearly come home soon...

on July 10, 2011

You were the first boy I could actually say I love you too. I love everything we did together. Swimming, walks, star gazing, sunset watching, Frisbee, hot make outs, and silence. I miss the small things. Hearing your heart beat, hearing you breathe, feeling your lips with my finger tips, feeling your eyelids with my finger tips, your curls, your eyes, and most of all you. I miss your presence and seeing your smiling face and hearing you speak to me. I miss you more than you realize.

on July 10, 2011

Kayla loves Fred! ♥♥♥

on July 10, 2011

I've only had one conversation with you, but I'm very attracted to you!

on July 10, 2011

I think I might fall in love with you...I hope you still want me when I get back from Spain.

on July 10, 2011

I want to kiss your face!

on July 10, 2011

I love you Jordan with all my heart, happy 6 months baby:) your everything I could ask for and so much more. Be mine forever

on July 10, 2011

I want to kiss yo

on July 10, 2011

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH(:

on July 10, 2011

I know you don't want to rush things. I love that you don't want to rush things. But sometimes I wish you could read my minds and realize that not everything is considered 'rushing'.

on July 10, 2011

It sucks going to sleep without you and waking up next to you as if you were never there

on July 10, 2011

What I want from you is so simple, but yet you make it seem so hard.

on July 10, 2011

I hope that my friend was right and said it just wasn't our time. Maybe not now, but somewhere in the future I hope we end up together.

on July 10, 2011

If I knew what I knew now, I wouldn't have done what I did.

on July 10, 2011

I should've said yes all those months ago, but I wasn't ready. I feel like I am now, but who knows if you'll ask again. So whenever you're ready again, hopefully I'll still be too.

on July 10, 2011

Love you stranger.....

on July 10, 2011

i live in a fantasy at night. i dream that you and i are together, and happier than ever. nothing can bend nor break us. we are not stuck together but molded each others lives together. comes morning, i refuse to wake myself up from this fantasy. i would do anything for this to become reality again.

on July 9, 2011

Look maybe we rushed things in the beginning. I dont want to cut all connections with you, I still love talking to you. Lets try this again, except this time lets take our time and enjoy eachothers company

on July 9, 2011

you're awesome!!

on July 8, 2011

You moved to another state and left me behind. Things didn't work out but you said we could still be friends. I use that excuse to text or message you but every time I do it I cry and the hole in my heart gets just a tad bigger. I still love you, so I'll use the "being friends" card to talk and keep you as close to me as I can, even though you're thousands of miles away. I love you and it hurts but I'll be your faithful friend for as long as you need me. I guess I'm a glutton for punishment but I refuse to let go of something that was so beautiful and right.

on July 8, 2011

Be happy.

on July 8, 2011

i think i might be in love with you

on July 8, 2011

(: If you truly love someone, you think of them and smile... every single time.

on July 8, 2011

Life without a boyfriend is entirely possible. Just wish my future boyfriend will find me soon.

on July 8, 2011

vanessa robinson, i wish i could tell you how ive felt about you recently ha. i miss you and i want to tell you everything

on July 8, 2011

I miss you so much already. You're my best friend. I can't wait to see you when you come back! I hope your trip goes well and that you stay safe. It's been real, getting to know you over the past couple months. Thank you for everything. I'll be seeing you

on July 8, 2011

You killed me inside. But now, there is nothing I want more than for you to talk to me again. You're the one who fucked up, not me. Why do I want you again? What the hell is wrong with me?

on July 8, 2011

Dear Tre, I guess I spoke too soon. This whole relationship has been one big roller coaster. (Don't worry. I love roller coasters ;] haha) Well I just want you to know that just because things didn't work out like we wanted it to I still love you. A lot. And just because we aren't together anymore doesn't mean that I won't miss you or that I won't think about you often. And when I see you again I promise you the biggest hug of your life. Thank you so much for promising me that you'll be there for me. I truly do love you. Lots and lots of love, Emilie :)

on July 8, 2011

i love jeremy leong

on July 8, 2011

i don't love you but i miss you when you're gone. i'm not capable of loving someone at this point, but if i were you would be at the front of the line.

on July 8, 2011

Dear you, just because i want to save myself doesn't mean you have to be a total spaz when it comes down to us meeting each other. I know you've been with other flowers, but goes to show that i'm not like them. . .bare with me (: i still like you, but i just don't like your expectations >:P

on July 8, 2011

I wish i could tell you how i feel, but I'm scared of it being too soon to say so...I love you

on July 8, 2011

dear you, i wish you know that what you're doing isn't fair. you're way out of the kind of guys i like and i never laid eyes on you before. how is it that you managed to enter into my life smoothly and left so soon leaving me thinking about you every minute, and wondering what i did to make you leave without a word.

on July 8, 2011

I love you so much and even though when you say "I don't deserve you" I know that in fact you're the one who deserves better. You treat me like no other man has before, you surprise me all the time and make me so happy. Like when i ran out of tobacco you brought 3 different brands in case I didn't like the one you wanted to get. Your so sweet to me and your cute texts mean everything to me [= Our long talks about everything and anything mean alot to me too. It makes me feel like i've known you forever even though i haven't. I love you so much my Ninja Space pea [= oh and i love our random convos :P you make me laugh and smile when i'm down and i deeply appreciate that your always there for me when i need someone to talk to. You know im always there for you too. I love you

on July 8, 2011

I love you, I know I do, and I'm terrified of being hurt again like the last man did. I am scared that if I give you my whole heart you will not find me perfect and not want to love me anymore. I am constantly insecure that any one can truly love me, but I feel so safe in your arms I wish that it was you I could spend my life with. I love you.

on July 8, 2011

You are the most beautiful thing in this world (: and I love you. Even though we fight, and go crazy sometimes (yes i know its mostly me that is the crazy one xD), and dont get to spend as much time together as we would like, I want you to know that. I truly love you. I always will, even if we dont last forever. But I hope that we do (: I love you with all my heart and more. Love, ...

on July 8, 2011

I love you Baby, Forever and always i will be by your side, You are my true love

on July 8, 2011

I know that you like me. I can tell. I like you back. But you can't tell. Only time will tell.

on July 8, 2011

I haven't told you yet, but I love you. I feel like I could spend the rest of my life with you. I can't stop smiling when you're around and I love everything about you. You're perfect.

on July 8, 2011

fuck love. fuck relationships. & fuck you.

on July 7, 2011

You will always remain the best & worst decision I have ever made.

on July 7, 2011

Dear James Michael Everett III, I know things are going to be hard with you off at college and me still stuck here. But I just want you to know that I'm here for you. And that even though we fight sometimes and we get mad at each other (for the stupidest reasons) I still love you so much. I miss you like crazy. Every day I wake up hoping you'll send me a text saying you're coming down here to visit. And now, as I sit here with tears in my eyes, I just want to say I'm sorry. I know I'm not the greatest girlfriend. Far from it. I'm moody, pushy, and very ungrateful. And yet you treat me like I'm the best thing on Earth. Every time you tell me I'm beautiful or how much you love me, I can't help but smile. I think about you all the time. I think of all the fun times we've had together and all the times you've made me laugh. I truly do miss you with all my heart. And I honestly can't wait till the next time I see you. Be prepared for lots and lots of hugs and kisses Love, ...

on July 7, 2011

Taylor Klinkmann, I'm head over heels in love with you. I don't tell many people that we've already planned our future together, because they'll think we're crazy since we're only 18. But all I know is that I love you and I want to be with you, marry you, have your children, and grow old with you. Having a long distance relationship for the next 4 years while you're at USAFA is going to be hard, but worth it. I miss you every minute of every day, and I think about you constantly. I can't wait to be in your arms again.

on July 7, 2011

Ever since I met you, I knew things were going to be different in my life from that day on. You make me a better person and care about what's important to me and my family. They say you never stop loving someone, and I believe that now with my entire heart. I love you!

on July 7, 2011

In the end, I got my independence. I know you're happy, and for that, I am too. Love you D. Love, A.

on July 7, 2011

We've been best friends since elementary school. In third grade I fell asleep on your shoulder on the way back from a field trip. We always said we would never date each other, but for about a month I've liked you. Give us a chance. Who knows what could happen :)

on July 7, 2011

Give us a chance, and we could be happy!

on July 7, 2011

over this past year, i've grown to harbor a real hard crush on you. but letting you know will make you think that i'm too pushy..and i don't want that to happen.

on July 7, 2011

Stephen Johnson, it's so hard being your friend because I miss you a lot. I miss when we would snuggle and you'd tell me stories... I'm so grateful that we've remained friends though. Losing you as a boyfriend was tough enough, I don't think I could handle losing you as a friend too. I love you and care about you more than you could imagine. Don't ever think that I don't, okay?

on July 7, 2011

Tim Kemper. You're my heart. I love you forever.

on July 7, 2011

We used to talk the nights away. You would wake up and text me, or I would to you, and we would have conversations till one of us had to go. We never ran out of things to talk about. I know we still have that. I just wish you were more willing...

on July 6, 2011

I sort of kind of maybe love you.

on July 6, 2011

I don't think I like you anymore. I've made a mistake. I'm sorry.

on July 6, 2011

Alan Checko, I love you with all my heart.

on July 6, 2011

Marcia Sarlanski is a hoe bag

on July 6, 2011

Michael Keevern is HOT!

on July 5, 2011

just because something doesn't work out doesn't mean you are worthless. trust me, i know. you are beautiful. don't let anyone ever tell you differently.

on July 5, 2011

When I heard from you today, my heart skipped a beat.

on July 5, 2011

today i heard from you for the first time in 2 years, and i realized...i still love you

on July 5, 2011

I've never stopped loving you.

on July 5, 2011

i miss you but i'm happier now. i wish you could have treated me better and cared more but i hope you've fixed things with you, i just want you to be happy. i thought we'd be forever. just because we aren't 'us' anymore doesn't mean i don't want you in my life. i'll always keep you in my heart, never forget how happy we used to be

on July 5, 2011

I'm trying to be calm but it's really difficult. You listened to my stupid stories and played flash games with me, and you made me laugh in a way that nobody has for a long time. You didn't even kiss me when you stayed over, just slept and held me, and I can't put into words how that makes me feel. You walked me home, even thought it was literally a block away. You lit sparklers with me at 4am on the 4th of July, and didn't think I was childish for wanting to do it. I guess I'm just excited, the kind of excited you get when you've met someone you can't keep your mind off of them.

on July 5, 2011

Hey handsome, We haven't known each other very long but we talk an awful lot. No one else is able to "trick" me into staying up until 4am talking on Skype but I'm glad we do it. I love that we read to each other, it is something special for just us! I cannot believe that you kept trying to make me smile and laugh on my "bad day". I get little butterflies from hearing your voice. But I've just broken up with my first love. So I'm sorry if I mention it a lot. You know that it has been over for me for months, I had to move on. I shamefully admit that I could so easily fall for you: you are gorgeous, funny, charming, sweet, thoughtful, intelligent, adorable (I love that you still have your puppet) and you are just plain amazing! You are easily the perfect guy for me. Even if I do know that you would never fall for a younger girl like me. If there is a chance for me, let me know, please? I really do hope you get to move here for your PhD. Love your "beautifu...

on July 4, 2011

I love you but you dont seem to care anymore. what happened to us?

on July 3, 2011

Chelsea, I can't explain in words how it feels to know someone like me. You make me feel happy in ways I haven't felt in years. You're adorable, funny, cute, everything I look for in a person and more. I don't want those tap lessons from you as much to learn the art as I do to just be around you. I'm torn between telling you all of this and more or leaving you less stress with your boyfriend, but at the same time I feel like bringing up the saying "If there are two, pick the second, because if you really liked the first there would be no second" but I just don't have the heart to be that pushy. I'd fight to the death for you, but I'd also take the pain to leave you happy. At all else I will always have the memories of New York to look back fondly on, and always wish that's how it could have stayed. A piece of my heart is forever yours Lauren Moe. "McKai"

on July 3, 2011

Why does it feel like you stopped caring?

on July 3, 2011

MOLLLYYYGOUGH

on July 3, 2011

LAUREN OLINGER love the love the love the love the love

on July 3, 2011

MOLLLYYYGOUGH

on July 3, 2011

come home from work, I've been wanting to snuggle all day

on July 2, 2011

I love you more than I think I have the words to express, but I'm afraid once I let it slip of how you will react. I know 7 months might be too soon, but I can't imagine my life without you. No matter what happens, we've promised to always be great friends, but I just want you to be my best friend, forever and ever. I'll just patiently wait for you to tell me how you feel for me...I just hope I'm not waiting for something that will never come. :(

on July 2, 2011

I love you.

on July 2, 2011

Walter Andrew Saunders III

on July 2, 2011

You've been the center of my life for over a year. You took care of me, you made me laugh, you're the perfect guy. I'm sorry I cant be what you wanted me to be, I'm not perfect. I regret breaking up with you. But I don't wanna hurt you anymore. I know this sounds like I'm bullshiting but this is the truth. I'm not sure if I can change, I cant make any promises. I dont know what to do with us, with me, with u. Im sorry boo. I love you...

on July 2, 2011

you make my world better just because you are in it. we don't talk. you won't talk to me at all. but even with all that, my world is better just cause i know you are happy in it. even thought you aren't with me. i'll always love you.

on July 1, 2011

I love you. And you will soon find out. It might be too late, but I just want you to know.

on July 1, 2011

I dont know if I love you or not, but I do know that I think about you a lot, wish to be with you when your not here and want to make you happy.

on July 1, 2011

you will always be my one true love. even if you never said i love you back. regardless, you had me when you cared for me in my darkest days.

on July 1, 2011

It hurts to love you when I cant tell you how i really feel. i get jealous even if i have no right to feel that way. i want your time even if im not in the position to demand for it. although my heart is breaking (into a trillion pieces), i still continue to love you because somehow in this hurtful love there is still hope of having simple moments with you, even if if means just being a friend, but NOI! i dont want to just be your friend! i want to wear your tshirt to bed, watch wall-e with you,talk on the phone til sunrise, make you watch chick flicks, kiss you anytime i want, laugh until i cant breathe, hold hands, talk about life, i want to fall hopelessly in love with you again and again and again! i fucking hate that im a whole continent away from you and that my family hates you! take me back to september 2008!!!!

on July 1, 2011

I want you so bad but you're so far away and I barely know you. I'm taken, you're single. But you make me feel more wanted than anyone ever has - including my partner. I'm writing on here to relieve my heart although you'll never know....I love you. xx

on July 1, 2011

Babe, I love you more than words can say. - asharpie

on July 1, 2011

Robert Tesoroni, you have no idea how much I love you.

on June 30, 2011

I love you.

on June 30, 2011

spelling happiness right- its great!

on June 30, 2011

I miss you so much it hurts. I'd give anything to be with you again. Breaking up with you is my biggest regret. I still love you so much & wish you wanted to be with me again.

on June 30, 2011

Wonderwall, by Oasis, was written for you and I.

on June 30, 2011

i'm sorry for things ive said things ive done, i just want to be your number one. we could have something great just open your eyes, dont make me wait. i love you so deep more than youll ever know your hands my heart will always keep

on June 30, 2011

happyness - it's great!!!

on June 30, 2011

I know I love you,and I know you love me,so what are you afraid off ? My patience is coming to it's limits and my heart is exploding, but still you refuse to have me near you more than "just a friend", and that just drives me crazy...

on June 30, 2011

Sorry for missing you so much

on June 29, 2011

We're just friends. And you've liked me for a while. I'm starting to feel the same, but I don't want things to be weird. I want to get to know you better than I already do. Also, you're nerdy and I find it adorable.

on June 29, 2011

You make me happy to be alive every single day. Every moment I have you I am so thankful. I love you so much, and I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with you.

on June 29, 2011

I wish you hadn't forgotten about me...because I still love you.

on June 29, 2011

Dear Red Carnation, I have never been happier to see a red flower in my life, you are what I have been working towards all year and its gone so fast, Love you oxford

on June 29, 2011

Corey Jordan Alexie, you're my soul mate :) = Jaine Alexie :P

on June 28, 2011

take care of your shoulder, and you can bike soon! hope you're doing well! (thought I'd try posting something here, since I've notoriously been sticking these all over Cupertino...) -Janet :]

on June 28, 2011

take care of your shoulder, and you can bike soon! hope you're doing well! (thought I'd try posting something here, since I've notoriously been sticking these all over Cupertino...) -Janet :]

on June 28, 2011

take care of your shoulder, and you can bike soon! hope you're doing well! (thought I'd try posting something here, since I've notoriously been sticking these all over Cupertino...) -Janet :]

on June 28, 2011

Julia, I won't leave a note for you here because you are so amazing that I have to tell you the wonderful truth in person, everytime. So forget about all these anonymous people. Anonymity can be cute, but I believe that with strength and courage, the right thing that people should do is tell that special someone how they really feel. No matter the situation or the disposition or the truth. It's more important that it be told. I

on June 28, 2011

Brandon, you make me smile.

on June 28, 2011

From day one.

on June 28, 2011

i love my sis

on June 28, 2011

Theirs a special place in Hell for people like me. For anyone who tried to bring an angel like you down to my level.

on June 28, 2011

KELSEY, I FUCKING LOVE YOU. IF YOU GET THIS, PLEASE GIVE ME "THE LOOK" AND THEN THROW ME A CIGARETTE. :D

on June 28, 2011

It’s ɑmɑzing, some people, they just sɑy these smɑll little things, one sentence ɑnd it chɑnges the way you feel ɑbout them in ɑn instɑnt. Smɑll little words thɑt cɑn hurt you so much or mɑke you fɑll deeply in love forever. It chɑnges everything, nothing between you is ever reɑlly the sɑme ɑgɑin, even if they don’t know it. I love you..

on June 28, 2011

I miss you. I get the feeling that I miss you more than you miss me, but it doesn't bother me, its probably just because you're busy, and if not it's probably just because you have 2x more testosterone than me :P. I don't want to seem so clingy, but before when we were in constant communication, I still missed you but I was glad because we always got to talk, but now that you don't have as much time, I've learned not to take little conversations for granted. Well Its already been about 20 days or so, so I'll be fine for a few more, so no need to worry about me, if you were. I also wanted to say that my feelings for you remain the same and I hope you can say the same for me. Well, other than that, I'm looking forward to tip toeing through tulips with you when you get back! Oh and I'm sorry about the complaining, I know how that feels and its not fun huh xP? Well, Stay safe and have fun :). Always thinking about you, Monster Rat. You know who this is :3

on June 28, 2011

i hate hope desperation is her mother and imagination her father i feed it till she can almost believe it i confuse it for reality cause if there was no hope there would be no broken hearts no fights to start no dreams to fill just happiness with what we’ve got with hope comes her sister, faith faith is that it eventually will happen but when you mix 1 teenage girl a teaspoon hope and a few drops of hope you end up with a mess a lonely, distort, rage fuel mess nothing can clean it nothing can heal it until someone who can fill hope and faith’s shoes comes along by: jkh

on June 28, 2011

i love you but i don't trust you... what do i do?

on June 28, 2011

its a shame we didn't start this sooner, now you're so far away and it kills me.

on June 28, 2011

i lalalalove you

on June 28, 2011

I love you so much my dear, so much that you can't even imagine what would I do for you.

on June 28, 2011

Please let it be negative so i don't ever have to see you again. Why did i ever say yes?

on June 28, 2011

You need to stop leading me on. Just like you got led on, you're doing it to me and it's killing me just like it hurt you.

on June 28, 2011

Theirs a special place in Hell for people like me. For anyone who tried to bring an angel like you down to my level.

on June 28, 2011

Sebastian, if you ever see this. I love you. I love you in ways I never thought I could.

on June 28, 2011

I dont know what it is about you. I'm disappointed still but every time I look at you on Skype or in person it reminds me of how much i actually do still love you, and how much you really do mean to me. It sucks right now because of everything being forced against us. But I'm willing to make this better because when it comes down to it I still do actually want to be with you.

on June 28, 2011

You're amazing, just the way you are... don't ever change yourself for someone who won't even matter in the future.

on June 28, 2011

Dear You. Wonderful, beautiful You. Where do i start? You have completely changed my perception of life. How i view everyday things. You've sparked my interest in living again. You've held on to me not only when I've desperately needed you, but also when I've simply wanted you. You've never given up on me, even though I know I can be SO difficult sometimes. I want to marry you. You want the same thing. How amazing is that?! We've found each other, in this world filled with tragedies and miracles, and billions of people. You found me. And I thank God everyday for you. Wonderful, precious you. You're teaching me Italian, so I can meet your family this summer. Which I'm terrified about. But I have every faith that you'll hold my hand and be my rock, and not let me make a fool of myself in a language which I currently have no idea how to speak. How can you seriously think being trilingual is not an amazing thing? YOU are an amazing. And you're mine. Thankyou for choosing me. I lo...

on June 28, 2011

I pretend to not give a shit, but that's only because it's the only way to keep you attracted to me.

on June 28, 2011

You might not know it now, but I love everything about you. You are perfect in every way. You're better than a dream, you're my ideal reality.

on June 28, 2011

We can never be together. Good.

on June 28, 2011

I hope that what happened didn't prove me right and change things between us.

on June 28, 2011

If you ever stumbleupon this Joey, I love you.

on June 28, 2011

ive loved you since i first met you.. i dont think that will ever change. id do anything for you. too bad your so caught up in highschool..

on June 28, 2011

I saw you a few days ago, a smile crept onto my lips. You were just sitting there as if waiting for me to arrive was all that mattered to you. I grabbed you and looked at you intently.There wasn't anywhere else I wanted to be. To have you near me was like a gift from up above. I'm sorry our love was short but I think you enjoyed the journey into my stomach. Thinking of you always, Hungry cupcake eater

on June 28, 2011

I wish that you'd be able to find happiness, and I've been trying so hard to help you, but maybe I'm just not the person to do it. I don't think I'll ever be good enough for you.

on June 28, 2011

You make me smile and laugh at the most difficult of times, you understand me completely, and are always there. None can understand my love for you; there is no word, no phrase, no sentence powerful enough to express it.

on June 28, 2011

You're Scum :)

on June 28, 2011

if only the rules would permit, I'd probably find the courage to tell you how I feel. only 93 days until it's allowed

on June 28, 2011

Ass.

on June 28, 2011

I cant tell you this now because you have a girlfriend, but I think I just may be in love with you.

on June 28, 2011

you make me feel so special. i know it hasn't been long but, i do love you.

on June 28, 2011

I love you so much my dear, so much that you can't even imagine what would I do for you.

on June 28, 2011

Tyler Richard Clarke, I love you more than you'll ever know. Love, your girlfriend Rosie.

on June 28, 2011

Nobody thinks you're deep, interesting, worldly or anything like that but yourself. It's annoying to sit and watch you talk out of your ass all day

on June 28, 2011

I miss the way your shit smells.... no really i do

on June 28, 2011

I miss your ugly face... no really i do

on June 28, 2011

I'm sorry that I hurt you, and I know you may never be able to forgive me. But I love you more than life itself. When you left, my heart left with you. I don't know what I'm doing here if you're not. I don't know what good my dreams are if you don't share them. Please come back to me. I love you

on June 28, 2011

Ashley Dawn, I will never forgive myself for the hurt that I caused you and for how I betrayed you so many months ago. I'm so very, very sorry. I desperately want to apologize to you, but you made me promise that I would never contact you again, and I intend to respect that. But you will never understand how sorry I am, nor how monumentally you changed my life. You redefined what love means to me, and I am certain that I will never love again the way I loved you.

on June 28, 2011

I love you baby, and I can't wait until next month when I get to see you. This summer has been hard not being able to see you very much but whenever I get sad or upset I remember how amazing of a guy you are and that I can trust you to always be there no matter how many miles away we are.

on June 28, 2011

I love you so much :)

on June 28, 2011

don't worry, be happy

on June 28, 2011

We argue and agree to disagree but couldn't be more similar. We just click and we know it, but we couldn't be together without hurting someone we both love. You are my best friend, and will probably never be anything more as much as I wish we could

on June 28, 2011

I love my bed. It's the only thing that treats me right like a lover should! If I treat it nicely and fold its sheets and clean them, it doesn't give me any back talk! It doesn't tell me that I don't do enough! It doesn't fight with me constantly and tells me my faults! No! Instead, it grips me lovingly and let's me know that everything is alright, because I'm a loving partner and it's glad to be mine.

on June 28, 2011

I love you babe. I dont think I could have loved a single person this much.

on June 28, 2011

you are an amazing person

on June 28, 2011

Love with all your heart before you forget how to use your heart.

on June 28, 2011

Love with all your heart before you forget how to use your heart.

on June 28, 2011

Love with all your heart before you forget how to use your heart.

on June 28, 2011

Love with all your heart before you forget how to use your heart.

on June 28, 2011

You are truly the only boy who just clicks with me. You know why I'm cynical about love and you are changing my mind. I wish you knew how I felt so you could tell me the same back. I wish things were different because I can't even dare to try and be with you without hurting everyone else. You are my best friend. You are a weird, twisted but amazing person. As hard as you may try you can never change that or how much I wouldnt change your quirks for anything.

on June 28, 2011

I think I'm in love with a lot of people. A lot of people I've let go. I'll always wonder 'what if,' but I guess that's part of growing up, right? I have my whole life ahead of me and high school crushes, or loves, or lusts, shouldn't matter. Right?

on June 28, 2011

RAWR

on June 28, 2011

i am in love with you and i have been for well over a year. my best friend, but that is all you will ever be. i've come to terms with that. but that still does not stop me from imagining what a wonderful relationship we could have. you are the first person i have ever loved.

on June 28, 2011

sometimes people fight, and it feels like the end of the world to lose someone but you have to keep your head up and have faith that everything will be okay. if he loves you, it will be

on June 28, 2011

I love you microwave- When you give me a hot cup with the handle turned out.

on June 28, 2011

last week i had so much fun with you. i woke up thinking about you. i didn't want to leave for the weekend but i had too. now i can't wait to see you again. we laughed so hard for so long, i want to laugh that much with you everyday.

on June 28, 2011

Hey :)

on June 28, 2011

you suck!

on June 28, 2011

Even though I had plans to spend the day at the beach - there is just something so magical about rain. Almost as if the earth is cleaning all the bad things away... starting over.

on June 28, 2011

One day I'll fall in love with you. I just hope you still love me when I do.

on June 28, 2011

We've been apart for a long time. I have always had you in my heart. Every time I thought about the person I cared about, you were always the first in my mind. Finally after being apart for so long, I get to see you again. I know we have grown and may not be the same, but perhaps it can work. You are my best friend, and I am very happy to have you in my heart. I hope I can make you feel the way I feel. Thank You

on June 28, 2011

its a shame we didn't start this sooner, now you're so far away and it kills me.

on June 28, 2011

am i crazy for feeling like there was an instant, strong connection between us? my gut repeatedly tells me that there is something special there i should hold on to. but with recent events, it's starting to occur to me that maybe my beliefs were distorted and it's time to move on. i know this isn't healthy; its torturing me waiting around like this for something that may never lead anywhere. but its too hard to let go when i've been waiting so long for someone like you. now im at a loss as to what i should do. i have two strong forces within me telling me two different stories. so what am i supposed to believe now- my instincts or my mind?

on June 28, 2011

I wish things turned out differently. I truely believe in us and what we had. I loved you with all my heart. I pray that you'll take me back and forgive me of the mistakes I've made in the past. Forever and always right?

on June 28, 2011

I never knew I could cry so much. Everyday for two years I cried because I loved you and you didn't love me back. I still get upset about never having a chance with you. However, I am so happy to know that at least I am capable of really loving. Thank you for that.

on June 28, 2011

I love you. I'm so happy to have found you.

on June 28, 2011

josh, if you knew how much i loved you, you would never doubt me again. the only reason we fight is because we are not physically together; i know that as soon as we meet, you and i will be inseparable, because you've told me so. and i trust you, against logic and everyone else's advice. so please, don't give up on me. stick it out; as long as you keep trying, i'll keep staying. and i love you so much, i love to talk to you. even when we break up we are still friends, then we are undeniably together again within a few days. can you believe it? i love you. and i want to be with you, forever. trust me, josh. (: love, your baby girl.

on June 28, 2011

We had to break up when we did. We both had to grow. No one since has come close to you, and no one ever will. I dream of the day we can try again, because we will not fail.

on June 28, 2011

You have put me through some real rough times. Please don't make me regret standing by you.

on June 28, 2011

You are the only reason I go to work everyday, this next week without you is going to suck!

on June 28, 2011

You make me crazy!

on June 28, 2011

You make me want to wake up every morning.

on June 28, 2011

I don't know if will ever replace you. I will try, but I'm not optimistic.

on June 28, 2011

I found a photo of you on someone elses facebook profile, I stared at your beautiful smile for hours. I wish I had phoned you back that week. I've left it too late. x

on June 28, 2011

I knew we would be something more the night i met you. Everything was perfect it was like we already knew each other. And everything clicked into place

on June 28, 2011

Alex, just be with me.

on June 28, 2011

You are incredible and I love you. You probably will never know. I love you so much

on June 28, 2011

I found a photo of you on someone elses facebook profile, I stared at your beautiful smile for hours. I wish I had phoned you back that week. I've left it too late. x

on June 28, 2011

You are beautiful, I love you. Love, Your secret admirer

on June 28, 2011

I love you

on June 28, 2011

I found a photo of you on someone elses facebook profile, I stared at your beautiful smile for hours. I wish I had phoned you back that week. I've left it too late. x

on June 28, 2011

You're the most surprising and wonderful person I've ever met, and I fight the urge to say I love you because I know it will never happen. You make me want to be a better person.

on June 28, 2011

I finally told you I blamed you last night. I lied. I know the blame should be equal. I miss the baby we never got to hold, and I'll always resent you for making me make such a horrible choice. All in all, I still love you.

on June 28, 2011

I wish you wouldn't ignore me. I've been nothing but sweet and kind to you. You make me want to never be with a guy again.

on June 28, 2011

I wish you wouldn't ignore me. I've been nothing but sweet and kind to you. You make me want to never be with a guy again.

on June 28, 2011

I like Turtles.

on June 28, 2011

I'm falling for you. When you come over and we cuddle for hours and fall aslep together it make me so happy. I want to like you, but I'm afraid of ruining our wonderful friendship.

on June 28, 2011

You are beautiful, trust me.

on June 28, 2011

Hi,

on June 28, 2011

Hi,

on June 28, 2011

Hi,

on June 28, 2011

We live miles apart, but that does not stop me from loving you. You're afraid of a long distance relationship, but I really think it would work. Just love me, like I do to you.

on June 28, 2011

I

on June 28, 2011

still

on June 28, 2011

like

on June 28, 2011

you.

on June 28, 2011

I just recently got hired at the place you work, and I am most certain I fell for you instantly I met eyes with you. It was my second day working there. You're actually a big factor as to why I'm still there. I don't know how to bring it up to you in person, because I have no idea how you'll react. I think you're absolutely beautiful, I really hope you acknowledge me the same way as I do for you. I want you in my life outside of work.

on June 28, 2011

Laura i miss you.

on June 28, 2011

Damn you for screwing up my entire life and my entire way of thinking. Thanks to you, I can no longer trust any man. No one will ever be allowed to be alone with my children for fear that they may also be a sick human being who feels the need to fuck with little girls. I hope you rot in hell, but I hope you only rot after a long, miserable, torturous life here on earth. There are no words to describe how fucked up you've made me. And there's no forgiveness available for you either.

on June 28, 2011

Dear you, You led me on so bad for so long but i can't help but still like you. I'm not gonna be immature and say that i'm in love you because i'm 16 and i know that i can't feel that way about a boy yet. We hung out a lot but we never actually did anything about it. You told a few people that you liked me but once again you didn't do anything about it. Well you have a girlfriend now and that's okay. I mean i'm not going to hate you because you have a girlfriend. I can't make you like me. I just wish you would realize that we can still be friends.. like wow? But whatever i guess you'll never know how i feel. kcool. bye. Sincerely, Me.

on June 28, 2011

kom me te pas gjith ne zemer

on June 28, 2011

you are a pathetic excuse for a human being. i hate you. i hate everything about you. how dare you cheat on me and make ME feel like i'm the one who hurt you. i did nothing but care about you and you, YOU made me feel like i was nothing, like i was worthless. and now thanks to you i think that all that might just be true.

on June 28, 2011

You have been in jail for over a month over something completely ridiculous and will not return to us for at least another month. I resent that you did what you did, but love you for the person you are. I'm a wreck out here, but I will stay strong. I love you. You're my best friend, and the most amazingly funny and intelligent person I've ever met. I miss you.

on June 28, 2011

I messed up, found out that i didnt actually want what you offered. Now, your gone and you only left me with a possible late surprise.

on June 28, 2011

Callum. I can't sit there and tell you my feelings because i'm scared you don't feel the same - even though i know you do. It's the same thing as you not feeling that i want to be with you, even though you know i do. You need to let go and be more adventurous, and i need to hold on and stay. I would stay for you.

on June 28, 2011

I don't know it yet, but i love you. And i love how you are the one who is going to make me realise it

on June 28, 2011

The moon loves his stars.

on June 28, 2011

sfdsf

on June 28, 2011

Adam, I only had a short time with you...but that short time..has literally changed my life..you were amazing. A boy a girl could only dream of...but I, for once in my life was the lucky one I got to live it. If only for a short time, you were mine. I still hope one day you come back...I am not waiting but if fate allows...you would sweep me off my feet...again.

on June 28, 2011

I wish I could be better for you, but I feel so useless compared to everyone else.

on June 28, 2011

Dear Chernobyl, You're the best puppy ever. I would never let Ma give you away. We're gonna be buddies until one of us dies, and I never want another dog because you're the best there is. We're going to go to the park and pick up guys and eat peanut butter and swim and you're going to learn not to bite things and how to play dead and give me high fives and we'll have playdates with your brother because I know you'll miss him when we move out and you and I will lead a beautiful life together. You and I. Not you and someone else. You're so little, you won't remember how I'll fight for you. Also you are a dog. But I know that we're gonna be ok. I love you, little girl!

on June 28, 2011

i still like you

on June 28, 2011

People don't realise this but loneliness is underrated.

on June 28, 2011

Please don't leave me.

on June 28, 2011

I'm the idiot who just won't give up

on June 28, 2011

h

on June 28, 2011

karen

on June 28, 2011

i miss being loved by someone, but i keep in mind that someone better is out there

on June 28, 2011

my heart aches for something i now realize will never happen between us. though im trying to move on, my last shred of hope wont let me let go...

on June 28, 2011

You're like, everything I ever dreamed of. You smell good and you taste good and you make me feel really...good. It's a shame your girlfriend feels the same way.

on June 28, 2011

I'm still looking for someone to reciprocate my love

on June 28, 2011

:)

on June 28, 2011

I love you Rudy

on June 28, 2011

The moon loves his stars.

on June 28, 2011

You said "we" were going apart and that "we have to think things through before we continue with the relationship". You could have just said too didn't want to be with me anymore instead of saying it that way, leaving this sliver of hope in my heart that makes me bleed a little bit more every time my heart beats, thinking of you. Every time i think of you the sliver grows a little more, then it stabs me from inside, making me bleed all over again, when I remember that it's simply a false hope, because I know you aren't coming back. If I were to say this to you, you would feel bad, and try and comfort me with a "maybe" but I know you better than you know yourself. You don't miss me, and you never will. I forgive you. I have no choice but to forgive. I love you, and I always have, and I always will. The string you've attached to this sliver will always be bound to you wherever you go. If ever you want to fine me, all you need to do is turn around and I'll be there. Waiting fa...

on June 28, 2011

love? overrated.

on June 28, 2011

you make my world spin

on June 28, 2011

I'm sorry I had to leave you behind and that I broke your heart. I didn't mean to but I'm not ready yet. Isn't is better this way? Now you can go find the girl that you are really meant to spend the rest of your life with and I will go and try to find the guy who will make me believe in that "happily ever after" you were always talking about...

on June 28, 2011

I wuv yew.

on June 28, 2011

You're my favorite.

on June 28, 2011

getting over you has been one of the most painful experiences in my short life. you are wonderful and i regret not realizing that when i still had you. i love you, i miss you, i wish you the best.

on June 28, 2011

i still love you. never stopped. i'm sorry.

on June 28, 2011

It was...it really, truly, was the single most breath-taking, soul-melting romantic moment of my life - that night, that window, MacDonough Monument and Prufrock. But, a moment doesn't have any guarantees and life sends us flying off in other directions (mostly for our own good). That moment, however, remains framed in moonlight, promise, hope, and eternal belief. Thank-you...

on June 28, 2011

I already feel that you're the one for me even though I technically haven't even met you yet. I can't wait for tomorrow but I'm rediculously nervous

on June 28, 2011

I already feel that you're the one for me even though I technically haven't even met you yet. I can't wait for tomorrow but I'm rediculously nervous

on June 28, 2011

I'm in love with you, and your big blue head and menacing voice. Mmmm. Delicious.

on June 28, 2011

Maybe you aren't a model, but you are you and I love you. An anonymous tip to the girls out there. When you find a boy who says this to you, don't ever let him go.

on June 28, 2011

I was okay with just being your friend when we first started out because I didn't want to mess things up and lose you. But now, a year and a half into dating I'm so glad that you're mine. Thank you for teaching me everything, especially how to love.

on June 28, 2011

I was okay with just being your friend when we first started out because I didn't want to mess things up and lose you. But now, a year and a half into dating I'm so glad that you're mine. Thank you for teaching me everything, especially how to love.

on June 28, 2011

i love snuggling up next to you on he couch and watching south park

on June 28, 2011

fuck love, im tired of trying. my hearts big but it beats quiet

on June 28, 2011

i dont know what it is, but i love you.

on June 28, 2011

I was okay with just being your friend when we first started out because I didn't want to mess things up and lose you. But now, a year and a half into dating I'm so glad that you're mine. Thank you for teaching me everything, especially how to love.

on June 28, 2011

I know that we will only ever work as friends but no matter how hard I try I can't quiet the part of me that loves you more than that.

on June 28, 2011

I know that we will only ever work as friends but no matter how hard I try I can't quiet the part of me that loves you more than that.

on June 28, 2011

You've unbroken my heart and made it soar. You've made me believe in soul-mates, and reaffirmed my faith in true love...and I can't wait to meet you.

on June 28, 2011

We were good for each other. She said she liked me a lot. But her baggage stopped us from being together. Two and a half months wasted chasing something that i never had a chance with. First time in two years I let my guard down for someone else. I am done.

on June 28, 2011

Coming back home bitches, hope you're ready.

on June 28, 2011

Fuck love. Free sex is better anyway.

on June 28, 2011

you are who i will grow old with.

on June 28, 2011

I love you. The only problem is you don't love me. If only you could understand and see how much I care. Then you would realize that she isn't the one for you... I am.

on June 28, 2011

You are amazing and I'm ok with the fact that we're nothing more than friends.

on June 28, 2011

Id give it all to have a chance with you. Even for a second. just to say you are mine. would make a perfect world situation. a situation.

on June 28, 2011

just wanted to let you know how much you mean to me. and there hasnt been a minute i havent thought of you.

on June 28, 2011

my love for you burns at the intensity of a hundred suns

on June 28, 2011

i'm so use to this feeling going away. the feeling of butterflies. the feeling that every time i am the one i love, my breath getting taken away. you though, you're different. you make me want to be a better person. because of you, i love with all of my heart and know it's okay to let go, for you'll always be there to catch me. i'd be lost without you. you are my

on June 28, 2011

I just realized when eating a box of chocolate; life truly is like a box of chocolate, and by an accident, I save the best bite for last. And I just cant wait for the mysterious You to come and end my life.

on June 28, 2011

you feel like home

on June 28, 2011

although you screwed me over in the beginning, you're making up for it now... even though you live over an hour away. I'm glad you come and see me.

on June 28, 2011

im ready to finally be with you

on June 28, 2011

you are my life, my whole world.

on June 28, 2011

I love you, I miss you, And i cant wait till the day i will get to be with you. i know you say i have you, but right now i only have a part of you, but you have all of me. ill be patient, ill wait forever if i have to, just never forget that i love you, and i always will

on June 28, 2011

penis

on June 28, 2011

I love you, I miss you, And i cant wait till the day i will get to be with you. i know you say i have you, but right now i only have a part of you, but you have all of me. ill be patient, ill wait forever if i have to, just never forget that i love you, and i always will

on June 28, 2011

I love you so much, I want us to be together, and we're so good together. So why is it so difficult for us to stay together now we're apart for 2 months....

on June 28, 2011

You are my home, my everything, my soul.

on June 28, 2011

I wish you were here with me, but i don't want to put you into something that you're not ready for.

on June 28, 2011

Ian. Please ask me out. I know we live in different states and you're two years older than me but I know we can make it work. Please you're so perfect for me.

on June 28, 2011

I hope I get to spend the rest of my life with you.

on June 28, 2011

I love you, and I want you to stay. I need you. I love watching you stand in the kitchen and spill sauce everywhere. I love how when I'm sick you treat me like a child. I love that when you break something or run into something you swear under your breath. I love how you always let me finish anything we are sharing. I look into your eyes and I'm home. I need you. Stay with me. Just, stay.

on June 28, 2011

matt i really want to get to know you. you're so what i want but you're older so i don't know how you'd feel about that.

on June 28, 2011

I wish you werent always busy. I love you and want time for us.

on June 28, 2011

I'm trying to love you just give me time

on June 28, 2011

connor, we act like we hate eachother to try and prove something. its like a game who could care less. but im done, i'll admit it. i still love you with every breath i take. i know you do too because you have these moments where you open up to me about your feelings for me, and then you freak out and close right up. lets stop this, and go back to us

on June 28, 2011

i want you so bad. I know you want me too but the situation that were in, is causing us to un-glue. What should we do? Where can we go? I think im in love and it is you I must show. I wish we can be together, but only time well tell.. So here I am for you, it is my heart you fill.

on June 28, 2011

I miss your face on my back when I sleep and look forward to the day its nestled there again.

on June 28, 2011

i still love you, and you still love me. i know this. why cant we just be together?

on June 28, 2011

oh hi i love you

on June 28, 2011

I love you so much that I can't explain it. I love that you sing really loud in the car, we rap songs together and you kiss me at stoplights. I love that you hold me until I feel better. I love running my hands through your hair..

on June 28, 2011

I miss Maine in the summertime; luckily that kind of romance can always be revisited.

on June 28, 2011

to my favorite, you wrap me in warmth. An embrace of pure joy awaits when I return home every day. I used to take you everywhere, but now I save you for those most wonderful fleeting moments when I'm lay in my bed. I shall take you to college, blankie, and have no shame.

on June 28, 2011

you don't know it yet but we're going to be together for a long time. i can feel it.

on June 28, 2011

Dog farts are the only farts I can get off to.

on June 28, 2011

I love you:) No doubt in my mind. After 11 months I get butterflies.

on June 28, 2011

dimitri, i love you. please never leave

on June 28, 2011

I'm sorry.

on June 28, 2011

I love you! I'm going to Marry you! (I know you said buying a ring is too stressful, but you'll pick the right one.) You are the most wonderful person in the whole world. (and the worst, hah.) You make me feel special. You are the love of my life. ))((. We never have to worry (ever). Kisses. Kisses, Kisses.

on June 28, 2011

Tim, I miss you more than anything. I love you. Why can't you love me back?

on June 28, 2011

I do want to sleep with you, it's just going to take me a little bit.

on June 28, 2011

We just started talking again after years of not talking. I still remember being in love with you, even when you married that whore.

on June 28, 2011

you were divorced. and thats why youre scared of relationships. you dont want to be hurt again. neither do i. i think we can help each other. just try it for a while.

on June 28, 2011

I love my husband, he's my best friend... but this weekend, I fooled around with his best friend. oops.

on June 28, 2011

Logan, I want to hate you. I want you to be hurting the way I am... But I will never hurt you. I will never hate you. I will just pretend I do.

on June 28, 2011

I'm confused about how much I love you. Some part of me still says I shouldn't love you... but I do... SO much. I love you, and I know that I always will. I make the choice to love you every day. I love you on purpose.

on June 28, 2011

I'm so scared to say "I love you." No one's ever deserved it the way you have, and that's what makes it so terribly frightening. I wish I could just let you in my mind, so that you would know every time I see you, every time I hear your voice, every time I'm close to you or miss you or you do something wonderful for me, my brain is screaming it: I love you, I love you, I love you! You're on the way to fixing everything they've worked so hard to break down, darling.

on June 28, 2011

todd james, these past 3 years have had their ups and downs. but through thick and thin i love you with all my heart. im proud to call you my fiance

on June 28, 2011

I can't imagine anyone more perfect for me than you. I want you to love me in the same way I love you--in every way. I think about you all the time. I can't help myself. I just want to hold you close forever.

on June 28, 2011

I love you Liam. You are the most wonderful little brother anyone could have. Don't let these people poison you. Don't let them break you. I know you don't really hate me, you're just hurt and angry. Come home. There isn't anything our family can't fix. I miss you.

on June 28, 2011

Ask me to marry you. I will say yes.

on June 28, 2011

I love your big ass. I love looking at it, I love touching it, I love fantasizing what I'm going to do with it. Can't wait to play with those curves again.

on June 28, 2011

ive loved you for 3 years; always will too..

on June 28, 2011

Brandon, your name makes me smile. The sight of you fills my stomach with butterflies. Your smell relaxes me. Your touch makes my heart skip a beat. Can I tell you I love you yet?

on June 28, 2011

I love your big ass. I love looking at it, I love touching it, I love fantasizing what I'm going to do with it. Can't wait to play with those curves again.

on June 28, 2011

I still love you. You still make me smile. Come back and stay, please?

on June 28, 2011

i miss you with every bit of my heart. no one can ever replace you

on June 28, 2011

I love you more than I will ever be able to express and I am so thankful that you have never given up on me.

on June 28, 2011

How could you not see how much I loved you?

on June 28, 2011

I could hold you for a million years.

on June 28, 2011

thank you for letting me back in. you make me confused. I sometimes question how I can love another so much. Is there a point where it's too much? Well I could care less because I love you. Its been 5 years and im sorry the last months we fell apart. I can't handle it. Now that im sick, im scared you only love me because im sick.

on June 28, 2011

We could have been. We almost were. And now you're with her. Come back to me.

on June 28, 2011

i love you. oh, how i love you. and its right there on the tip of my tongue every time we're face to face. and yet, i cant bring myself to say it. but i love you. i do.

on June 28, 2011

If you didn't live so far away, I'd jump into your arms everyday.

on June 28, 2011

I can't grasp enough words to describe my feelings for you. It's all so...unreal.

on June 28, 2011

Even though we can't be together physically our hearts are always beating as one, no one can take that away or make them stop, that would just be murder.

on June 28, 2011

i've loved you for 5 years now, but your just a good mate. even though i've told you many times it doesnt hurt any less today then 5 years ago when i realised. maybe one day... x

on June 28, 2011

I love you Freddie so much. I want you to be with me for the rest of our lives. I have had almost 3 years with you and can't wait to spend more time with you. And to think where would we be if we hadn't met on FB in 2008, I love you forever and always. :)

on June 28, 2011

I'm completely in love with you, you have a boyfriend, I know you feel the same way..

on June 28, 2011

You are absolutely everything i want Kassie. You're smart, beautiful, fun, and you make me a better person :) i don't deserve you though. I put you through to much...its time for you to find your perfect guy.

on June 28, 2011

Hey, you are super-duper cute >3

on June 28, 2011

I Love You :)

on June 28, 2011

I wish I could tell you how I felt about you. Sometimes I feel like you feel the same way about me... but I think that's just how you are with people. So I'll just tell myself that we're better off as just friends.. I can live with that.. I'll learn to anyway..

on June 28, 2011

i just want to be on good terms with you so that i don't have to worry about what you're doing. i don't trust you without me.

on June 28, 2011

you give me more than i deserve. you treat me better than i should be. above all, you never gave up on me. thank you, i love you.

on June 28, 2011

I've never fallen in love, but I love you. I gave you a part of myself that I'll never get back and I'll never regret that. I know you used me just like I was using you, and I'm okay with that. I let you use me. I let you bruise me. I let you go months without speaking to me and then went right back to how things were when you decided to start talking to me again. And that's okay, because even though I'll never be in love with you - I still love you, and I'll be there to get you back on track.

on June 28, 2011

From the very beginning, I knew you were special. You broke down that wall that I worked years to build up. You left me. And I thankyou for it because you set me free from myself, exposing my true potential.

on June 28, 2011

Interesting Fact: If all the Atheists left the USA, it would lose 93% of the National Academy of Sciences but less than 1% of the prison population. Hows that you Religious NUTBARS?

on June 28, 2011

From the very beginning, I knew you were special. You broke down that wall that I worked years to build up. You left me. And I thankyou for it because you set me free from myself, exposing my true potential.

on June 28, 2011

I swear I never guessed when we met, you were just this dorky little guy who made magical music. Then after awhile, we started to talk. And I looked up into your big blue love me eyes and I realized the music wasn't the only magical thing about you. I fell in love with you. But.... You were engaged, you lived with her. Yet you loved me. I was in the same place I'd always been. The homewrecker. But now, you're all mine. And soon love, soon, we're gonna make them wonder why they never saw it before, the way we look at eachother. Because they can't stop love. And this little raver's in love with the DJ. And you know what? That DJ loves his little raver.

on June 28, 2011

I love being with you and spending time together. When I see your name on my phone I light up inside and get giddy. You have no idea how hard it is to choose going to Europe over staying with you, even if we're not labeling anything yet.

on June 28, 2011

HOW DO YOU FEEL OF GIVING IN & LETTING OUR OUR PASSIONS OVERRIDE THE NIGHT? WE'VE FOUND THE WAY IN WHICH IN CAN BREAK US. IF I WERE ABLE TO FIND YOU LIKELY IS THAT YOU WOULD ALSO BE CONVINCED. AS FOR TONIGHT I SHALL SLEEP ALONE & ONLY DREAM OF WHAT IT COULD BE LIKE.

on June 28, 2011

It scares me how much I love you, because for the first time in my life I care about someone's happiness more then mine. Love you baby

on June 28, 2011

I am still in love with the man that I was dating that just came out to me and his parents and told us that he is gay. I can never stop loving him, no matter how much it hurts that I can not be with him.

on June 28, 2011

WHAT IS LOVE?

on June 28, 2011

I wonder if you miss me as much as I miss you. I hope you think of me before you fall asleep, like you said you did. Please come back to me. I love you, and it took you leaving for me to realize it.

on June 28, 2011

To my dearest, Though you've never seen my face, nor I yours, and though it has been years since we have called each other ours, and though I am merely one of your memories, and though you are my every dream, I will always harbour you within my heart.

on June 28, 2011

I still have dreams about the boy who broke my heart.

on June 28, 2011

I can't believe I'm saying this, but I love you. All through my last relationship, he always preached about how he didn't love me at all. You were always there, subtly trying to get my attention. The guy who I thought was my first love dumped me on my ass, but you were there. We became best friends, but I was slowly, secretly falling for you. The day I found the facebook message to your friend telling me you like me was the best day of my life. I told you I liked you too, but I took it back because i was afraid to lose you. Somehow I got you to talk to me again, and told you about my lie. Now, I'm falling in love with you. The guy who I barely knew existed a year ago. You're in love with me too, and I can't wait until the day that were finally together. I love you, AD

on June 28, 2011

Dat ass

on June 28, 2011

Why do you keep doing this to me? You know I have feelings for you. I've had them for 6 years. Everyone keeps tellin me "one day" we'll get together but I don't think I can wait anymore. We'd be perfect together, why can't you see that? Please man up and quit with the flirting and just kiss me.

on June 28, 2011

With everything I am, I still love you. If only you still felt the same.

on June 28, 2011

Why do you keep doing this to me? You know I have feelings for you. I've had them for 6 years. Everyone keeps tellin me "one day" we'll get together but I don't think I can wait anymore. We'd be perfect together, why can't you see that? Please man up and quit with the flirting and just kiss me.

on June 28, 2011

Hi, stranger. I don't know what your life is like, what you look like, what your insecurities are, or how you feel about anything. But I don't care, I and others love you. Stay strong.

on June 28, 2011

you make my heart skip a beat. everytime i hear your voice, i smile. every time you kiss me, my heart melts. the thought of life without you makes me not want to live, so thank you for being a part of my life and letting me be a part of yours. i love you forever and always

on June 28, 2011

i miss you more than anything i've ever missed before. let me come home.

on June 28, 2011

I love you so much. I want to be with you... but I know we can't do that. You know it too. I just hope you feel the same way. I'm slowly learning to accept it. We will stay close while I'm away at college- I guarantee it. I won't let you drift away. And if we manage to stay close, throughout the years, then maybe we'll be together. That'll be the greatest reward of all.

on June 28, 2011

A year ago, we had never talked. After my boyfriend dumped me, I was crying, depressed, and completely alone. At first, we were "just friends", but then my friend said "Isn't he like in love with you?" I hadn't even noticed it, but I was slowly falling for you. All night facetimes, texting for hours, you were my best friend. You kept me from cutting, and then, we kissed and you told me you love me. It was a dream come true. AD, I know we've had our fights and rough patches, but I'm in love with you, and I can't wait until the day you truly become mine. I love you :)

on June 28, 2011

i'm terrified i won't find true love.

on June 28, 2011

although you screwed me over in the beginning, you're making up for it now... even though you live over an hour away. I'm glad you come and see me.

on June 28, 2011

You may have forgotten me, but I will always remember you. It is a little hard to forget that smile, that was followed by a kiss, that ended in me loving you too much.

on June 28, 2011

There are so many things I want to say but cant. But I do love you. and you make me so happy. love B to F

on June 28, 2011

It's funny that after I broke up with you for her, she broke up with me. Now all the plans we had are just memories. I guess it serves me right. You were wrong at Christmas though, it wasn't her who I was still in love with when you looked in my eyes. I hope you are happy with him. I wish it could be another way, maybe sometime down the road.

on June 28, 2011

although you screwed me over in the beginning, you're making up for it now... even though you live over an hour away. I'm glad you come and see me.

on June 28, 2011

If you truly love me, then why are you pulling away. I know that you have everything going for you, your job, your family, your home, but please don't forget about me. Even being six hours away from you, I try to keep in contact as often as I am able. Yet. . . I haven't heard from you in a week. . .

on June 28, 2011

We've had a complicated relationship up until now. We've on-off dated, I got snagged a few times thinking about my exes and our relationship suffered because of it.Finally, I stopped being a stupid kid and learned to forget them and worry about you, we started getting closer again, and it made me happy. The very day I was about to ask for commitment again, I found out you'd said yes to someone else a just a few hours before. It seared on my heart like hot iron on flesh. Since then, we've sorta fought and argued over it, and you've told me you still love me. I don't want to really admit it, but I do still love you. Right now I'm just counting the days until you either rescind your declaration of love for me, or until you act upon it. I just... I hope it's the latter. [All the] Love [in my heart], Sam

on June 28, 2011

I'm sorry I'll never love you as much as I love him

on June 28, 2011

tell me you love me

on June 28, 2011

Hey Brandon, I like you. A lot. I wish you would stop sending me mixed signals and text me once in a while. You made it seem like you were so into me at the carnival the other afternoon... Are you? Love, you know who

on June 28, 2011

i know now that we were meant to be highschool sweet hearts...but you are engaged to another woman. i miss you. i will always be here, waiting, for you to realize that she isn't the one for you.

on June 28, 2011

I wish we were still together. You are amazing, and are the one for me. I don't know why you called it off, but I haven't given up on us. I am still waiting for you. I know you say it won't happen, but I'll wait anyway. I love you, and always will PCM. Love forever, KR. x

on June 28, 2011

Jaybird. I never knew that anyone could make me feel this way. Finally complete. You're the music to my life. I know that this is hard for us, but it doesn't need to be. We don't need to take into account what everyone else is saying about us, because what we have is special. I don't care what our friends, families, or parents say...we're meant for each other. Our love goes beyond gender. New York is on our side

on June 28, 2011

You have very interesting things to say.

on June 28, 2011

love

on June 28, 2011

Dear you, Second time around. Fuck you and your cousin. Sincerely, Me

on June 28, 2011

Sometimes I feel like I don't deserve to be treated as wonderfully as you treat me. You make me crazy happy and I'm so glad we're together. You drive me crazy in the best ways. I hope we always have fun. I hope we last forever. =]

on June 28, 2011

Im sorry. I love you.

on June 28, 2011

If Love was easy to understand, part of its beauty would be lost . I can't say I've got it all sorted out, but when I see your face I think " Hmm... so this is why I've been holding out for so long ... " *woodchuck

on June 27, 2011

Since I started talking to you last year I have known that we could be something special. I have always cared about you more than you could possibly imagine. You always ask me why I waited and why I didn't give up on you. You don't understand why I would wanna be with you. You are flawless. You're beautiful on the outside, but more importantly on the inside. When we're together nothing else in the world matters except you being happy. All I want is to make you happy because you deserve it. When we're apart all I think about is when the next time I get to be with you will be. At this point I feel like a little piece of me is missing when I'm not with you. You're always on my mind. No matter what.

on June 27, 2011

You can not imagine how much I love you. You were my first and I just want you to be my last too. You are always there for me no matter what. I just want to be with you, forever!

on June 27, 2011

You were the one for me, and I let you go. You did everything to show me you loved me, and all I did was everything to show you I didn't. You will never know how sorry I am. But I love you, and I'll love you forever.

on June 27, 2011

I love you more than you know. There isnt a day that goes by when i dont think about what youre up to. I really hope you mean it when you say you love me, because I feel almost lost with you being gone.

on June 27, 2011

i love you and miss you. you have no idea how lost i am without you

on June 27, 2011

I miss you. I miss everything about you. Your touch, your smile, your arms around me, your soft kiss. I wish things would have never ended. I still have hope for us, I know you are the love of my life, and I am just waiting for you to figure that out. You will eventually. You will, I just know it. But please, please figure it out sometime soon. It would make my life 10x better. I love you, JRS.

on June 27, 2011

I really love you. I don't care if you don't tell me you love me every day and I don't want a fairytale life with you or a movie script ending, I just want to be silly with you and kiss you every second I can. I miss you and I hate this distance between us. Please don't give up on me because I will never give up on you. We simply work together, we make sense. Take the chance on me again, please.

on June 27, 2011

You have no idea how much you really mean to me.

on June 27, 2011

i miss you so much, i miss our friendship the most. I am happy you found someone you love so much. true love only wants happiness for the other. Even though you hurt me in so many ways i would never take those years back. apart of my heart died with the absence of you, I hope your living out your dreams :)

on June 27, 2011

I love you more than anything. I have never loved another human being more than i love you. I know the distance is tough but if we just stick it out a little bit longer, we can be together again.

on June 27, 2011

I love you more and more everyday. But the toughest thing is knowing that in a month we'll be worlds away. Bringing what we have to a complete hault. What's worse is knowing it will never be the same.

on June 27, 2011

I chased you for two years. Admiring you from afar. Of course things happened as soon as we met but then we grew apart and both moved on. We have had a good friendship over the last 4 months then I thought you wanted more so I gave more the other night. Now you wont talk. I'm scared.

on June 27, 2011

the distance gets difficult sometimes. i just wish that we could be there for each other physically as much as we are mentally. just about a year left until we'll be able to see each other everyday and prove everyone wrong who said we wouldn't last. see you in 6 days

on June 27, 2011

I still love you and it's been almost a year since you left.

on June 27, 2011

I love you so much

on June 27, 2011

Dear You, there are no words that can make you comprehend how much I love you. - Me

on June 27, 2011

i think i may never get over you. they say that true love awakes the heart. well, baby you fucking shook the hell outta mine to wake it up. then you left. not physically, but you still left. people say all the time that they miss someone who isn't here. but honestly, i'd rather miss you by you not being here then miss you the way i do. to have you talking to me, texting me, even sitting next to me and me still miss you is the worst missing feeling ever. i wish i could tell you this but now we don't talk. its like i don't exist. well, honey, i'll wait on you forever. i love you. i always will.

on June 27, 2011

i've loved you since freshman year. it's not gunna change anytime soon...i can't do anything without thinking of you. i wish you were here next to me.

on June 26, 2011

Hey mister R, I was crazy for you for quite some time and now came to realize that I can live without you. You'll always be the guy who awoke my heart to love. Thank you, because of you, I now know what real love means. God bless you my friend. May you live happily ever after with that special someone that is not me.

on June 26, 2011

I loved you more than air. U left me breathless when you didn't need me any more. A hole grew in my chest. Although it may never fully heal it remains a part of who I am. And I will never again let anyone destroy all that I am. I will find the one who loves me for ME! and not for the someone they wish to create.

on June 26, 2011

I never ment to fall for you. It's forbidden but I can't hold my feelings back. Everyday I see you and the words are forming on my lips but when I go to say them all that comes out is a whisper of " I love you" I wish my words could form as I saw you boarding your plane, leaving forever, but alas, all that came out was a whisper never heard by you.

on June 26, 2011

Were we simply two of the right people at the wrong time or was it really never meant to be? You said that I was everything your ideal woman would be. We were torn apart when I was forced to leave, forced hundreds of thousands of miles from you. You could have fought for us, but you let me go. And so easily. Why couldn't you have fought for me? I hate it that I still think about you everyday. Months later, you moved on... is she really all that perfect for you? Your silence and relationship with her make me question everything I believe in. Your character. Faith. Love. When it is quiet, and she sleeps soundly next to you, do you question, if she's really right for you? Do you wonder what would have happened if you had chosen to fight? I guess it doesn't matter anymore. I can only look back on what went wrong and be the right person at the right time, whenever, if ever, the right time does come along.

on June 26, 2011

I am in love with you and you don't even know .... and I may never tell you....

on June 26, 2011

I love you.

on June 26, 2011

You broke my heart in a way I can't even explain, yet every day I still pray, love, and deep inside... yearn for you. You were the greatest thing I could have ever had, now you are the most beautiful disaster I ever passed. Wednesday night I saw you for what you really are, and I miss that side, as you were quickly lost from me. I love you, and I always will. I was going to ask you to marry me.

on June 26, 2011

I dropped you a hint, and you threw it back at my face. Although it wasn't a definite "yes" or "no", I think my hopes are lost. Only in my dreams I suppose. Farewell, my pixel perfect girl. Thinking about you only makes me sad now.

on June 26, 2011

you know. i've never technically met you, but i feel like i know you better than anyone else and you feel the same towards me. when i'm having a terrible day, you're the person i always turn to because you know just what to say or do to make me happy. when i'm happy i turn to you to rejoice in my giddy like complete idiots. you mean the world to me and you are my best friend. i love you more than i think you will ever truly understand.

on June 26, 2011

i love chris more than anything in the world. i hope he feels the same.

on June 26, 2011

I love you but cant tell you, I have said it to previous boyfriends but there is nothing that compares to how I feel about you. If I thought that that was love I must have been crazy. I have never regretted something so much, telling someone that you love them and not meaning it... now knowing positively that I love you, and not being able to tell you. It kills me every day.

on June 26, 2011

You are my boyfriend and I am so happy, I dont wanna make you nervous so I will tell u here. I love you

on June 26, 2011

Even though it's already been three years, I still think you might be the only thing I'll ever love in my entire life.

on June 26, 2011

I've loved you for a year, but I'm 4 years younger than you. I have no chance, especially because you're going to college. But I still keep a sliver of hope, that maybe someday we'll meet again and be together.

on June 26, 2011

Your'e finally going to go to SA! Gah, its been 2 weeks and I still miss you so much, I try not to show it too much, but I cant help it. We've talked so much over these last 2 weeks, and even though its like being with you, I still want to be able to see each other. Just one more week! Have a safe trip and I hope you have fun. I love you, my apple :)

on June 24, 2011

i miss you. Im disappointed that I didn't try hard enough. If you give me another chance I promise to try harder. You deserved better than that... we both did.

on June 24, 2011

i love you and you don't even know it. i've dropped a thousand hints, but you just don't seem to notice them. you are with someone at the moment but i can truly say that i am happy...for both of us

on June 24, 2011

I love you, but you don't know that. You'll never know that, because no matter how much you try to convince me otherwise, you'll never love me and you'll always be in love with her. She's the perfect girl, and I'm always going to be second best.

on June 24, 2011

i love you

on June 23, 2011

Dear Joshua, I miss you more than anything, I wish you had waited so we could have gone to heaven together...

on June 23, 2011

I love you :)

on June 22, 2011

Every day I become closer to you, even though we are so far apart. Were half way there, apple :)

on June 22, 2011

rye, you meant more to me than i could ever tell you. i woke up just to read a text from you.you should me what love was, and how great it feels to be with someone so wonderful.and im so grateful for that.even now that were no longer together, your moved on and happy, im still happy.know why? because you opened my heart to love and theres no one else in this world id rather have do that then you.so in some distance place if i see you and your new life ill smile at you with joy and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees, learning from eachother and growing in love. the best kind of love is the kind that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds.thats what youve given me and thats what ive hoped to give to you forever.i love you ryan d michelsen, dont forget me.

on June 22, 2011

Never have dated a guy younger than me, but I might just give fate a shot.

on June 22, 2011

Now, come over and watch a movie with me!

on June 22, 2011

Yogurt, put the self hate away and see how much I care about you. If you were really as terrible as you make yourself out to be I would probably be relieved when you stop holding my hand instead of feeling so alone.

on June 22, 2011

You've taught me to forgive instead of forget.

on June 22, 2011

You mean more to me than you will know.

on June 22, 2011

Michelle, Ever since I met you in 10th grade I knew there was something funny about you. That was because I'd never cared for a girl as much as I cared about you. You've gone through a few ups and downs in various relationships, legitimate or not, and I'm still here. I've tried to replace you over the years but I keep coming back and I'll be here when you're ready. -AC

on June 22, 2011

I lost intrest, I was in love with the idea but not you. Soeey.

on June 22, 2011

in love with love.

on June 22, 2011

Thanks for introducing me to Mumford and Sons. They continue to heal me, since you've screwed me over.

on June 22, 2011

Maybe we'll be together again. But for right now, the journey to finding myself is quite convenient. Maybe we'll never be together, I'm okay with this option. Finally.

on June 22, 2011

You've been my best friend for three years now. For three years I've watched you go through girlfriends like underwear. Three years I've hoped that when you would commonly say "I like this girl", it'd be me. We've told each other everything for three years... everyday. I've probably said that we should end our friendship atleast 30 times because I cared too much about you. In 2 months we'll be living 4 hours away instead of 2 minutes away. And all I know is that I hope you're happy in whatever or wherever life takes you. You've been in a pretty solid relationship now for awhile, and I hope you don't give up on her. She's the luckiest girl I know. Continue to be the best friend you've been, because I know I'll continue to love you.

on June 22, 2011

I miss you.

on June 22, 2011

Dear You, As the sun sets I see the reflection of your perfection in every direction of the sea. This love will be as infinite as the galaxy as long as you remember to give yourself as much love as you would me. Eternal love, Me

on June 22, 2011

Kurt, I've loved you for a long time, and I thought I would forever. Maybe I will, I truly, honestly feel like I will, but I need to stop longing for you, and put my feelings on a shelf for a while. I'm missing out on too much right now. I hope one day we'll be together, because you're a beautiful person, inside and out, and I'd like to have you as my own one day. Jarrod, you've been my best friend for two years, and I never thought I'd fall for you, you were the furthest thing from my "type" or from anyone who I thought I'd like in a romantic way. But here I am, falling for you, and realizing that I want to be with you, that I want us to give this a try, because not only does everyone think we'd be cute together, I think so too, and I think you'd be an amazing boyfriend. Not to mention, I love your quirky, hilarious, fun personality, and your goals and dreams. And I love how friendly and loving you are to everyone. I could definitely see us being happy together. Can we ...

on June 21, 2011

aku sayang kamu

on June 21, 2011

i often tell u that u look ugly cuz i cant admit how damn cute u are :p (i know im mean)

on June 21, 2011

I miss you apple. D:

on June 21, 2011

:) I got overrr you.

on June 21, 2011

Very nice site!

on June 21, 2011

erin, I'm sorry for the things that you are going through, I have told you if you want me out of ur life I will be always here even as ur friend, I can truly sat that that is what you are love you so much, joe

on June 21, 2011

its unbelievable how much i love you. and every day, i think about what we've gone through as a couple, and how it's amazing that we're still together. i know people don't understand, and i know that they think that i'd be better off with someone else. but they don't know what we have. i know i get upset a lot, and you can tell when i'm hurt, but i know that there's not another person in this world who can make me feel better the way that you can; who understands everything that i'm going through, and truly wants to help, or at least hold me and tell me it will be okay. and it's weird, because you're the only person i believe when you say that. because you're the only person who's made it true.

on June 21, 2011

There is hardly a day that goes by that I don't think about how lucky I am to have you in my life. Sometimes I feel like there is some wild animal that lives deep inside me, and it fights to get out, go crazy and just do all sorts of stupid things, but even when its at its worst, and I can barely contain it, If I'm with you for even a minute, it calms down to nothing. When ever I'm with you, I feel more at peace than I can remember ever feeling. When I'm with you, I can actually sleep, none of this go 3 days without, then sleep for 2 hours then go for 3 more shit. I can actually sleep. Just having you next to me does something to me to let me sleep. I know deep down that I love you to a fault. I fear that the day may come that we end, but until then, be my love, and I will be there for you as long as you will let me.

on June 21, 2011

The wait will be worth it... I love it all, so much I call, I want you back...

on June 21, 2011

I will love you

on June 21, 2011

if oneday you may see this. summer in beijing, we broak last summer,then i still here to waiting you come back,i need you i care you .i just miss you when i saw you on Twitter,i saw you have a girlfriend ,think her give you something i didn't give to you ,you settle down,good for you . never mind i will find someone like you .fay S

on June 20, 2011

I can't wait until we have our beautiful baby. He/she will look exactly like you (I just know it!). And when you get back from this up-coming deployment, and you see him/her for the first time, the emptiness that I know will be in my heart will finally be mended. I know it will be hard to be away during the birth and first few months, but you are a hero and I'd rather be married to one of the few good men, where we treasure our time together, because of our time apart.

on June 20, 2011

Earlier when we were talking, I loved it. I didn't want to stop, but we both eventually had to go. When you told me you loved me though, my heart skipped a beat. There is so much that I can say, but I think I can sum it up in four words. I love you too. -Banana :)

on June 20, 2011

I hope we can find the connection and spark once again.

on June 20, 2011

...I like your big butt and I can not lie.

on June 20, 2011

I can't help but love you...but I'm forcing myself to not act on it so you can move on and be happy again. This is the hardest thing I've ever had to do.

on June 20, 2011

I thought I didn't care about you anymore (romantically) until you started dating someone else. But I keep having dreams about you and my mind keeps wandering to thoughts of you. I love you more than a best friend! You are wonderful, silly, kind, warmhearted, gentle, encouraging, openminded, and made for me! See you again in my dreams sweet heart.

on June 20, 2011

I love you rtoaetsnrm

on June 20, 2011

I never want to stop talking to you, sometimes it may not seem that way, but after you hang up, I get the feeling of loneliness. I don't want to seem too clingy, but I just have something in me, that makes me to want to talk to you, and find out everything there is to find out about you. I have a strong desire to make us work, and I dont think I've ever felt like this about someone before. Even though your'e out of town for now, the thought of you coming back just excites me. We have so much in common, and I love how you share my passion for music. I know it seems silly, but Iv'e pictured how it could possibly be this year, with you and me at C***O. The thought of being CM makes me nervous, but knowing you'll be right there, right across from me, giving me all your support, calms me down. I hope next year goes well, and I really hope you remain a part of my life. Idk why, but I had an urge to write this and now I feel satisfied. I think im going to go to sleep now, so goodnight ap...

on June 19, 2011

to the one that said i'm gay, good for you ;)

on June 19, 2011

Kira- You're my whole world. You have been there for me for a year and a half, and I can't wait for the years still to come. You make balancing my hectic life easier, and you're the most perfect little otter for me =] I can't wait to see your brown eyes and perfect freckly face again! With Love- Zac

on June 19, 2011

Im gay

on June 19, 2011

michael hehe -_- you make me laugh, you make me smile, you make me happy. youre awkward, but adorable, and sweet yet a little fiesty :) i love everything about you and i miss you. we connect so well. we have so much in common, yet we're complete opposites. i cant wait to see you again my love :)

on June 19, 2011

You make me feel so amazing. Youve been giggling a bit and I just have to say that I literally smile every time you do. The way you giggle is just so cute to me. The way you do a lot of things is cute, to me, but that's not all. Whenever we talk on the phone, I feel like we connect so well, I never have trouble talking to you, and I love how i feel like iv'e never had such a connection, with people in the past, or with just anyone in general. Oh, and I know that i'm not the manliest guy out there, but it doesn't seem to matter to you! At least i hope so! (just felt like throwing that in there. Well anyway back to the point, I just wanted to say that every time we talk, I smile, and when there's silence for any reason, I dont feel awkward, I feel like we have a mental conversation going, and it never stops. I know it sounds weird but its just what I feel. - Fruit lover

on June 19, 2011

You make me feel so amazing. Youve been giggling a bit and I just have to say that I literally smile every time you do. The way you giggle is just so cute to me. The way you do a lot of things is cute, to me. I feel like we connect so well, I never have trouble talking to you, and I love how i feel like iv'e never had such a connection, with people in the past, or with just anyone in general. Oh, and I know that i'm not the manliest guy out there, but it doesn't seem to matter to you! At least i hope so! Well anyway back to the point, I just wanted to say that every time we talk, I smile, and when there's silence for a bit, I dont feel awkward, I feel like we have a mental conversation going, and it never stops. I know it sounds weird but its just what I feel.

on June 19, 2011

You make me smile and laugh. You make me feel more special than I ever have before. You tell me I'm beautiful after a day of no makeup and the wind making my hair a tangled mess. You kiss me as if your scared to hurt me. You brought me out of the awful place I was in. So near full on depression, agreeing to go out with you was the best decision I ever made. I'm falling so hard for you. I've never wanted to fall asleep with someone more than I do with you. How soon can I tell you that I think this is love?

on June 19, 2011

It just so happens that you're in denial. Yep. But I guess that's what happens when guys are whipped.

on June 19, 2011

I miss you sooooooo much, Buddy

on June 19, 2011

i love you baby!

on June 19, 2011

I can't help falling in love with you.

on June 19, 2011

I know that you would take me back. It's not that I don't think you've change, because trust me; you have changed. But I'm more than just some screwy ex who plays with your heart. I'm someone who understands you and your happiness. So, I'm just gonna let you know on here: you are truly an exceptional person to me. Maybe one day we'll reunite, but until then, you will be on my mind till the end of time. Miss you baber.

on June 19, 2011

You are cold and mysterious. I feel the competition for your hand is great, so I'm bettering myself because of it. I hope I am good enough for you when I come back, but if I'm not, thanks anyway.

on June 19, 2011

i fucking love you j dawg

on June 19, 2011

Love is beautiful. but you need more than just that. You need trust, lust, honesty.

on June 19, 2011

When will my forever start? Will it ever start or will people just keep ripping apart my heart?

on June 19, 2011

Don't worry about it. Your Mr/Ms perfect is being gift wrapped for you - somewhere.

on June 19, 2011

Wish you were here. I can't wait for our future.

on June 19, 2011

You're the best thing that's ever happened to me. I'm amazed by everything you do, everything you are. But there's one thing holding me back--we're only friends. I'm completely terrified that you'll never see past that. I'm sick of being stuck in the friend zone. I'm beyond ready to love you.

on June 18, 2011

We were in your car one night when I hesitantly pulled away and told you I was terrified. You ask me why. Because I'd never loved kissing someone so much, I knew I was in a position where you could someday hurt me but i was giving you my all anyway. You held my face and told me you never would, never could hurt me. You lied, and I'm broken.

on June 18, 2011

How about you dump your current girlfriend, show up at the airport after you and me get back from our vacations, and we'll perform one of those acts you see in the movies... You know, one that only you would think I was cliche enough to act out. If you're at the airport with the rest of my family... I swear, I would marry you one day. Because I'm sick and tired of missing you. It's coming up... Your chance to win back your first love. I dare you to move.

on June 18, 2011

I miss you so much that it hurts me...everywhere. I know you don't feel the same, believe me I pray every night to fall out of love with you the effortless way you did with me. But I can't. I don't sleep as well without your embrace, waking up to an empty room sucks and worst of all all my mind can do is replay the memories. The sweet, the romantic and even the sexy ones. I'm a mess without you and you're already moving on. Eventually i'll fall out too, right? I loved you and I miss you like hell.

on June 18, 2011

Just a phone call. It makes my heart beat faster each time I pick up the phone connecting me to you, like I should be nervous or anxious about something, but when I hear your voice I feel all of those bad feelings are gone. I like the way you read things over the internet to me, I like when you sing really bad to songs, but most of all I love the way you say my name. It sounds different from your mouth, like it supposed to be there, and it's said so frequently and so flawlessly. I love to talk to you. It's sort of weird to me that so much has happened in so little time, we only "met" a few weeks ago, but I guess if feelings develop in such short time then it must really be love...right..? -Apple

on June 18, 2011

Well today is almost over so I decided to write/type this. Today was nice, considering iv'e pretty much been on the phone with you all day xD! Oh and sorry if it may have seemed like I was unbearably tired this morning I actually enjoyed waking up, and having you be the first person I talked to :). Dang, today marks the one week point since you've been gone. I know it's only been a week but it feels longer to me :/. I'm happy youre having fun, and that its been a week already, but i still really miss you. Oh, and I'm sure you weren't worried or anything, but I just want to say that even though you have been gone, I still feel the same way about you as i did when you were here... well, actually no, I don't. My feelings for you have intensified, so I guess its true that the heart grows fonder in absence :). Anyway, I hope that I can talk to you later, and I just really wanted to tell you that I still love you all the same, and I hope you do too xD. -PAQ YOU, you know who this...

on June 18, 2011

I think of you every time I listen to amazing, because it is. I miss you. Come back to me.

on June 18, 2011

Michael, I would the the happiest girl in the entire world to just spend just a second with you. A second would be all I need, just for that split moment, to stare into your eyes and to see you. Because in that one second, I would take in everything; with you, it's hard not to notice absolutely everything. The way your eyes glimmer when you look down at me. The way your dark hair is growing back to it's original cuteness before you shaved it. The way you've grown so much taller than me in the year we were apart. I can see just how soft your lips are and I can imagine just what it would be like to kiss them. I can see you smile and it drives me crazy. You have the most amazing smile I have ever seen. And oh, you smell amazing, just like old times, you always did. You look so absolutely stunning with just the way you stand there in front of me. You are perfect. A second would be all I need to tell you. To look straight into your eyes and say, "Michael. I love you. Always and forever....

on June 18, 2011

Maybe I'll just lay low until you come back to me. I know what we had was true. I just don't know if I could handle you cheating on me again. "Once a cheater, always a cheater." But I would give anything just to kiss those lips again. Hold your hand. Lay with you under the stars and press my cheek against yours. You meant more to me than I ever thought, I could love someone else. And now I feel like you were just a dream. We had let go. I just wish I knew how to love someone else as much as I loved you. You complete me. Maybe the cliche understood us.

on June 18, 2011

'Cos I dont know who I am, who I am without you All I know is that I should And I don't know if I could stand another hand upon you All I know is that I should 'Cos she will love you more than I could She who dares to stand where I stood

on June 18, 2011

I miss your dumb monkey self. Your dumb love notes and your dumb hugs. Once again, your dumb face is stuck in my mind. I blame your mother. She makes this unbearably hard. She gives me false hope every single time we talk. Ugh. I don't know if I could promise my life away, but I'm pretty sure- things will be different. If the feelings are even there... Ha. Maybe you'll find me again.

on June 18, 2011

I make time for you constantly, but I seem to always come second to you. You're the first person I worry about, the first and last person I think about each day. Please prove to me that you love me the same, please or I will break your heart and that's the last thing I want to do. At the same time, I want to be happy too.

on June 18, 2011

i love you mort

on June 18, 2011

bitch get in my car

on June 18, 2011

lay back and close your eyes...its better when you don't fight it...

on June 18, 2011

let me get some of that gurrrl

on June 18, 2011

I'm going to be completely honest- I don't know if I love you or not. I don't know if I'm ready to spend the rest of my life with you. I honestly don't know if I'm marrying you just to get out of this place or if I'm genuinely sincere in my love for you. I do know one thing though- you love me, and you always make sure I know it. And this is why I'm so depressed all the time. You love me openly, unconditionally, and I lie to you and tell you I feel the same when I'm not even sure. Please forgive me...

on June 18, 2011

I love you more than words can say. The way we fit together is the most perfect example of true love forever. I want to spend the rest of my life with you. Will you marry me?

on June 18, 2011

i still love you. and i'll never stop.

on June 18, 2011

Mister Tuba Player, you make my heart melt. - Miss Bari Sax Player

on June 18, 2011

We've been over for several months, but I can't get you off of my mind. "If you love someone, set them free. If they love you, they'll come back. I set you free and you came back. That's how I know it's going to last." Come back, please.

on June 17, 2011

You will always be cooler than uncle andrew, but shhh xD

on June 17, 2011

I had a good day today, but when I was at the movies I had the feeling that something was missing, and it was you. I wish you couldve gone today, but I know that after youre back we can have an even better time together! :3! -The old man ;)

on June 17, 2011

I love you omient

on June 17, 2011

&&then Amy is alone once again.

on June 17, 2011

I really don't know how to approach you. I'm so friggin shy and you seem like such a sweetheart.

on June 17, 2011

I don't know what I mean to you, but I hope you can see that you mean a lot to me.

on June 17, 2011

It's your birthday today darling, 16 years old! You're such an old man! I'm so sorry that I can't make it because I'm miles away from you but I hope you have a fun time today. When I get back I promise to make up for it :3 -

on June 17, 2011

I have hope.

on June 17, 2011

I miss you. and I love you :)

on June 16, 2011

My sweet, sweet boy, I am so proud of you for following your dreams. I know we'll only be apart for a short couple of years, but right now that seems like a lifetime. I miss you every minute of the day. I'm going about my daily life like a robot- trying not to think or feel anything having to do with you. But you are my world, and it's unfair to us to push these difficult feelings aside. I will stay faithful to you, and only you, and I can only pray you do the same. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me, and it's only a short while until we'll be back in each other's arms once again. I love you, pumpkin.

on June 16, 2011

Ryan I am glad your broke up with your fiancee. Now we can make out guilt free =-)

on June 16, 2011

Maybe I just need to meet you........to believe in love again.

on June 16, 2011

I love you and hope you feel the same

on June 16, 2011

i love that its only been 48 hours and we've spent at least 24 of those together, sometimes just ONCE in a while, a one night stand can turn into respect and flourish. I hope I'm not jinxing this and I hope you'll find me when we return to this hopeless town

on June 16, 2011

I love you and hope you feel the same

on June 16, 2011

I love how short you are in comparison to me, the sound of your voice, the way you giggle, the mole above your lip, how soft your hair is, your eyes, the way you look back into my eyes when i look straight at you, the way you attempt to stay up at night with me, even though we can both tell that your'e so tired, the way you can tell me things youv'e told no one else (and I hope that I make you feel better when i respond to those things x3), the way I feel like I can tell you anything and everything, and how I dont feel like I have to hide anything from you, and the way your simple complements towards me make me feel better about myself. I could go on and on, but sadly theres a 1000 word count limit, so ill just end it here by telling you that I know it may be a little too soon to say, but you make me feel so amazing (I hope that you feel the same). I cant wait for you to get back, and I love you :). -I less than three you apple xD

on June 16, 2011

i love you. please stop being so confusing and just love me too like you say you do.

on June 16, 2011

you are beautiful. you are wonderful and perfect and if for one second you ever think that you might not be, you are wrong. you're broken heart is going to heal. you're tears are going to dry. you are going to be just fine. just know that everything is going to be okay.

on June 15, 2011

Maybe he was right to go after your ex. ... Because maybe I'll just see what happens to us.

on June 15, 2011

The moment when you drop to one knee and melt my heart with those brown eyes of yours, I'll cry and be speechless and probably hug you before I remember that I need to answer. Do I even need to answer? You already know. We both know. We knew before you pursued me exactly one year ago. This... this is the forever kind of love.

on June 15, 2011

Ah. I am dreaming of you.

on June 15, 2011

I love how short you are in comparison to me, the sound of your voice, the way you giggle, the mole above your lip, how soft your hair is, your eyes, the way you look back into my eyes when i look straight at you, the way you attempt to stay up at night with me, even though we can both tell that your'e so tired, the way you can tell me things youv'e told no one else (and I hope that I make you feel better when i respond to those things x3), the way I feel like I can tell you anything and everything, and how I dont feel like I have to hide anything from you, and the way your simple complements towards me make me feel better about myself. I could go on and on, but sadly theres a 1000 word count limit, so ill just end it here by telling you that I know it may be a little too soon to say, but you make me feel so amazing (I hope that you feel the same). I cant wait for you to get back, and I love you :). -I less than three you apple xD

on June 15, 2011

Banana, As you know, I've had really poor judgement in the past about the boys that I liked, so it makes me really cautious about my feelings and everything else. But we text everyday, talk on the phone each night (sometimes from when the sun goes down to when it comes up again) so if that isn't liking someone I don't know what is. And lately we've both been sick (and i don't know about you) but talking to you once more made me feel better, maybe more mentally than physically though. Anyways, I'm sorry that I can't say that I love you (yet). there are a lot of parenthesis in this message. -Apple

on June 15, 2011

One day very soon, we will be together forever. It's what we've needed and wanted for so long. I must say we had a fantastic run with our long-distance relationship, but sad to see it go? I'm not. I can't wait to smell your pillow when you get up in the morning, and accidentally touch your legs with my feet at night. Knowing you are next to me and will be most nights for the rest of my life puts my mind at ease. I love you. And miss you more than yesterday. I cannot wait to dabble in you everyday ;) ...XO rae

on June 15, 2011

Hey, I miss you so much. I wish our work schedules didn't suck so that we didn't have to wait till school to see each other again. At least we have skype... Love Votre Petit Oiseau

on June 15, 2011

i love you

on June 15, 2011

You are out there somewhere guy, and when you find me, it'll be true, this time.

on June 14, 2011

I'm in a different state and it's driving me mad. I wish you would text me randomly and just tell me what's going on in your life.

on June 14, 2011

spending every minute with you, makes my happiness soar to new heights...every second I talk to you my smile only spreads wider and wider. I am in love with you and there is no other simpler way to put it. I may have been with other guys and I hope that doesn't stop you from loving me back. The things I have learned from being with you is that I was never in love before... I was high school girl with no concept of love

on June 14, 2011

Those who love you are not fooled by mistakes you have made or dark images you hold about yourself. They remember your beauty when you feel ugly; your wholeness when you are broken; your innocence when you feel guilty; and your purpose when you are confused.

on June 14, 2011

I love you Jesse. I hope someday you'll give me another chance to show you just how much.

on June 14, 2011

I could write and write and it would never be good enough for how wonderful you are. I love you so much- thank you for saving me and giving me a reason to live.

on June 14, 2011

I'm so sorry I had to end it. I'm killing myself everyday over it, but I know in my heart we can never fully commit to one another because of the countless differences we have. Now we both have a chance to find someone who will be able to give each of us a happy future. I'm so sorry. I will always love you, and this is a reminder. You're embedded in my heart and a part of me forever. My love for you will continue on until the end of time.

on June 14, 2011

I love you so much Andrew. No matter what happens after this. Please don't forget that.

on June 13, 2011

Dear Jake L., I love you. You changed my life. I never want to live without you. -Finn

on June 13, 2011

I'll never forget that summer of 2009. We used to sit next to each other. You'd barely touch my right hand, and I'd pretend I didn't notice. You'd give me funny looks. I fell in love. And you know. And I know that you know. Even though we live far from each other, I still think of you every day. I just wish I'd spoken before. Maybe you would've taken me seriously. Maybe you'd have answered that letter I send you the last day. It hurts. But I need to move on. This is why I don't write anymore. It just hurts so much to be "just friends". I love you, Carol. You'll always have a privileged place in my heart. And I hope someday you look back and understand how much I loved you. Be happy.

on June 13, 2011

You made my bicurious clear. You held my hand when i told my parents i was Bisexual. you fought off the boy's that wouldnt get the messaged that i didnt like them. You were my first for girl-sex. you told me i was beautiful and that you loved me. I was scared to admit it but i love you to :) i'm glad i asked you to be my girlfriend :)

on June 13, 2011

It has been almost a year and the giddy feeling I get when I look at you still hasn't disappeared. An innocent crush has blossomed into a magnificent, wonderful kind of love. Although I'm scared about the future as I constantly travel for work, I know we'll make it through. Stronger and better than ever.

on June 13, 2011

i love you

on June 13, 2011

I'm so happy now that I've found you. You truly are my other half. And though it's still too soon to tell, I hope this lasts.

on June 12, 2011

Everything will be okay. (:

on June 12, 2011

:P

on June 12, 2011

I guess that's what happens though. You see there are problems with your best friends' relationships and then you go off and try to be with their exes... Did it to Daniel and now to Kyle. I wish I could slap you in the face. And I might even have that chance tomorrow... You're not a good friend... Not a good anything, really... I knew I picked the wrong guy at the beginning...

on June 12, 2011

If you hurt broby, I will personally whip out a can of whoop ass. All he ever has done was be a best friend to you. Like a brother. It's not cool that you're hanging out with his ex&having the intention of being with her. He started hanging with us because Es&me were always freaking there. Not cool brah, glad to call you my ex.

on June 12, 2011

I miss you too, Dom.

on June 12, 2011

i regret not telling you how i really felt about you. now it's too late to go back, but you've been on my mind a lot these days. i wonder if you ever think about me. i am a coward for rejection. i miss you and i hope you're doing well.

on June 12, 2011

Be with her if she makes you happy. But don't fall for me while i'm not single. It'll only make things worst. You were my first love and I'm sick&tired of being on and off. If we're together, let's stay together. But I don't even know if that's in the cards anymore. Gah. If you only knew how much I think about you.

on June 12, 2011

I love you more than I have ever loved anyone in my entire life. I had never been in love and thought it was all a load of you know what- but now I know why people get so sappy and vulnerable when they find someone special. I trust you despite my past and know I can count on you for anything and everything. When I have doubts or get scared you are able to make me believe and comfort me in the ways I want, without me even asking. You are my entire world, and I couldn't ask for a better person to have walked into my life unexpectedly. I love every single thing about you, your family, and your friends. It's insane how much you mean to me, and I don't want you to ever forget it. You make me the happiest girl in the world and I am so lucky to have you. I am yours forever and always and would never do anything to hurt you. You are my world and our love has no limits, it just gets better every day. Thank you for being my best friend, I love you baby.

on June 12, 2011

Dear Michael, I love you so much, you will always be in my heart. But I just can't bring myself to be with you. We just don't go good together. You broke my heart once and I promised if you ever did it again that I would leave for good! and I kept my promise.... I am because i decide to be happy. the divorce is final and that helps a little but still you send me your texts begging me to back and raise your friends kids with you. Care about you but it feels so inappropriate to tell you i love you, because I'm not IN love with you. You have no idea how much stress this has put on me. It has been make me physically ill. When people ask why I broke it off and I try to explain it. it gets so hard and complicated to explain that it makes me go over it and rethink it again in my mind. I still come to the same conclusion that were better off with different people... I hope that we can both grow and learn from this. I hope you move on.

on June 12, 2011

The feeling I have when I'm with you is one that I never want to let go.

on June 12, 2011

Es sencillo: me encantas!

on June 12, 2011

Me causas problemas y aún asi te amo...

on June 11, 2011

it's never enough

on June 11, 2011

I'm in love with the most amazing woman in the world, and I hope she knows it. I love you Trista

on June 11, 2011

Punkin, You're my whole world & I love you. I know that we will be together forever, & I can't wait to walk down the aisle with standing & the end waiting for me. Always & Forever, Piglet

on June 11, 2011

on ll:ll the only wish i have is for you to like me

on June 11, 2011

if i lose 50 pounds will you try to kiss me? lets find out! 9 down! 41 to go! xoxo

on June 10, 2011

I just hope that no matter where you are right now, you are smiling

on June 10, 2011

I am sorry for hurting you, hurting your friends, and hurting my friends. I'm sorry for showing you the worst side of me. And I'm sorry I only figured out I loved you after I made the worst mistake of my life. If I had realized before, perhaps you could come to return the love I feel for you.

on June 10, 2011

Falling in love is the best feeling ever. When it happens, you will know it.

on June 10, 2011

You've hurt me twice before, but third time's the charm. I love you.

on June 10, 2011

Apple, You left something here earlier, and I want to see if you notice this. Even though today were having this little "competition" I really mean a lot of the things I'm saying, aside from the silly ones. You make me feel special, like no one else can, and I feel like i can talk to you, and tell you anything thats on my mind, weather its stupid, serious, or anything of the sort. To tell you the truth I also just really like the sound of your voice. I also really like you, your beliefs, and im interested in a lot of the same things that you are, and I hope that in time, once things calm down, and we get to know each other even more we can take our relationship even further :). You know who this is, apple ;) - Banana

on June 10, 2011

This is to you, Yes you the one that is waiting for me. I will eventually find you but for now please see other until you find me or i find you. They may break your heart, They may make you cry, They may even do things that will seriously hurt you. Once i find you or you find me I will make it all better. i hate to see you sad and i hate to see you have trust issues but once you see that i'm here for you to make you smile to give you sweet kisses hopefully you will know that i have finally found you Remember one those days you are crying that i'm out there looking for you

on June 10, 2011

Anthony I think your eyes are so adorable.

on June 9, 2011

I wish you would just love me back.

on June 9, 2011

Arick, I love you more than the world. I can't even begin to explain how much I love you. You are the love of my life and I hope to live with you for the rest of my life. Even though we have only been dating for 2 months, I felt something spark when I first met you. You are the only one who has made me feel the way I feel. I love you more than all the atoms of water on the Earth, more than all the grains of sand in the desert, more than every square centimeter of space in the universe. I love you so much and I would die without you. Before I met you, my life was dull and depressing. I tried to kill myself once and I never got out of that stage. But when I met you, that sadness disappeared and I felt alive again. I love you so much and you, Arick, saved my life. I love you for that and I can never stop thinking about you. Thank you for being in my life. I love you.

on June 9, 2011

The heart is the happiest when it beats for others. Mine beats for my wonderful boyfriend. :)

on June 9, 2011

Hi Im falling for you. :]

on June 9, 2011

Hi, I'm sorry for being so mad at you for not loving me like I do. Especially since I realized how important your love as a friend means to me.

on June 9, 2011

Hi, I like you. :)

on June 8, 2011

You're going to one day regret not being with him and when the time comes that you want him back he'll already be moved on and you for once will feel the pain he has been feeling the whole time.

on June 8, 2011

I wish you didnt have to go away for so long

on June 8, 2011

She will never love you like I did.

on June 8, 2011

France

on June 8, 2011

I love you because I've never had anyone make my heart beat faster.

on June 8, 2011

So... you looked disappointed when i didn't hug you goodbye today. Well you know i like you i am now contemplating the feelings you have towards me. p.s. i'll be at school in the morning and you don't have to go to your family reunion well i kind of hope i get to see you tomorrow bye :)

on June 8, 2011

A rose and a blue slushie was all it took.

on June 8, 2011

The moment I realized that we were falling in love was nothing like it would be if we were in the movies. I was on your bed as you were matching your socks and folding them into little balls. I don't remember exactly what made us laugh, but we both were suddenly gasping with laughter. We had only been awake for an hour and this was the third time that day I had giggled that hard. It was then that I realized that I am happier doing the mundane with you than I am doing exciting things with anyone else. I think you realized the same thing; I could see it when you looked at me. The best part was that no words needed to be said. I didn't need to say that we are falling in love, we both just know. No words, just giggles. That's us.

on June 8, 2011

Es horrible verte, porque las mariposas en mi estómago no paran de sentirte.

on June 7, 2011

Alex.. You were the first guy to ever really show in interest in me... you (unconsciously) saved me. Before you.. the cuts were deeper, the self-esteem was lower, and happiness was almost non-existant... but you.. you made me happy. Even if it was only texting.. and if all the things you told me were lies... it still showed me that I CAN be happy.. That maybe not everything was as bad as I'd thought. Someone liked me! I couldn't believe it... ESPECIALLY someone like you.. you really are amazing you know that? And gorgeous.. I'd never told you.. but you really are, hahah... For the time we were talking.. I picked up the pieces of glass maybe.. 2 times. That's.. that's a lot for me. I really hope that you weren't just some player... but I really don't believe that. You're.. you're amazing. Thank you... so much. I wish things could've worked... I miss you.

on June 7, 2011

mis manos me duelen al verte...

on June 7, 2011

some people want it all but i don't want nothing at all. if it aint you baby, if i aint got you baby...everything means nothing if i aint got you.

on June 7, 2011

don't ever fall in love with your best friend. it sucks.